Michael14

Today while thinking about this lifestyle,I continue to come back to the feelings I have when serving another.  Being given a task and completing it to the satisfaction of my Mistress is a wonderful feeling. It is definitely something that I miss very much.  During my brief time of service, I absolutely loved completing tasks around the house and focusing solely on pleasing my Mistress.  Usually, she was relaxing on the couch while I worked, and from time to time she would  show her approval or her disapproval.  Although I always tried to please, any sign from her was what I craved so very much.  I love to serve and hope to do so again right away. 

Another day of rest at home, but trying to keep the house spotless in anticipation of serving another.  The prospects of doing so excite me to no end.  i can think of nothing more pleasing than completing a task given to me by my Mistress.  i am ready, willing, and able to serve.

Having a great Thanksgiving, but still wish i were serving a superior woman.  As i am cleaning up around the house, i always wish that i were doing it for my Mistress.  No fear, just anticipation!

Having a wonderful day off and i am house cleaning.  i keep imagining that i am cleaning my Mistress' house so i am being very thorough.  The thoughts of giving myself to another excites me to no end, but it does scare me just a little.  However, i remain steadfast in my desire to serve.   

As I sit here looking around on the site, I constantly think of how lonely I am.  Without another, my life has no meaning.  How I hope to serve the one I adore and live a meaningful life. 

Very busy day today, but kept thinking of dedicating myself to the happiness of another.  Each and every time I think of this, a feeling of happiness comes over me.  I know this is the only path for me, and I can hardly wait to become what I am meant to be.