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My mission today was to cum 3 times in 3 and a half hours at work whenever I had time, either in my office or in the bathroom there. My Master was gracious enough to let me cum once I left if I didn’t have enough time at work, but I took this as a challenge. As soon as I got my first chance to go I slipped into the bathroom at work standing in  the bathroom with one leg on a chair and the other on the ground and slowly began rubbing my clit, my pussy already wet for my Master. I insert 2 fingers into my pussy slowly thrusting them in and out while my other hand works my clit I bite my lip hard to keep from moaning, terrified at the thought of being caught. I feel so dirty for doing this at work, knowing how wrong it is and yet I cant help but want to please my Master all the time. When I finish cumming and look in the mirror it hits me again, it never fails to surprise me and shock me completely every time that I am such a willing whore for my Master. And it never fails to scare the absolute shit out of me, I literally fucked myself in the bathroom at work, who in their right mind does that?  These are all the same random thoughts that run through my head on a daily basis. The second time I sat on the my seat at work and spread my legs widely working my pussy hard, rubbing my clit harder, trying to cum fast so that no one know anything is going on. I feel like a slut but I must admit that I like getting off too much knowing it pleases my Master. I checked the clock and saw that I was off just 30 minutes after I last came but I was done with work in 20 so once again I slipped into the bathroom rubbing my pussy, my poor soar pussy at this point from being rubbed so much over the last couple of days! When I finished I snuck out of the bathroom happy to have finished my assignment before I left there!

As for the second part of my day, I was to write “Property of PureMaster” right above my pussy. When I look at it, its makes me nervous but also so wet, I don’t know which feelings to give into, seeing this turns me on majorly and  it scary! That was just the beginning, I was going out to a bar with some friends my Master wanted me to stay wet with hard nipples the entire time that I was out. Throughout the night the more I touched myself the more horny I got, duh! So I had to figure out a way to do to this without people noticing, I wasn’t wearing a bra so that was easy I would keep pretending to “adjust myself in my top” pinching my nipples hard each time feeling it send a shiver through my body. As for my pussy the only chance I got was pretend to fix my waistband or head to the bathroom, I did both several times. I got so wet from this feeling my panties soaking wet. It always freaks me out to be doing it when I’m around my friends because I don’t want them to notice but the feeling of not knowing when I’m going to be caught is exhilarating. So I spent my night having fun with my friends, grinding against hot men for fun (which certainly did not make me go dry)! I was clearly excited and horny the entire night that I was out, even when I was dancing and one guy made a move I politely rejected him knowing that my Master would not be pleased and it felt so weird to make the decision based upon something that wasn’t my own feeling for it. But I still fucking like it, I love the feeling of being owned and collared. Lastly I had to leave my panties on the bar or at a table before leaving, umm that one was a little bit scary, this place was fucking packed! When my friends mentioned leaving I told them I had to pee and quickly ran to the bathroom to remove my panties. They are soaking wet and I can feel it all through the material when I grab it in my hand squishing it into a tight ball, I tell myself not to be a coward repeatedly and slowly walk out of the bathroom with my head held high. I walk towards my friends who are at the exit and drop my panties on the table closest to the door, speeding up my walk until we are outside and I breathe a sigh of relief.

So today my Master has asked me what it means to me to be a slave. This question is an extremely complex one; it’s a little bit exhausting trying to figure out how to put all of my feelings into words. I am usually a very independent girl, I like to think for my own and do things for myself. Giving my body to my Master has been a struggle in my mind. I only realized in the last year my love for BDSM and submission. It still is very hard for me to give up all of my control; it confuses me that I am so ready and willing to please my Master. It’s an amazing feeling being owned, don’t get me wrong I do love it but it just scares me that I am so dedicated to something that I can’t even seem to wrap my mind around. I’ve spent nights thinking about it, crying, and feeling guilty for my thoughts and passion for this. Questions just filling my head: What is the point of this? What are you doing with your life? Don’t you feel ashamed and disgusting? But I’m done feeling disgusting everyone likes their own thing and its cool. I am coming more to terms and becoming at peace with my new found role as a slave, I love the feeling that my pussy is owned by someone else. Never knowing when my Master is going to give me instructions and tasks throughout my day, it is exhilarating. I am usually an uptight girl so this feeling is so new and different, having no inhibitions as I learn to obey with no questions asked is not only helping me as a sub but also helping me in my daily life. When my Master doesn’t let me wear my undergarments throughout the day and keeps me wet, it helps my confidence grow and gives me a boost of sexy! My purpose is to please my Master, I know this is what I want and I guess maybe afraid because this doesn’t seem socially acceptable. I feel like I would be judged harshly if anyone was to find out about this but can’t seem to care recently. Attest it to whatever you think it may be but I am finally learning to let go and open up, explore the world deeper. My Master has been helping me out in loosening up and being more open sexually with my body. I would never do a majority of the things that my Master tells me to do on my own but I love pushing my boundaries to please him. Every time my Master tells me that I have done a good job at something or have pleased him I am absolutely elated at the thought. My holes are being trained to be accessible for my Master whenever necessary and although I am still a little bit hesitant my submissive side is definitely winning out! Having my incredible Master proud of me is worth it.

Being fairly new to this world it’s still hard for me to get used to the term “whore”, but I can’t deny that I am one and love the feeling of it. I may not be a whore slut in the promiscuous way but I am a whore slut because I am so ready and willing to serve my Master at any time. I like to be that whore in the bedroom, to feel sexy and show my body off and have fun. I have an incredible Master who is kind, patient and understanding with me, I love to serve him. It is very exciting and satisfying for me when I am told that I have done a good job because then Master is pleased and when Master is pleased I am as well. I love to make him proud and will push my limits and boundaries in order to keep him happy and make sure that I am doing my job as a sub. My purpose is to serve my Master and do exactly what he says when he says it so that I am always ready to be used by him.  I can’t deny either that I love the feeling of my Master keeping me wet throughout the day with tasks, it’s scary but it’s also thrilling. I love to imagine me pleasuring and serving my Masters cock when I am playing with my pussy, of worshipping him.

As much as I do love it all it still scares me, it makes me feel dirty and cheap sometimes and definitely makes me question many things about me and myself which might make me crazy at some point. I am learning though as time continues and am slowly starting to feel better and less guilty about my decisions and actions.

I realize that my purpose is to serve my Master completely, and I love the feeling. When I realized that I missed my session with my Master I noticed how bad I felt that I disappointed my Master I was upset with myself for unintentionally disobeying. It made me feel terrible and I needed to find a way to make up for what I had done and do right by my Master again. Serving and being a sub sort of feels like a drug addiction, I can’t seem to get enough of it.

My morning started off with me worrying how much trouble I was going to be in by my Master. I was nervous because I had a session set up with him but I feel asleep accidently. I was completely ready, naked and waiting but I must have not noticed how tired I was. I felt terrible about disappointing my Master but he understood, he was very kind about it. (I hope I haven’t gotten my punishment yet!) My first assignment was to remove my bra and panties, leaving me in a black mini skirt with a nice black tank top tucked in. When I got back to my desk and checked my phone I had a text with my daily assignment. Todays training: Orgasm denial. Sounds fun right? Yeah, I didn’t think so either. Although let me tell you, not as bad as I was expecting. My task was to play with myself until I edge and ache to cum in either my office or the bathroom every hour. I did this in my office 3 times and 2 times in the bathroom. I rubbed my clit hard with a finger up my dripping wet pussy working it until the last possible second. By the third hour I was already aching and slightly frustrated, with some of my wetness dripping down the inside of my thighs. I don’t think my chair at work is going to be in use after all of this, wet spots probably don’t look good to other people. As the time went I only got more and more frustrated. I understand the purpose is to be wet and horny all day for my Master so I am accessible whenever necessary and me pleasing my Master is probably what makes me not kill anyone from my total frustration.

Today, I went to work wearing a black skintight dress, knee high boots, blue lacy panties and a dark blue bra.  My main task of the day was to cum with my hair brush in my private office at work, but if that didn’t work out I had permission to do so in the bathroom seems fairly easy right? Not really. Of course the one-day that I have a task to do at my desk at work is the same day that I have the entire world walking in and out my office! Gr. Frustrating! I lifted up my dress a couple of times around my waist a couple of times before being interrupted so I quickly crossed my legs together, pulled my dress as much as I could and throwing my sweater over my lap to hide myself. Then my Master gave me my second task, which was to take off my bra and panties at the office.  This one was a much easier task, I walked into the bathroom, slid my panties down and unclipped my bra throwing them into my purse. This gave me the feeling if being free, it felt pretty good plus it was exciting. This all does make me fairly nervous though, I feel like I shouldn’t like the feeling of this but it turns me on so much I cant help it really. As the day progresses I finally find a moment alone where I am able to touch myself so once again I lift my dress up around my waist, beginning to rub my slit slowly I slide a finger up and down my slit to make sure I am very wet before inserting the brush handle. I raise my bent knee onto the chair spreading my legs wide open and then start thrusting the brush hard. I let out a moan and open my eyes remembering where I am and bite my lip hard to keep from moaning loud again. When I finish up I suck the hair brush clean before heading to the bathroom to clean myself off. I guess that’s when it hits me that I just fucked my pussy at work with a hairbrush and it freaks me out a little bit. I guess this would be most peoples reaction and may have seemed exaggerated. I felt like a whore and while I guess that is the point of this all, its still a feeling that you need to wrap your head around. I’ve never been a very promiscuous girl or anything so this is a new feeling I’m learning to wrap my head around it. I am truly lucky that I have found a great Master who is patient with my training and me in general.

I wrote the words “Slut Whore” on the inside of my thigh today, I’m not sure exactly how to feel about it. I feel very excited to be owned, it’s a bit humiliating to see it branded on the skin.

When you told me to go to the bathroom at work and cum, I was nervous but excited. The process took me about 15 minutes. First I had to psych myself into it for a little while, then I put one leg on the chair in there and rubbed my clit hard thinking about me being tied up and fucked hard. My tits tied up and my legs spread wide open. I had to bite my lip hard to keep from moaning loudly and I came in there, it was dripping down my thigh so I cleaned it up and went back to work.

I spent the rest of the day rubbing my pussy, every 15-20 minutes for 30 seconds of rubbing hard on my clit. When I got home and I got into the bathtub I was lying there slowly teasing my pussy, running 2 fingers along my pussy lips feeling my wetness and rubbing my clit with my thumb. My legs were spread open one inside and bent while the other was hanging outside of the tub. After that I went to dinner with some friends and thoughout the night kept my purse on my lap biting the inside of my lip hard to keep myself wet and so no one else would notice.