WOW! Haven't updated this in a long time. Truthfully I forgot how. i have been submissive towards strong men all my life and truly respect a man who has a healthy ego. ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?i would like to explore the community some? and get to know more people and personalities. i have had some experience in bondage flogging protocol and a little breath play all of which i really enjoyed. i want a home were i am can take pride in my domestic abilities and be appreciated for it. i do not care to submit to a woman so if you are a couple the female should also be a sister slave. i am not bi but i am open to learning.
feel free to ask any questions you may have but please do so with respect as i am a slave but first a lady.? ?
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Desire becomes surrender, surrender becomes power
Well another update. I keep getting asked why I am always single. The best deion i can give is I am a mean ass (scared) pitbull on a leash. I will growl at you, ignore you, and run away at times. But just like the faithful pitbull I need someone stronger than me to walk up, grab that leash, and hush my fears. Once you get that mean scared girl on your leash she will follow obey and defend our relationship with the strength of all my soul. Do you dare approach?
Looks like it's been 2 whole years since I have updated this thing :) I have been preoccupied with my family. I now live in Wichita KS taking care of my mom. But I think I have finally gotten here back to a point in her life where I can get back to my life. The man I was so enamored with I haven't spoken to in a year or so. again family took all my attention. Now it's time for me to get back to me. More to follow later
its my b-day gonna try 30 again lol
I am so happy!! My brother proposed to his girlfriend on the stage at a local bar last night and she said yes!!! Wish i would have been there for that
Time for some long awaited updates. I have been gone a bit and do miss it all. In the time I have been gone I have become pregnant due in mid april. Again no interaction from the father but oh well. I do have a great job now so relocation is not a real option right now. Anyway that's the news enjoy
I read in someone else's profile a very good question. Why so many people think that D/s M/s is about pain and sex only? For me what makes me want to submit is not a question of orders it is a question of loyalty and trust, do i trust this man not to do harm? Is he subjecting me to this out of cruelty or to test my loyalty?a faint whisper in the ear of "i love you. do you trust me?" will melt me into a pool but an order barked of submit i am Dom will make me only defy him.To some Dom's that last statement makes Him want to test that and to them i say don't bother because as soon as i can i will leave because i submitted not out of trust or loyalty but only to prove that i was strong. So that is my random thought of the day enjoy.
again if you are here for the sex i would suggest you move on. if you look at my pic and think it is sexual in nature you are wrong. it was a training lesson for me to learn to be comfortable bound and naked and to trust the Dom i was with. I am a sexual creature but i can get sex anywhere. i am here for the relationship the trust and the total bond that i will have with my owner.
So today i am 30 let's see what life is like after 20 something lol
