MastersLilGirl


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	About MastersLilGirl I do not give out my messenger screen names. Those who will be blocked for my well-being: - Doms who are looking for a girl (i am owned). - anyone who types words in caps. - anyone who spells like they're instant messaging. - people who don't listen. - people who yell at me for no reason. *this list will change as needed. Okay, if you made it through all that... i am sorry. As you probably know all to well there are people out on this site for no good reason other than to waste time. i am a 22 yr old girl owned by a 44 yr old Master. Master has owned 2 girls before me. He had an ex-wife who got him interested, an ex-girlfriend who brought Him into the lifestyle, and another ex-girlfriend who is incredibly jealous when i try to kiss my Master's feet. Certain people on this site have informed me that he isn't a REAL MASTER. Well this is not up for debate, especially since i don't listen to people who write in all caps anymore. if He is not real, perhaps i am not either. what is real is how i belong to Him. i trust my Master and love Him; and i would much rather serve and learn with Him than i would serve anybody else.

We've been doing this whole orgasm denial thing.? i can't remember the last time i came. Master finally gave me permission, and i came so hard i couldn't stop crying.

Question:
If you really wanted to surprise your Master and do something special for Him, what would you do?

What would those Doms out there like their subs/slaves to do for them?

I am looking for ideas. We missed Valentine's Day - I don't know if that matters? I haven't seen Him in two months. I really just want to do something that is special that's not just showing up with my "natural beauty" (He said He didn't want me wearing any make-up).

He's coming!!! Master's coming to see me! He's not feeling crappy today and i'm gonna get to be with Him. i'm so happy i could burst.

Do you ever just sit in your car before work crying on the phone to your Master? i shouldn't have done it. i think i upset him. sometimes life sucks.

After all this time on here, i've still not been able to log in to the forums. Always i am logged in as guest and when i go to sign in, it tells me i have the wrong password. If i reset my password, it sends me to a 404 page not found page. i've tried multiple accounts, i just can't sign in. Obviously others can, what is wrong with what i'm doing?

It worked!!! I lost 2 lbs this week.? Master is very proud of me.?
He also said I could have some Doritos and Mountain Dew on Fridays if I'm good all week. : )

Master also wants me to open up His pussy.? It turns out that this girl is a bit too tight for Him.? I did get 4 fingers inside me (awkwardly), usually I can only get 2 in.? I'm beginning to open up some.

i am sick: sore throat, runny nose, fever, dizziness, coughing.

also Master is trying to keep me sticking to my diet. We discussed it because i have gained a bit a weight this past year and it hasnt really stopped. i have little self-control when it comes to food, partly because it was never an issue before.

i would like to fit into my pants.
He just wants me healthy (apparently i shouldn't even be wearing pants).

i taste sweet today, very sweet. Sorta like my KY, but i didnt use it. Master pointed out it was probably the dried pineapple in my dried fruit. i didnt know that it could change my flavor that much - it's completely different...and i liked the way it was before.

It is not just the ball gag. Any situation in which i cannot swallow (including when there is nothing in my mouth) makes me panic. i wonder how i can work that out.

Have you ever done something, or had something done to you, which surprised you that you really liked it?

i did not think i would like anything shoved up my ass. i've only had fingers up there so far, but i kinda love it. Master said i cannot use any toys in it until He is ready to take it.

Master did not think He would like owning me as much as He does. He also thought i would like the spankings better. It is not really that i disliked them, i just didn't moan for them.

Oh the dangers of piracy ... 2 trojans and a worm. ouch.

So we've been playing with my ball gag more (girl needs to be gagged - otherwise she might wake the neighbors). it burns me. i looked that up and apparently chemicals blah blah blah and it needs to be washed really well and/or boiled. i can't boil the leather straps.

the ball gag makes me panic. i think it has something to do with not being able to swallow. i am getting better though.

I got my laptop back. :) Big surprise they found pet hair and dust in it. i told them they would, but they wanted me to say i spilled something on it. i love my new hairless keyboard, with its non-broken keys :)

School is back in session, i have all this homework on top of my assignments for Master. i'm going to be a very busy little girl.

i also have to work better on my diet/exercise. Master says i need to work on being healthy and not drinking mountain dew. for some reason He's against sugar and caffiene...:P

My computer has still not returned to me :(

but last night Master and i got to learn more about eachother's past through discussing something special about the others we've been with.? it turns out i can see a lot of similarities between myself and all the girls of His past, not just the M/s relationships.
apparently what is different about me is how He wants to use me for His Own Pleasure without regard to getting me off.
that made me smile :)

then i helped my Master cum and he went right to sleep.? He has done that twice now, usually it takes Him much longer and i am the one passing out.

Laptop got sent in to get fixed.

Master asked if anything about Him surprised me. I said his humming. Apparently He hums when He's relaxed. isn't it great to know that i relax Him so much?

When i asked what had surprised Him most about me, He said it was that I was such a good little cocksucker. He said that He had expected me to be a lot more hesitant about it and worry about what position i was in or whatever. but i "just did it" and kept going and stuff.
i was surprised that He thought this, but i know that His previous girlfriends and slaves did not enjoy the blow job so much. perhaps that is why.

i'm not so talented with the deepthroat. How do i take all of Him in my mouth? i can't stop gagging, and i would really prefer not doing that.

What is the point of this site?

i thought it would be a place where i could come and chat with others in the lifestyle and other people who wish to be owned. i thought it was a place that i could talk about the things my friends and family find taboo. i just wanted to talk about simple things like what Master and i did last friday, how to balance my vanilla and bdsm lives, or whatever else we come up with.
am i wrong? i hope not.

is this site just for personal ads? if that is so i'm in the wrong place.

if any one wants to just chat or email, i'd welcome their company.

i was right. $40 of antibiotics and once the infection heals, i should bring her in for stitches.
she's a feisty little kitten, but i would not pick on the bigger kitties if i were her.

i need to take my kitten to the vet tomorrow morning.? she has been in a fight or something. she is not bleeding, but has got a nasty cut behind her ear.
she will need antibiotics and maybe stitches.

i do not like snow. just thought i would share.

i did not do my yoga yesterday. Master said that was okay, since i shoveled snow.

i fell asleep twice while i was talking to Him.? He said it was cute, like a kitten - i just want to be near Him and then i fall asleep.

i did my yoga early today and texted Master. i felt the burn, this video is definitely more exercise than yoga but Master said that was good for me so i continue to do it.

Master also has me rubbing lotion on my nipples 4 times a day.? they got very raw from where He pulled and twisted them. i must text Him after each time.

my cold sore is healing.

Master is healthy again! He has his appetite back and He made me kneel.

Last night, i wrote Him a little beginning of a story, which He said He really liked.

and i fell asleep talking to Him online.? i do this alot, unfortunately. i am just never ready to say goodbye to Him.?

i also finished reading Captive of Gor.? it is only the 3rd book of Gor i have read and i was highly disappointed in El-in-or (her name looks better like this instead of Elinor).? i do not feel that she should have ended up with such a loving Master after being such a horrible human being especially to her fellow slave girls. ehh... maybe i should have continued reading the books in order.

yesterday i bought a yoga mat, video, and strap and did some yoga as per Master's request. it left me hot and sweaty...i do not remember yoga being so much work, but Master was pleased. and that pleases me.

Master is still sickly and His girl has a cold sore on her lip (where the strap of the ball gag was rubbing -- Master said, "Well, she knows how to wear it now.").

i am feeling lazy today - waking up at 6 am on a Saturday will do that to me, especially since i went to work and had nothing to do.

Master is sick :(

something must have happened on His trip down here.

He thought i might have been sick too when i told Him i was spitting up something that suspiciously looked like cum this morning, but i have had no other symptoms.

He said He wouldn't want me to take care of Him either -- He doesn't want to eat and He doesn't want to get me sick. poor Master.

For some reason, i tend to edit other people's profiles. i am not sure why... Does anyone else find yourself doing this?

Generally, it is grammatical and spelling errors. i just place my cursor in the window and fix it as i read.

cum in the cunt and two whole fingers in my ass.

Master also said that i need to take pics of my bruises tonight.

We went to a toy store and Master sent me home with lube, condoms, a dildo/vibrator, a ball gag, and one of His shirts.

i'm not allowed to put batteries in the dildo. He says only He can give me that treat.

ohh, i also need to buy a yoga mat. He wants me doing my yoga again.

Duct tape leaves bruises -- dark bruises, in very noticeable areas.

Master wouldn't tell me what we were doing today except going to the toy shop. He'll be going back home too. :( i will miss being with Him. one of us needs to move soon :P very soon.

i have to work a little this morning, but i'll see my Master in a couple hours.

apparently i have "pretty little bruises" on my breasts and arms.

my back is still pretty sore from yesterday. i think that happened when He picked me up and dumped me on the table.

the bottom of my cunt opening is still sore too when touched, not exactly fun. and i don't remember that ever happening before, so i wonder what is doing it now.

i do have some trouble with entry. i have a tiny little hole that hasn't had a cock in it for a long time. He has had to open me up each time He wanted to fuck me (doesn't make things spontaneous and has been known to loose a hard-on).

today, i finally got His cum. i guess it came out of me about as fast as He did...it sure poured out when i stood up.

Master agreed to be more gentle with me today because i was so sore. until, that is, this girl thought it would be fun to see what would happen if she struggled.
turns out i can't struggle much. Master is far too strong.
He held me down, taped me up, cuffed me, and introduced me to the spreader bar and ties. i was bound to the bed, face down, with my arms behind my back and my legs held apart.
vulnerable, and He threatened to leave me that way while He got food... :(

i agreed to behave after that and loved the cuddles that i received.

tomorrow is my last day with Him for a while. oh how I wished we lived closer to one another.

i'm sore. i'm bruised. i'm tired.
i came several times and thanked my Master for it.

He had me kneeling and crawling. i was cuffed, collared, spanked, fucked, i sucked Him and got His finger in my ass.
who didn't need lube for any of this? this girl didn't (i was dripping 2 minutes after coming in the door).

my breasts are bruised, my nipples hurt.
He pulled, pushed, and threw me (onto the bed)!

i feel used and loved and the cuddles were great too :)
i can't wait until tomorrow.

my only problem was that my perineum was very sore when fucked. If you know why or how to fix it, please let me know. think it will be better tomorrow?

i can't post on the message boards. It signs me in as guest and if i try to re-sign in, it says i have the wrong password.

all i wanted to do was ask about what i should be expecting for my first scene with Master tomorrow. my first bdsm scene ever. so maybe posting it here will help. :p

i have actively not cum in a week, bringing myself to the edge over and over, begging for permission and then being told i have to wait. He is having fun with this. and i'm getting wet just thinking of it. i'm afraid i might not be able to control it when i am with Him.

He will arrive at 6pm tonight. i was not expecting him here so early and i had made plans with my friends tonight. we will go to dinner at the restaurant next to His hotel. and i will be aching knowing He is so close.

He is bringing toys, restraints, lube, etc. and gave me a list of things to bring as well (first aid, duct tape, juice, etc.). He will start training me and using me. i am so excited to finally get to play with him like this.

Master has been doing this sort of play for about 10 years and has owned 2 girls before me (in real life, not online). He's 22 years older than me and never dreamt of dating someone my age until He met me. i also never seriously thought of being with someone so much older than me, but the heart and the body want what they want and who am i to argue?

i am my Master's girl, His slut, His whore, i am His to control. but i'm nervous. i'm not scared, because i trust Him completely and know He would never intentionally hurt me. i am nervous. i want to make sure that i please Him (His sexual experience trumps mine easily, but i'm sure it will be okay and He will teach me what He likes).

i want to be filled to the brim with his cum.

We will work on my obedience, which was always better on cam than off (so i'm sure it will be great in person). We will also work on bondage, work with gags, humiliation, spankings, try to get me to take Him further into my mouth (the first time i tried i didnt get too far), He will start opening up my ass. that is what i know about, but i know He was really really really wanting me to be surprised.

i looked up some stuff about bdsm scenes, most of my research over the past two days has been related to Dom/sub drop and aftercare. He said He doesn't think He will need much, but i might.

is there anything you wish you had known or thought of before you had your first scene?

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