MasterLebeaux


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	About MasterLebeaux Updated Information As of May 1st, 2008, I am a married man and what that means to submissives that seek Me out is simply this: -If you desire to be a play partner, you will be scrutinized carefully by Myself and My wife. - you must be independant, able to support yourself and be willing to be patient for anything to develop offline. - Finally, and this is crucial, My wife and I will not tolerate those that seek to interject themselves between us. We are a Dominate couple and you will always comes secondary to Our relationship. That said, know that I am still welcoming e-mails, messages and friendly chats. Submissives seeking Me out will not be reacted to in a hostile way, but communications will be polite and civil. Be well, little ones, ~MasterLeBeaux

Has it been so long since I last updated this journal? Wow.. Well, then, here's an update on My world since last I wrote...

I'm still working for the same blood-sucking outfit (no offense intended to those who love bloodplay!) and been steadily working on managing a few goals here and there. Now one goal still looms in front of Me and waits to be obtained living in My own place!!! (eeps!)

Bah... truth be told, I'm actually looking forward to the challenge. To have a place I can call My own, fill it with belongings that I purchased and sweated for and to come home at the end of a long day, look around and say that this is My home, the idea appeals to Me very much.

I've attempted a few online messages with a few subs on here and I have to admit that the responses I have been getting back are less than encouraging. So, having edited My profile, I am just going to sit back and wait to see what happens to come along. I have made My efforts and now have to spend that energy elsewhere.

Weird dreams....

I know E/everyone has them... Tonight, just earlier in fact, a weird dream decided to pop into My head. It was morbidly informative but strangely comforting at the same time...

From what I can remember of the dream, I was walking in the house I had grown up in most of My life (yes, I am talking about the RL Me, folks) and there was someone with Me. The person with Me was important to Me for some reason (spouse, significant other, what-have-you). Anyway, we are walking through the house and there are parts of it that are completely empty, when both of us are togeather, but when I am by Myself, objects are where they are "supposed" to be. The person with Me asks why we came here and whatever happened to My folks. The question mustve caught Me off guard, or maybe it was the off-handed, random, way it was asked - followed by the person asking wandering off. As soon as they left My presence I felt tears forming in My eyes as the words to respond to that question faltered on My tongue. I remember walking all the way through the house, into My father's bedroom where I sat down on a semi-transparent but otherwise solid bed, put My head in my hands and wept. From just outside the door, I heard My grandmother calling My name. I quickly bit back tears and solidly looked at her. She aasked why I was crying, what had upset me so and I replied honestly. She smiled at me and said, "Don't ever show your tears. Those that depend on you look to you for stength."

And then she fades off into this golden light right before my eyes. It was at that I heard a male voice slowly calling My name, I turned to face it and then I woke up...

Meh... up late again trying to get myself situated for bed. I finally found a job but it has serious drawbacks. At the end of a day, I am so tired that I have little energy left to spare for emotion. I'm getting tired to the point where I just don't care anymore. However, being employed is going to get Me to where I want to be and so, for that, I can only be thankful that Lady Fate has given Me yet another chance to get situated. I have a long and aggrivating path to walk down, but that path is Mine.

Now to have one last smoke, finish off My Mt. Dew and head for bed. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

Ah... Another night. I swear, My sleeping habits have to be the worst! LOL.. Some nights, I'll sleep a perfect 8 hours and other nights I'll get 5 hours of sleep and feel like I've gotten the perfect 8.

Take tonight, for example. I went to bed around 9 PM and awoke around 3 AM, feeling perfectly bright eyed and bushy tailed, fresh and ready to face the new day. What's up with that? :: chuckles ::

In any case, life has been pretty good to Me lately. I've had very few aggrivations and that is rare, for Me. The only thing that has been really bothering Me is the job search I am on. I would think that searching for a position in the retail field wouldn't be that hard. Yet I have applied at bookstores, adult stores and any other retail field that interests Me and I haven't, yet, gotten a call back!

Its not as if I don't have the experience, or the skills, needed for retail so I have to wonder "What the hell?" Meh...

In other news, I have a living situation that totally kicks ass. My housemates are two really cool gamers that, while they are not in the scene, understand My attraction to BDSM and allow Me My quirks.

And that's about all from the world of Master LeBeaux! 'Til next time....

Well, Ladies And Gentlemen, subbies & slaves, My life is once again at a turning point. Without getting into the specifics, My offline life has taken a tailspin here in New Orleans and I am, in fact moving. If any of Y/you would like an idea as to where I am moving to, I am headed for the north-west region of the country, more specifically in the Seattle area.

It will take me some time to get settled up there and comfortable, so My online time will be sporadic, at best and My contact will be mostly though e-mails on CollarMe. Feel free to drop Me a line, because I will be checking once I come back

~MasterLeBeaux

Happy Mardi Gras season, E/everybody!

Oh, what an interesting couple of weeks its been since I last updated this journal... I've been rather occupied, lately, with My off-line subbie girl, gwen, and W/we've been having a marvelous time togeather.

Its ironic, really, that I often travel the country, looking for what I desire. The irony comes when what I've been looking for reaches up and grabs Me by the chin with bright eyes and says, "Hey! I'm right *here*!!!"

Not that this newfound relationship isn't without its difficulties, mind you. My own husband and I have been ... shall we say ... rather been dancing around each other and hissing and spitting at each other, at times. Thankfully, though, that got resolved last night while I was at work.

Also, this lovely girl of Mine is going to be leaving, soon, to take care of family matters. I certainly don't hold that against her, at all. I think that if I were to give an ultimatum between her family and Me, I would ultimately lose out on not only a lovely subbie girl, but a very good friend. In either case, I would not want to lose. So, by all means, I told her to take care of her family. Having lost My own father in recent days, I know, now, the importance of what remaining family you have left.

Happy New Year, folks.

?As the New Year decends, I find Myself looking forward to '07 with a sense of foreboding, but also with a sense of hope. The foreboding comes from events of the past that have uprooted Me, dislodged Me and disrupted Me from following My path.

With hurricane Katrina, for example, I recall the events and situations quite clearly but when I look at New Orleans, now, I keep expecting to see the visable scars of Katrina's wrath. Its as if a part of Me still wants to believe it never happened. The realist in Me, however, knows that it happened and knows, furthermore, that this city will never be the same ever again as well as the fact that I know it could happen again.?

My hopes are what gets Me past this, however, and I hope that 07 will be a better year. At the very least, I hope that - should another Katrina come - I am surrounded by good friends and loved ones. Moreover, I hope that when I walk My path, I hope that I have others join me. The thought of leading others fills Me with a joy that is unsurpassed by any chemical substance.

So it is with Hope that I walk into the New Year and it is with Hope that I battle against what may be Fate.

A new night...

Ah and what a night it has been. This is My first attempt to check out the sight and I must say that I am rightly impressed. Surfing the chatrooms, I find Myself impressed not only at the quality of the P/people, but further impressed to see that rules and ettiquette are followed. Such a rare thing to find amidst the squalor of the usual online hangouts...

But then again, this isn't the usual online hangout, is it?

:: chuckles ::

Goodnight, E/everyone... May sweet kisses bless Y/your rest.

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