MasterT1266

(Letter from slave)

MASTER TOM, SIR, it wants to thank YOU, MASTER, for the time YOU took last night to call it and for all that YOU shared with it, SIR. YOUR slave has felt great comfort from O/our talk last night. SIR is proving to be not only a true MASTER, but a true MENTOR, SIR, in helping this slave find its way through this confusing but wonderful metamorphosis it is undergoing. it was very happy that SIR was not angry with it when it shared with SIR that it is going to continue to explore its dom side, SIR. it still has those needs and desires in it, SIR, to dom... but now it also has this very deep need to serve and to submit also, SIR. it thinks that, as SIR suggested, it may need to continue to explore both the Dom and the sub roles, SIR, before it finds out where is true identity is: as Master, Dom, slave, sub or Switch, SIR. it suspects that there is at least a little of all of those in most of U/ us, SIR, as SIR suggested.... and SIR's understanding and compassion has really provided it with much comfort and support. In its case, yes it does still have the need and desire to be a Master, but it also has that very deep desire to be slave, SIR. it doesn't think its need to submit is small, but rather very extreme, as in needing to be a slave, a true slave; just as its need to dom is not small either, but extreme, as in its need to be at times a Master, SIR. In either role, it tries and wants to give all of itself, whether as slave or as Master. it just isn't sure yet, and maybe there will be no answer to this, which of those are most important to it. it can't know this answer right now. it has to continue to explore, and only then will its heart truly know where and what it needs to be. it could see becoming SIR's total slave,as it feels such depth of feeling for SIR, and such desire to serve YOU and to please YOU, and to try its very best to take all that YOU would have it take to give YOU pleasure and pride in YOUR property. it knows that is real in it, SIR, and that that comes from its slave heart. But it may have a Master's Heart, also, SIR.... it just isn't sure about that yet, SIR. it thinks of YOU, SIR, all the time, and it is so grateful to SIR for all that YOU give it. it thanks YOU for YOUR time, MASTER TOM, SIR. YOUR faggotbitch slave

(subbmitted by slave)

This potential slave is a master with many years of experience, who is now exploring his submissive side. MASTER TOM has been very good to train this potential slave in sessions both online and on the phone over the last many weeks, and this past weekend, this potential slave was allowed the honor of being inspected by MASTER TOM and to serve HIM for the weekend. This was a very good experience for this potential slave, particularly since this slave is a newbie on the sub side. MASTER TOM is a very good MASTER, who showed great care and compassion to this would-be slave, while also thoroughly Dominating it and Controlling it, and letting this slave know that the slave must obey in all ways. MASTER TOM was very good to this slave and gave this slave an incredible experience, for which it thanks MASTER TOM gratefully, and offers up praise to HIM and to HIS Skills and Abilities as a Dominant MASTER." Again, SIR, thank YOU for coming to visit it, and to giving this potential slave YOUR consideration and YOUR time. Respectfully, YOUR faggotbitch

(submitted by slave)

This slave is a former master with over 30 years experience on the dom side, who now finds that it needs to deeply explore its newly found, and what it feels is its true slave nature deep inside. Although it has yet to meet MASTER TOM, HE has been so supportive and compassionate and helpful to it, as it explores its true nature and deep needs to serve and to be used, particularly in its craving to be humiliated and degraded. This slave needs these depraved things, but knows it can never truly explore this dark, deep true nature within it, until it has found a MASTER who it knows and trusts will care for it, protect it, and use it but not damage it. This slave needs to know it is safe and cared for, before it can be the true slave that it feels inside that it was born to be. it is so grateful to MASTER TOM for showing it that HE is a true MASTER who, if HE chooses to bestow upon it the honor of being allowed to serve HIM and HIS PARTNER and THEIR FAMILY, that it will be safe with HIM, and cared for and protected, even as it is being utilized and used as the slave that it is. This slave is grateful to MASTER TOM for HIS consideration of it as a potential slave worthy of serving HIM and HIS HOUSEHOLD. it thanks MASTER TOM for allowing it to share here with all about its feelings for its potential MASTER and OWNER.

Letter from a sub Master T, I can not express adequately the many times you have opened my eyes to new ways of service. We have taken a long road to training mainly due to my stubborn nature and my inability to be open to other ways of achieving goals. I could not ask for a better master, trainer, mentor and friend. Slowly i am seeing the light and feel the need quenched on those occasional moments when you take control. Thank You Master Tom.

What is dominance? It is walking the hair fine line between the animal and the man, feeling the heart beat of the beast as you stalk your prey, knowing you are the alpha and you will accept nothing less then what you desire, taking what you want with the veracity of a lion, but knowing that as a man if you break it you can?t get it back. It is the fine line between the beast that runs on instinct, and the man that runs on logic, merging the two into a controlled chaos that breaks down the barriers and allows the submissive nature of your prey shine through.

collarme.com as a gay male submissive and set about contacting gay male Dominants. My request was simple: Sir...Will you please take me on and train me as your submissive. Master T responded and so our conversation began. There were quite a few e-mails that went back and forth. He wanted to know more about me and what I was looking for. He offered to address any concerns I had and answered a series of questions I sent. Then the call came. My heart pounded hard. I was at work in someone's office. I knew it was him and couldn't resist answering. I simply said I had to take the call and left the office. That's when I first heard the voice - deep, strong, confident. We talked for a while and agreed to meet for coffee and talk face to face. In the meantime, he sent an e-mail explaining the protocol around how I, as his sub, should present myself to him. He explained that I was to strip naked, kneel down with legs spread, place my hands behind my head and focus my eyes on the floor. Thinking about presenting myself to my master in this way made my head spin and my cock hard. The day finally arrived and we met for coffee. We talked for a while. I was attentive. He shared some of his story with me. Sir decided that we were compatible and decided that I was worth taking home. I got excited as we talked and gladly followed him to his house. We sat and talked for a while in his home. He wanted to get to know me better. He graciously answered all my questions. As we talked I clearly perceived what a powerful yet caring man he was. After talking a while, he offered to take me to "the room" for a session. I remember now how surprised I was that I had no fear about taking that first step into the world of BDSM. Sir was so open that he gained my trust. He was clear: "I will hurt you because that's what you want and need but I will not harm you." He escorted me to the room, told me to strip and said he would be back in a few minutes. I was naked in less than 30 seconds. Then I remembered that I had to present myself in a certain way. I knelt, spread my legs, put my hands behind my head and looked down. He came into the room, commented that I remembered how to present myself and then said "good boy". I heard my first "good boy" just like a dog would get and I was happy that he was pleased with me. Sir ordered me to stand and proceeded to inspect me. I could feel him being gentle with me and it felt good. My trust in my master was building. He then put a leather training collar on me and leather cuffs on my wrists and ankles. Master ordered me to lean over the spanking bench and he chained my hands to the bottom so my ass was up in the air nice and high for him to do with what he pleased. He showed me his flogger. He asked me if I wanted to be flogged and I said "yes, Sir". He set about flogging me. He started soft but quickly picked up on the forcefulness of the flogging. He hit me harder and harder with each swing. I was surprised how natural it felt to be chained to a bench and flogged. I don't judge the experience good or bad - it just is. He flogged me for a few minutes and then asked if I was OK and I replied "Yes, Sir". He commented that I was taking more than he thought I could. I said "Thank you, Sir". I wanted to respond and address him as "Sir". I wanted to submit to this Dominant Master and let him take full power over me. Thankfully, he was willing to take control of me that night and begin to train me to be the sub that I am. The next item he picked up was a wooden paddle. Master T is an expert with this paddle. He paddled my ass every which way but loose - slow, fast, stop, go, up, down and all around. After my ass was nice and red he started playing with my skin. OH MY GOD!!! The sensation made me moan and writhe with pleasure. The paddle would hit again 20 or 30 times followed by more skin stimulation. He definitely embraced the power over me and happily took control of my submissive ass. He paddled, scratched and rubbed my ass until I was bucking like a mule over that bench. It was the most exciting stimulation I had ever experienced - and Master knew it. Then he stood me up, chained my feet together, put a leather parachute around my balls and linked my cuffed wrists to my training collar behind my head. I stood there completely helpless as he drew the precum out of my cock and shoved his finger in my mouth while ordering me: "Eat it, slave". I didn't hesitate. I opened my mouth and sucked my own precum off my Master's finger. He mocked me by sarcastically saying I wasn't enjoying it when clearly we could both tell by my hard cock that I was enjoying every minute. He let me stand there for a few minutes while he went over to his table. I didn't know what he was doing. I could hardly see or think because my mind was reeling from the pain, the pleasure, the helplessness and wondering what my master was going to do to me next. He slowly walked over to me, ordered me to look in his eyes and then grabbed my submissive cock and started to rub lotion all over it. "You're going to get milked now, slave." He grabbed the back of my training collar and pulled me backwards gently while he drove me wild with long slow strokes on my lotion-covered submissive cock. I moaned with pleasure. He ordered me to close my eyes and I obeyed without a thought. He was rubbing my cock harder and faster. I started breathing faster and faster. I said "Master - I'm close. I'm going to cum". He stopped the stroking and ordered me: "Not yet, slave. Don't cum until I tell you". This went on for what seemed like an eternity until finally Master told me I could cum. Master pulled my head back far, kissed me hard and milked the cum out of my cock. I growled with pleasure because my mouth was covered by his. I sounded like a dog, I'm sure of it. It was absolutely the best, most intense orgasm I've ever had. It was truly mind-blowing. I left that night after making a commitment to my master to return another time so we could continue our conversation about how we should proceed as Dominant/submissive, if at all. He told me to think about the experience and return prepared to talk about whether I was really ready for the kind of training he would give me. Sir...More to come. Your sub...jj

I am very pleased at the responses I have gotten.  I have had men, both Dom and sub and even lower, approach and ask questions, request training and even offer services or ownership.

For the longest time I had become a bit jaded with the D/s community, as they had seemed to have lost perspective of what the D/s lifestyle is all about, ?Masters? who had less balls then my sister, and ?slaves? who would have the audacity to question a safe and sound order, or even downright refuse.

I am not seeing too much of that here, the people and property here seem for the most part sincere in their quest to have the TPE, to feel the rush of control, or the vibrations of knowing that what is about to happen you are helpless to prevent. To see the men of all orientation open their minds to new possibilities of submitting to a member of the same sex even though it is not the properties orientation, bringing in a whole new dynamic of control and learning.

I see the people and property that I have spoken with to be true to the spirit of the D/s relationship (ONE is in control one is the controlled)?only in this place does one find true trust, true commitment, truth of heart and spirit, true submission and subjugation.  For what so many see as a dark and evil game is actually the amplification of light of one?s true nature, no games, no bullshit, just raw power exchanged.     

After 20 years in this lifestyle you think I would have seen it all, But no, I have not an I always have something new to learn (yes Masters/ Doms learn too)

I ran across a post talking about starting a BD/SM group in their area, and was wondering if anyone in the Philly/south NJ area knows of any or is interested in starting one.

Feel free to drop me a line

EOP (equal opportunity pervert) in other words all orientations are welcome