Master Matt Mountain Opal
Master of ladyopal
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True love is neither physical,
nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
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Awake!
by MasterMattMountainOpal
Living each day, closed off, shut down,
in my own world, asleep to her feelings..
Denying her the part of me she much longed for, the part I have not giving
her in so long... could not give her,
perhaps would not give her...
I denied her....over & over again.
Deep down I knew she was mine....
I knew I possessed her heart, mind, body & soul
and took advantage of that,
thinking it would NEVER change
but couldn't give her what she needed....
deeply longed for.... deeply desired
I never let her know that I needed her too.
Conflict tapped upon my door....
He came for her, to take her heart away
Her soul, that I so long possessed was slipping....
slipping far from me & I did not see.
The thought of her being gone..
lost to me for ever,
as lost as I had made her feel for so long,
My heart began to shatter,
my body began to tremble
at the thought of her being gone..
this I could not bare!
I didn't think I would ever care...
but I did... I do... I always have,
but lost touch with those feelings
far to long ago...
Now, I feel the pain I've caused..
the things I've missed..
and YES....the love I almost let slip away!
I have completely welcomed her back..
back into my arms....
back into my heart....
back into my soul....
back into parts of me I had kept from her.
I have taken her in the ways she has needed me to and she will forever be "marked" as mine...
I am "Awake! "
Copyright 7/4/2008
MMMO
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I'm here to learn more about the lifestyle and make some new friends. I will only Master my ladyopal. (She's my wife, my life & my only desire!)
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"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
~ Nikka ~ Age 6 ~
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Relax... the mind will answer all questions, when you relax and wait for the answer.
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Just because someone doesn't love you in the way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they've got. ~ Author unknown ~
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Life isn't about how to survive the storm,
but how to dance in the rain.
