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	About masterdstar NO games, NO BS TPE female pain toy slave position open. Master/Owner and slave very XXXperienced. Must be fit, non-smoking, DD/F, financially secure, plays well with other slave. Need to surrender total control over every area of life, no vanilla sex, you know what you need. Love is pain…pain is love. Not a party/group lifestyle, quite deep surrendered committed permanent TPE service. If needed business/family discretion no problem. e-mail only first. All serious considered. Relocation.

I AM THE SHEEPDOG

"We know that the sheep live in denial; that is what makes them sheep. They do not want to believe that there is evil in the world. They can accept the fact that fires can happen, which is why they want fire extinguishers, fire sprinklers, fire alarms and fire exits throughout their kids’ schools. But many of them are outraged at the idea of putting an armed police officer in their kid’s school. Our children are dozens of times more likely to be killed, and thousands of times more likely to be seriously injured, by school violence than by school fires, but the sheep’s only response to the possibility of violence is denial. The idea of someone coming to kill or harm their children is just too hard, so they choose the path of denial.

The sheep generally do not like the sheepdog. He looks a lot like the wolf. He has fangs and the capacity for violence. The difference, though, is that the sheepdog must not, cannot and will not ever harm the sheep. Any sheepdog who intentionally harms the lowliest little lamb will be punished and removed. The world cannot work any other way, at least not in a representative democracy or a republic such as ours.

Still, the sheepdog disturbs the sheep. He is a constant reminder that there are wolves in the land. They would prefer that he didn’t tell them where to go, or give them traffic tickets, or stand at the ready in our airports in camouflage fatigues holding an M-16. The sheep would much rather have the sheepdog cash in his fangs, spray paint himself white, and go, “Baa.”

Until the wolf shows up. Then the entire flock tries desperately to hide behind one lonely sheepdog." – Lt. Col. Grossman

"The man in Washington, or the czar in the White House, cannot begin to know what a million consumers and producers know out in the real world. In fact, he does not want to. He does not want to know what a million consumers or ten thousand producers know; he merely wishes to control them."

Christopher Chantrill

"Only a virtuous people are capable of freedom. As nations become corrupt, they have more need of masters?"

Benjamin Franklin

"We are not a capitalist system any longer: we are a mixed economy, i.e. a mixture of capitalism and statism, of freedom and controls. A mixed economy is a country in the process of disintegration, a civil war of pressure-groups looting and devouring one another."

Ayn Rand "The Obliteration of Capitalism," CUI, 1985 - The Ayn Rand Lexicon, page 300)

?Patriotism means to stand by the country. It does not mean to stand by the President or any other public official save exactly to the degree in which he himself stands by the country. ? Every man who parrots the cry of ?stand by the President? without adding the proviso ?so far as he serves the Republic? takes an attitude as essentially unmanly as that of any Stuart royalist who championed the doctrine that the King could do no wrong. No self-respecting and intelligent free man could take such an attitude.?

Theodore Roosevelt, 26th US President

?Freedom is always just one generation away from extinction.?

Ronald Reagan

NATIONAL DAY OF THE AMERICAN COWBOY
JULY 26, 2009

You cannot help the poor by destroying the rich.

You cannot strengthen the weak by weakening the strong.

You cannot bring about prosperity by discouraging thrift.

You cannot lift the wage earner up by pulling the wage payer down.

You cannot further the brotherhood of man by inciting class hatred.

You cannot build character and courage by taking away people?s initiative and independence.

You cannot help people permanently by doing for them, what they could and should do for themselves.

? Quoted by Ronald Reagan (from Rev. William J. H. Boetcker, commonly misattributed to Abraham Lincoln)

How about a brand spankin? new holiday!?

National ?A Mans Gotta Do What A Mans Gotta Do Day?. We won?t need no stinkin? week to celebrate it either!

Let?s face it the 70?s-80?s 90?s crap we were fed is sooo last century, the wheel turns. There?s no ethos in rappin?, metro-sexualin?, CEOin? and there sure the hell ain?t nothing in bein? a politicoin?!

Don?t believe me? Then go ask a buddy back from the Middle East wars, a buddy from that summer job on a fishing trawler, a buddy from an oil rib on the North Slope or the gulf or a barge in the Missisippi See what they have to say about that idea.

30 years on, June 11^th is the date that should become National ?A Mans Gotta Do What A Mans Gotta Do Day?. Don?t know why? Go look it up, Google sumthin? worth your while for a change, you looked at enough porn today!

And when you find it you?ll know you wanna do it, comon?, stand up for a change. You KNOW you wanna!

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

What is it this thing in us, this thin golden tread, this wisp of feeling beyond thought and word, what are we? Who are we behind the us? Now don't misunderstand, I don't care about why, only what

The slave claims to be enslaved without question and yet continually turns her attention away to the other world. This slave wants, claims to have gotten beyond the before. It is the very wanting that keeps her from seeing beyond that limiting fence yet she does not see, not hear, and not know. This slave always has the Master/Mistress that will enable and ensure she stays at this level, it is what that Dom needs; it is very EZ to substitute sex and pain for enslavement.

No matter how much the sexually focused may shout and proclaim that orgasm is the truth, no matter how the pain-meditation focused may shout and proclaim this is the truth, no matter how much these claim the name of slave it cannot be; these are wants, not the true deepest of needs since these are theirs, belong to and are owned by them individually.

The whore is not a slave; the sub is not a slave any more than vanillas who love rough sex?only the surrendered are enslaved. Their Owners cannot afford to be mere Pimps or Doms or even Masters/Mistresses, they MUST be Owners, fully completely fully.

The spiritual component is not religion it is the self which does exist in U/us A/all even those who deny it, it is our required balance in being human.

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

The author of the Declaration of Independence, President Thomas Jefferson, wrote in a letter to a friend, Wilson Cary Nicholas, ?Our peculiar security is in possession of a written Constitution. Let us not make it a blank paper by construction." With memories of a bloody conflict for independence Jefferson knew freedom isn?t free, that: liberty is a tenuous gift and always worth fighting for.

I just wonder if this needs to be relearned today?

This week, George Orwell?s most important work of political fiction, 1984, was published sixty years ago.

His novel warns of the danger of centralization of political power and the lengths that a totalitarian regime, led by Big Brother, would go to impose its control over every aspect of society.

Enjoy your wonder-filled day,
Hope and Change brother

DARWIN

Change I can brlieve in.

Enjoy your wonder-filled day
: -)

So you want to know; since there seems to be a problem vocalizing your emotional experience, since you think you?re so tough?you will strip down and be tied off just enough so you can still Jill-off while your tits and pussy are slapped until hot and red, then hooded full body zippered with clothespins, the sweet plastic ones. Now you are ready for some simple good old fashioned rod and cane, taking quite a while to work off all those dozens in the zippers.
Now that you are warmed up you can finally be pushed down and tie your legs to the H cross and since your hands are still tied behind chain can just be hooked to one leg and run around your neck and hooked to the other.
A good ass belting to keep you focused and then the pole cock opens your ass-cunt, being
such an anal whore you are allowed to cum hard from the pounding when finished you can thank ME by lifting your mouth off the floor to clean both My boots, soles too.
Now unchained and tied you are brought over to My chair by your hair and after I strap on a thigh dildo you suck and throat it so it is good and slimy wet before you get up and straddle My leg so I can push your ass-cunt down hard all the way on to the fat cock.

Now talk to Me animal bitch??????????.

Happy New Year!

We Wish You A Merry Christmas

We wish you a merry Christmas We wish you a merry Christmas We wish you a merry Christmas And a happy New Year. Glad tidings we bring To you and your kin; Glad tidings for Christmas And a happy New Year! We want some figgy pudding We want some figgy pudding We want some figgy pudding Please bring it right here! Glad tidings we bring To you and your kin; Glad tidings for Christmas And a happy New Year! We won't go until we get some We won't go until we get some We won't go until we get some So bring it out here! Glad tidings we bring To you and your kin; Glad tidings for Christmas And a happy New Year! We wish you a Merry Christmas We wish you a Merry Christmas We wish you a Merry Christmas And a happy New Year. Glad tidings we bring To you and your kin; Glad tidings for Christmas And a happy New Year!

"Jolly old Saint Nicholas,
lean your ear this way!
Don't you tell a single soul
what I'm going to say:
Christmas Eve is coming soon;
now, you dear old man
Whisper what you'll bring to me;
tell me if you can.

When the clock is striking twelve,
when I'm fast asleep
Down the chimney, broad and black,
with your pack you'll creep
All the stockings you will find
hanging in a row
Mine will be the shortest one,
you'll be sure to know

Bobby wants a pair of skates,
Suzy wants a sled
Nellie wants a picture book,
yellow, blue, and red
Now I think I'll leave to you
what to give the rest
Choose for me, dear Santa Claus;
you will know the best."

slave Earnings

I?ve always felt that a slave, now I mean the real deal not just the recreational slave, should ?earn? good quality equipment. Usually takes several months or perhaps for the really good stuff even more time.

So I believe in using the most effective equipment, materials, to achieve the end result desired.

Amazing what a few hands full of rice on the floor under ones knees and some rope keeping those hands tied back to the ankles, going nowhere back, huh?

Or what a lil roll of cheap assed chicken wire, a good staple gun and a candle or two can achieve. A slave laid out flat on the floor, spread eagle or not, wire rolled over entire body and stapled down tight and then the dripping wax, maybe some clamps too? Oh well learning patience and its place is always a good thing.

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

I?m just terrible.....I am so amused at those who claim to be no limits, pigs and dogs and mere things, who want to be taken down ALL the way and yet find ?smoke? to be a more powerful Master or the requirement of ?vanilla world? contrast within their enslavement to be too much to handle in their fantasy of service to their ?One?
LMAO

It?s a wonderful day in MY neighborhood,

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

Enjoy Your Wonder-filled Day

"A man who deliberately inflicts violence on the language will almost certainly inflict violence on human beings if he acquires the power. Those who treasure the meaning of words will treasure truth, and those who bend words to their purposes are very likely in purist of anti-social ones. The correct and honorable use of words is the first and natural credential of civilized status.?

Paul Johnson

Enemies of Society

you Really Really Sure?

Are you sure, really sure you want to know?
Do you really want to know about that wire wound too tight around your udders so they mark up even darker?
Do you really want to know about those mean biting clamps pulling your slut lips wide apart, wired off cutting into your thighs?
Do you really want to know about that plug pumped up so big in your ass its rubbing your spot from the wrong side?
Do you really want to know about your arms and legs bent and tied together hard so you have to stay up on your elbows and knees?
Do you really want to know about the heavy thick cold metal chain locked firm around your throat pulling you to the litter box?
Are you sure, really really sure you want to know?

Riding the slave Saddle

This is not the same as a Pony, Catholic or otherwise, rather this is a mere variation of the spike board but it is quick and EZ especially for traveling.

If you have not tried this before you will have to find out how big around the roll you will need; I happen to prefer a face towel as it is smaller and can ?get in? a lil? better, deeper. However a full body or bath towel has its own use for more than just the genital area.

Take the towel and roll it up tight, very tight across the long or short end, you will have to make the call, until about 20-25% before the end. Push thumb tacks or push pins or upholstery tacks through the towel ( pointy part out from the roll) and when you have enough of the tacks for your needs continue wrapping the towel up tightly , leave at least an inch from the edge of the towel or it will jumble up when in use.

You now have a very big Vampire Glove sort of thing which is flexible and can be formed into a U or C or what ever you need. This can be ?fitted? to the slaves crouch and taped or tied or chained or wired in place by going around both ends and the slaves? hips or waist.

And now sit back and watch the high-jinks : -) ensue.
Enjoy your wonder-filled day

TPE; Natures Way

Over time I have mentioned I prefer a harness over the ?collar? (a distinctly WEB creation in its current context). Often this has been dismissed as the collar is more of an outward "sign" of Ownership. There is more than one way to skin a cat :- ) Below is an example from a slave of the purpose for this;

"Currently, slave?s Owner has it harnessed and plugged harshly and deeply in both of His holes for a minimum of 6 - 10 hours every day... constantly keeping it aware of the piece of animal cunt meat it truly is. This past weekend, its Owner had it in His waist cincher (one with true metal stays),tied very tightly and therefore controlling its ability to breathe as well as harnessed with a nice sized (not yet large) butt plug strapped tightly into Master's favorite hole. The strap running between slave's legs was kept so tight that it split its pussy lips just as the anal plug was splitting its ass cunt... He required it to scrub the floors and dust on its hands and knees as well as to weed the desert garden. Every motion worked the phallus deeper with in its ass... making it moan and groan.. The movement of the strap between its legs rubbing its pussy making it sore, and raw and terribly wet.

Another effect of this particular harness Master is currently utilizing on it is that the strap and the leather holders of the plugs, which is rather wide, forces slave to keep its thighs apart, thus making its walk more sensual and again, keeping it quite aware of how it is being opened. When it is not clothed, the sight of itself in this harness,, in this position,.. is quite humbling as the slave appears to be much less human like. This is even more so the case when Master utilizes a butt plug that has an animal tail attached.

When Master would speak to His property throughout the day... he could hear the softening of His harness and plug in His slave's voice. He could see the pain and love in its eyes as it surrendered to His use. He relished hearing the moans and seeing the tears that the movements He had slave making created as the plug split it more and more and the burning pain tore away at it. He enjoyed watching slave?s pussy grow more wet.. He loved hearing the fact His property was breathless from the force of the cincher against slave's ribs. The fact that Master found so much joy in His slave's discomfort, its moans of pain and pleasure, and its tears, made slave's heart jump with joy.

When its ordeal of over six hours was over, Master had slave remove its Harness and plug and masturbate His (by then) sloppy wet pussy until it came... He said it was slave's reward for obedience and suffering...

On Sunday, Master required that not only the anal plug be harnessed tightly into slave's belly but that a huge pussy dildo be harnessed deep within it as well. This time the discomfort of both holes being so filled, pushing into its belly... made slave moan for almost an hour before it began to adjust to Master's opening of it. Again, He forced slave to work on its hands and knees... rocking both plugs inside it over and over again... hurting it... burning it... making it hot and wet and horny... Once released... its body was on fire and every movement... even into the workday, today, made it totally aware of what its Master had done to it. Every time it sits or stands or walks it still feels its holes burning... and knows they will be filled again.

Soon, when Master sends it to work, it will be harnessed and plugged constantly. He will also ensure that it is beaten and well marked daily so that it not only feels its nature and HIS hand but has the visual awareness as well. The constant movement and pain (and pleasure) created by the harness and anal plug (or pussy plug) and sometimes both... force it to concentrate on composure in the Vanilla world as well as ensures that slave is constantly aware of its true position. Every time it sits? its ass cunt will be impaled deeply by its Owner and ache while its pussy gets drilled deeply and thickly. Every time it stands? its muscles will try to force the foreign object out only to be held, stead fast, as if by Master?s hand via His harness. Every time it walks it is forced to literally fuck itself? in both holes with no hope of relief? Every time it has to use the bathroom, it must ask permission to release itself from the harness? remove the plugs? do its business? reinsert the plugs and fasten the harness. Constantly aware of its position, its nature? always the animal bitch even when at work, with its family? etc.

it is also aware of the fact that any illness or accident would allow a doctor or co worker.. etc to be aware, almost immediately, of what its true nature was because once disrobed the harness... the cincher... and Master's marks will be seen by them. a slave, although it can maintain its nature in the Vanilla world under a veil, can never truly hide from the world what it is... as the Master's use of it are in some ways always displayed. Aside from the physical marks (bruises, tattoos, piercing, brandings, etc) a TPE slaves walk, stance, downcast eyes, open hands... parted lips... smile.. all tell the world it is chattel.

As TPE property it has no rights nor does it have the luxury of saying no to Master. A TPE slave has no limits of its own (here in lies the key words to the no limits analogy that so many in the BDSM world sometimes have difficulty with... no limits of its own . The owned female animal must and will accept and adopt its Owners boundaries. As His total piece of property, it is aware that it will be broken, as often as necessary, and at times completely humiliated, degraded, beaten, molded and rebuilt, to its Masters wants, needs and specifications. slave understands that its Owner will do exactly as HE sees fit with His property and nothing it says or does will alter that. As His property, slave has no more control; its time, it thoughts, its soul and its body are no longer its. slave lives and exists solely to serve and please its Master. As Master's slave, it will serve, obey and submit, or face punishment, sometimes to the extreme.. This female animal may at any time (either for punishment for simply for Master's enjoyment), be beaten, caged or gagged and many other things it has never thought of.

In slave's opinion, the "collar" of a slave is stronger then that of a marriage license. Just as in marriage, consensual slavery is vowed and committed by word of honor. However, the Master/slave relationship is much more enduring. In ancient times, marriage vows were enforceable by the husband (Master) in accordance with the laws of the respective society. Nowadays, divorce or separation is enforceable by the wife (slave) in accordance of our now ?vanilla? society. Vanilla marriage no longer follows the Natural Order.. and in slave's humble opinion has become an abomination.

This is the reason that a slave, once it had begged its Master's collar and He deigned to Own it, can never release itself. When slave consented to be its Masters slave, it gave up that right, as it gave up all rights except for those which He permits. TPE enslavement has no revolving door... it is not a two way street. Once it is owned... there is no out... no safe word... no days off (unless Master grants one) . Can it ask not to be placed in the harness and plugged which is hates and loves? no. It is property.

Fortunately, even today, there remain many societies in this world that still follow the Natural Order. Ones in which divorce is not legally possible, and even in some societies where divorce may be legally possible, the wife will remain a ?chained woman?, unless released by her husband.

Although the commitment to consensual-non consent slavery cannot be enforced by the laws of our society (although there are ways to make ownership totally legal (as its Master knows so well), the commitment and vows, are just as binding; even more so. This is not fantasy.. this is not a game. This is its reality... as Nature meant it to be be.?

From slave a;

Total surrender and submissiveness is something that is natural for a slave. It is not something that it needs to work at. The actual battle occurs when the natural born slave tries to resist this part of itself.

A female animal who follows its natural state into this lifestyle finds emotional states which are beyond terminology. As a slave it has often been asked to describe these feelings, but, even being the writer that it is, slave fails to capture the essence of what is felt. However, it is something that is so powerful it affects slave's entire psyche. For slave, there is a profound physical change which takes place. its friends and relatives will often comment on the difference even weeks later. it is readily apparent when Master is with it 24/7... or just when He has text messaged it, emailed it... or blessed it with a phone call. it is evident when He has it in harness... both his holes plugged. It is evident when He has it in a corseted or waist cincher.. its very ability to breath controlled by Him. It is evident to all after He has used it for His pleasure or punished it severely to better it for Him.

So what happens to cause this overwhelming state of nirvana? slave's belief is that someone/something finally tapped into its inner self. slave aligned itself with the essence of its true natural being. It is a process of uncovering rather than determining. Thinking one's way into this state does not seem possible. The transition occurs at a much deeper level than the mind. In slave's ultimate surrender to its birth right, it personally believes that the feelings went all the way to the core of its being.born a female. That is why the results, as harsh or subtle as they were, were also so profound and remain so.

These sensations arose from places slave had never touched before. Anyone who witnesses this easily sees the naturalness in the process. There is nothing truly forced on the part of a true slave heart. It is something that is as automatic as breathing.

From slave's perspective, the idea of being in control of any aspect of its life is unappealing. As a female who has truly given their life to another, it wants to hang onto nothing; but its Master. slave's internal workings tell it to "let go."

In its experience slave truly has no desire to dominate anything. Now, granted, occasionally the impulse will arise to be defiant and mischievous. but this is by no means slave trying to be dominant. To control goes totally against its true nature; despite the fact that slave must function in the vanilla world as a business woman. It is this reason why it feels ?at home? when it was brought into this lifestyle and why it is grateful that it was brought into it at a young age. The ?relief'? that slave experiences when it cedes to that inner natural desire is all encompassing. Without its Master's training, guidance, breaking, approval, etc, its life lacks completeness regardless of the success attained in the Vanilla world . Responsibility is something which goes against the nature of a slave. Complete surrender to the Master/slave relationship furnishes slave with total freedom. This is an ironic twist; the paradox of the TPE slave.

To those not living in the Natural Order of Things, most think that a slave is in bondage. What most fail to consider is there is a big difference between bondage and servitude. When one is willingly following its true calling, well, that is slave's definition of freedom.

Living life according to the concepts and ideas that are those of Nature's creation is the ultimate in that. Giving its life over to a Master absolves the slave of any responsibility other than to pleasing Him in all things. This ?unburdening? is freedom. It is easy to see the change in an owned slave. it shares how much freer it feels because it no longer worries about all that slave did before. It is not its business anymore. slave's life is run, completely, by its Master who have chosen to assume and is strong and wise enough to be burdened with those choices. For a true slave heart, this is apex.

Henry David Thoreau once wrote ?most men lead lives of quiet desperation?. slave found this to be true for it, even as a young girl, prior to being enslaved. Now its life is full of freedom from that bondage which comes from trying to fit into something that is not right for it, (the feminist culture of our society)

Let me try putting the act of surrendering and enslavement into a different context. Realize that it is nothing more than the female's entryway into the way of life that was naturally designed and pre ordained for you. As a slave it was trained to hold its head up high while being proud of being owned. When one realizes the honesty and courage required to go through this process, it is understood how much further along they are than the rest of society. Instead of shame, surrender is the true source of a female's confidence, nirvana, and wholeness.

slave has been asked "what is its motivation for being in this type of

relationship?" its answer is, slave was born with a burning need to serve. even as a child it was raised and trained to be submissive. When it hears its master refer to it as "slave" it feels warm and comforted. Where slave does not shirk its responsibilities to its Owner (or family when required) it does not choose to seek out responsibility... it wants them chosen by its Owner for His needs and fulfillment. Master's hand around its throat, his constant breaking and training... his loving discipline and punishment, keep slave in a in a stable place

as a slave it it found true happiness and, once it was put upon this path to the Natural Order, it felt effortless. its initial breaking and surrender to Master, albeit brutal to some, actually put it into a sate of nirvana. slave felt an immediate release of all the pressures that afflicted it before. There was an immediate ?knowing? that it was on the right path even if a degree of fear still existed. Somehow, it all felt right. Whereas, whenever it is in the Vanilla world, without its Master in control, there is a discomfort with the traditional lifestyle, there is total ease with the decision to surrender.

Looking back, it was a natural transition for slave. The only thing it needs its Master... without His guidance, training... without the need for His permission... without His praise... slave is nothing.

The Moutain

The falsehoods fragile as a spider?s web doomed to eventual unwinding is the whore calling herself slave. There is nothing wrong with the bought and sold whore but she is not a slave. she has too many wants. This mislabeling is a bumbled attempt to make sense of things to fit her wants
first. The whore and her John....a moutain.

In truth this wedding of mismatched souls is only about her adoration, submission of self and cannot be shared yet all things said now with the
same passion as before appears all fresh and new to her Chosen of the moment.

Ah yes it?s like a former who cries, ?What can I do to make you want me?? she never understood she need not flatter because it was clearly seen all
she proclaimed was stolen under her own directions. With the same strength yet silenced she must keep all in obedience but only to herself. The pretended ?common? moments unseen as overflowing with connection not to each other but to the larger deeper truths.

Ah the promise of the virgin but the lie that holds within too; that One could make of her anything He wanted while losing nothing LOL The dream of the whore and her John twisted from vanity and ego into thinking that is what makes for enslavement.

Other things reveal the hearts true sentiments...

Frail and unknowing in her heart not reveled to Him by quiescence and submission on the surface the shallow end of the pool where the
uncertainties of privilege continually eat at her and revel her tormented logic she must hold up to others. There are many rooms in this house; she
believes she knows everything and can live, only as she wants.

This is not a slave in any name or at any price as is the whore who, despite, her claims is never fully reconciled. Abandonment of herself is
only a matter of time because their is no self, the façade only gets heavier and heavier to hold up. she already knows how to hunt and His ego
keeps Him from seeing it, His love and devotion to control His Own shallow surface.

Being dazzled by the opening of the body charka to use at the hands of the Other and self-silenced by no imposed choice or responsibility, with nothing from the realm of reason left over from old memory now all hedonistic or adolescent thought, insight is deemed only as mistaken
growth, moving deeper into enslavement, rather than locking down into personal wants it becomes the paradox of the uninhibited sexuality raising
an ever stronger barriers between past and present; the circle of confusion between wants and needs.

It is only ego which allows for the view that One can do anything, create anything of her and nothing can stop it except for the realizations of
their flesh lust is only another means to something higher, deeper and that can?t be allowed to get in the way ... why next thing you know O/one might realize the lower half of the body is the weaker half the lesser interesting half and that of course is ego heresy.

Ah the foundlings of flesh, now let?s see, which O/one is which again? Top to bottom? The child, the slave rescued, the whore or gold digger hmmm,
perhaps it may be the Master, Dom, the John of flesh or merely the defiler of the virgin; the controller? Barbarians have never ceased to ride alongthe walls looking for the chinks; the loose stones out of repair Their wealth inherent or earned never changes Their hearts.

A slave who put herself upon the block and determined Who the highest bidder will be, what of the foully of that? He Who believes she was made for Him and He for her? her fine small hairs standing and tingling for reasons he does not understand and she believing all things of her
resolved in Him yet she sees only past His boyish obsession to her own key of His gold.

Ummm. They are a perfect fit, His ego her vanity until morning comes a knocking of T/their door, perhaps that is the perfect fit too? Their love
for lust, T/their dreams of living outside of all others the very thing that drains T/them, kills T/them as T/those on the outside applaud T/them
and enable T/them.

Things are never as W/we would really have them; it is only the Artist gift for distractions.

Controversial Cock

Ah the fun of it all!
So here We are. Confident in Our Self-confidence, able to rise to True Mastery (yes rise), secure in Our sexuality with extensive genuine meaningful XXXperience as slave trainers. I?m choosing to leave off, ?able to leap tall buildings at a single bound.?
You know the list of what separates the Men form the boys, the Masters from the Doms, well almost.
How is it that given all of the above if a Master or Owner decides when training a slave and He is interested in Gaping training the last thing in the world he would use is His ?cock??
No, wrong cock.
I mean the absolute fear of emasculation that seems to be attached to a strap-on?
Hold on a second!
Isn?t that particular item of equipment an artificial, representation of MY cock?
A desirable part of Me? It must be since it seems to be presumed to be the excusive territory of F/females? This melding of Me and Her is fine; I have no qualms about that. One of My fave things to do whether in training or for fun with a female slave is a DP with another Female with a good big juicy strap-on.
Is My Masculinity so insecure that I can be threatened by a mere representation of what I am? A Natural integral part of Me that O/others seem to so desire?
Is My Masculinity so intransigent that the mere thought let alone the sight or, Gawd forbid, being ?seen? with it is too much to contemplate?
I mean I?m personally not the biggest Guy in the world but neither am I any where near the smallest so it?s not that bug-a-boo that has Me wondering.
Rather that actually gaining another ?one? (frequently you are presented with more than one hole as I remember it), a ?virtual? secondary ancillary Masculine weapon upgrade is now somehow demeaning, emasculating, sissified, too gay to contemplate?
DUH!?
How this, of all things THAT, has been cpted for the select and elite use by Females leaves Me a little mentally ?flaccid??
In this age of sexual fin de sie`cle am I still no more than that which threatens Me? Does a piece of plastic or rubber or glass or wood or steel really threaten Me so deeply that even if it is THE piece of equipment I need to train with I just will, quivering and shaking, slink away mumbling some thing about the Mistress will take care of that?
The word in Spanish is Chungo; pretty bad!
So I say stand up All of You Masters and Owners and strap one on! What are We; slave Trainers or day Traders? (I have no idea what that means, kinda rhymes?)
Reclaim Your rightful place as the wielder of Masculine symbolism and throw that slave down on her tits and knees and get one on-er two on?! But don?t forget to invite a Mistress over that won?t be un-easy and if a slave starts laughing, well that?s why Gawd made breathing tubes : -)

Train away Fellow Travelers, train away!

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

Chains

"The mental, emotional, spiritual and physical... in all ways, slave wears its Owner's chains. slave likes to think that the chains that bind a slave represent emotionally binding both Master and His slave together. Although chains and or a collar can be like a wedding ring, they a more intense reminders of the dedication to the relationship. Just as enslavement is more binding then any marriage contract (as the marriage contract can be walked away from but a slave, once it is Owned, may never leave unless released, sold, etc.) so is are the slave's chains, collar, and rings signs of that binding to the world and to it. The slave has willingly given up its freedom; now it is the Master's property and responsibility. The slave is bound to honor and obey, endure, and please... period. Although a slave's ego must be stripped in order for it to truly become the slave animal it was born to be, this slave suspects that the slave's mentality operates on a base level on the slave's receiving a lot of attention irrespective of what is done to it so long as the final outcome is pleasing to its Owner.. And the Master's absolute freedom to do anything His property be it consensual or non consensual can produce a spontaneous excitement for both.
For some slaves being bound produces more submission and a greater sense of freedom in giving up. Realizing that one is helpless to resist often decreases resistance and encourages greater surrender. Or one may futilely resist against these consensual bonds proving that its true nature is a slave.and that nothing will alter the fact of what it is or that it will be USED;. it will surrender or it will be forced and there are no other choices.. slave learned that the inability to resist is a strange kind of freedom. There is, paradoxically, an absolute and simultaneous vulnerability and security that is ultimately empowering. It focuses the slave's mind and body to be receptive to the treatment of its Owner. When slave was first taught the true meaning of enslavement by its first Owner... it was kept chained in some fashion for almost a year and a half... it was also kept in solitude most of the time; rarely seeing others except when it had to go out for its Owner's needs... and not being permitted to speak with those in the Vanilla world except family and only under His watchful eye... When its first Owner died... it took months for it NOT to feel those chains physically or mentally; it was chained always in its head.

The utmost test of a slave's training and discipline is to command it to remain motionless while it is unfettered and subjected to intense use or punishment. When bound, the slave cannot resist and must take whatever the Master desires. This generally must be done most of the time until the slave is fully broken and disciplined. Then, later when it is unrestrained the slave's mind should be so well trained that its ability to surrender and control its actions can be relied upon to ensure it does NOT disobey the Master's commands.. The slave's mental, spiritual and emotional breaking and discipline should and will not set any limits on the Master's treatment, only the Master's limits prevail. After all, the slave is no longer a "person" but a base animal... property... a thing for the Master's use.

Once a slave is truly broken and trained, it can be allowed to let go completely or be forced to relinquish control; both types of use have decidedly different psychological effects. However, in its humble opinion, when the Master wants or needs to push a slave beyond its current ability of self-control, the slave should be restrained and silenced for the safety of both; the ultimate goal, fulfillment of the Master's wishes."

slave a

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

Hu-hu-humiliation can be so small

"Humiliation and degradation are often used in breaking/training a slave and stripping it of its ego; its sense of self, but what is Humiliation and Degradation. Can it be likened to Jane Fond's recent use of the word "cunt" ?? Hmmm... To slave the answer comes from the bearer - because in order for something to be truly humiliating - the mind must be engaged at some point.. A female could walk into a bar with part of her breasts showing and loving the tease and titillation - it doesn't necessarily make it humiliating.. Yet if we place someone who feels uncomfortable in that situation - the results are much different.. There's blushing, there's resignation, there are layers of feelings and emotions that erupt to the surface..

Recently, its Master and it went to a local restaurant for a late lunch. A waitress there noted the tattoo on its left breast peeking out of its v neck shirt and asked to see it. slave hesitated, as it hates the tattoo (placed there for its first Owner) and its hands instinctively went to cover it up. Master demanded that slave show the tattoo and it obediently yet embarrassingly pulled down its shirt to display its breast and the full tattoo... its place was again proven as its body is its Master's to display no matter what its preferences may be. That is humiliation and degradation... the stripping of a slave's ego.

Yes, it can be demeaning.. It's also decadent.. It's an exercise in depravity while ripping the protective layers that define the slave's self image, its ego, its identity..

The dominant mind often loves it when those layers are peeled back.. There's fear.. There's an overloaded hyper-sense of awareness.. And sometimes - the mindset that clicks off when the property no longer enjoys any sense of control.. A level of debasement that sinks lower and lower.. Until there is nothing but a deep mental surrender that cuts through emotion and leaves the physical shell to the enjoyment of the Owner..

Whether degrading words are written in permanent marker across the slave animals breasts, or it serves as a urinal, or it is forced to submit to sucking the cocks of strange men - the degradation cuts through layers of social acceptability.. It can look and it definitely feels like a form of mental torture.. For some Owners and even their property - it's a mental orgasm, one after the other - whether visual - or verbal.. Sometimes this level of vulnerability that things can develop into something primal, animistic, and the depraved manner that can shaped and molded like a form of clay on a desk; as a slave we are but a tool to be picked up and used by our Owners

So what feeds that fodderistic mental orgasm for the Master and or the slave?? slave can only speak for itself: cages, hoods, tight clothing, collar & leash, discreet public play, golden showers, crawling around on all 4's, eating from a bowl on the floor, being tied in a chair in the corner or chained by the side of the bed; to have its breasts exposed; to be called names... The layers are endless and admittedly: they vary and otherwise morph into one form or another..

Over time those lines and limits are pushed, pulled and otherwise changed as the slave's debasement and breaking... its training and discipline continue throughout its life. What may have once been a humiliating task: eating from a bowl on the floor, may become someday become something that's anticipated - even desired.. Does that mean the enjoyment from the humiliative aspect diminish once it changes into a desire?? Not at all - because even if it's no longer humiliating, the debasement and primal nature remains.. the slave has BECOME the animal.

But what if one adopts all of those fodderistic mental orgasms mentioned above into a daily repertoire?? Ritual does not change anything .. Even if the property is resigned that this is a daily ritual - it doesn't resign itself as no longer being a humilative element either.. No, it is a constant reminder of its true nature and what a female was born to be... an object for the Males use and control."

slave a

Ladies First

Ah how I love those ?slaves? who have ?no limits?, the slaves who are supported fully by their pimps, I mean their Johns, dang, I mean their Masters. Just like girlfriends and wives????? ah how sweet to be a swinger who likes kink, darn it, I mean ?slave?

"Did you hear the one about the little girl who was a tender, sweet young thing?

Well, that's the way she thought of herself.

And this tender, sweet young thing spent a great deal of time just looking in the mirror and saying:

"I am a real little lady. Anybody could tell that.

I wear lovely starched cotton dresses with matching ribbons in my lovely curly locks.

I wear clean white socks and shiny black patent leather shoes, and I always put just a dab of perfume behind each ear."

When she was at the end of the lunch line at school, all she had to say was:

"Ladies first, ladies first."

And she'd get right up to the front of the line.

Well, her life went on like that for quite a while, and she wound up having a pretty good time.

You know, admiring herself in mirrors and always getting to be first in line and stuff like that.

And then one day she went exploring with a whole group of other people through the wilds of the deep and beastly jungle.

As she went along through the tangled trails and the prickly vines, she would say things like:

"I have *got* to be careful of my lovely dress and my nice white socks and my shiny, shiny shoes and my curly, curly locks, so would somebody *please* clear the way for me?"

And they did.

Or sometimes she'd say:

"What do you mean, there aren't enough mangoes to go around and I'll have to share my mango because I was the last one across that icky river full of crocodiles and snakes? No matter how last I am, it's still 'Ladies first, ladies first,' so hand over a whole mango, please."

And they did.

Well then, guess what happened?

Out of nowhere, the exploring party was seized, grabbed up by a bunch of hungry tigers!

And these tigers tied all the people up and dragged them back to their tiger lair, where they sniffed around, trying to decide what would make the best dinner.

"How about this one?" said the tiger chief.

"Nah, too boney," said the others.

"Well, what about this one? It's got a lot of meat on it!"

"Uh-uh. Meaty, but muscley."

"Oh, for heaven's sakes, don't take all night!" said the chief tiger. "I never saw such a pack of picky eaters. How about this one, then?"

"Looks tender... smells nice. In fact I never saw anything quite like it before. I wonder what it is?"

"I am a tender, sweet young thing."

"Oh, far out," said the tiger chief.

"I am also a little lady. You should know that by my lovely clothes and my lovely smell.

And if it's all the same to you, Tiger Tweetie, I wish you'd stop licking me.

And untie me this instant! My dress is getting mussed."

"Yes... uh..." the tiger said. "Well, as a matter of fact, we were all just... uh... trying to decide who to untie first."

"Ladies first! Ladies first!" she said. And so she was.

And mighty tasty, too."

Enjoy your wonder-filled day,
Written by Shel Silverstein

From slave a a;

" i entered into the world of consensual slavery when i was about 14 years of age... i was brought into it FULLY shortly after my 18th birthday. A consensual slave is a slave who of her own free will surrenders herself to another. This surrendering is complete and unequivocal. It is the last free decision the girl will make. From that day forward she is owned. She is now property. An article that, for all intents and purposes, may be bought and sold. her own needs, although still present, are now secondary; her wants are irrelevant. As an owned slave her priorities now surround the one that owns her. He is now her world and her only right is to be utilized by Him regardless of the method, without hesitation (or by force when training etc need to be applied) and without limits.

That is what consensual slavery is. It is not, as i have read in several so-called "slave's" blogs,?okay, now let?s make a list of what i will and will not do?. Slaves do not bargain; the very idea is ludicrous. It is not, ?these are my limits, as long as you do not push me too hard I will be alright?. Slaves do not have limits they are not "people" they are objects. Once a female becomes a consensual slave, she has forfeited all rights.

So, given the "feminist era" we now live in, the big question most people pose is why would a woman do such a thing? The short answer to that is ?Biology?; The Natural Order of Things. It is in her genes. It is instinctual. It is what makes her happy. After all of those years of pretending to be something she is not, she is finally at His feet, where she knows that she belongs. And it is because of ? ?Biology?.

It goes back to times when the only way to survive was to hunt and kill. The man is larger, stronger, faster, and he is aggressive. He is physically and mentally superior to deal with a hostile world. The female is smaller with instincts to mother and to nest. She is an object of desire for the aggressive male, and he takes what he wants. He protects her from the outside world. She bears his children and thrives under his protection. ?Biology?. The creators purpose.

Due to history and our own basic instincts, the male is naturally equipped to be dominant in a relationship while the female is naturally inclined towards submission. Now let?s be clear about this. I am NOT talking about ants or bee?s where a queen rules the hill or the hive. We are not black widows or praying mantis where after mating the female kills and eats the male. We are talking about homo sapiens. In the world of humans, men are dominant, and they should be.

The few matriarchal kingdoms that popped up from time to time never lasted long and eventually the dominant male always managed to reassert himself and reclaim his natural place in the order of nature.

Are there exceptions to the rule? Well yes. There always are. There are females who are naturally dominant and aggressive. And sadly enough there are boys who take pleasure kneeling and licking the boots of women. Fortunately that abomination to the natural order is not so common.

Consensual slavery is about what is right and natural. The consensual slave is the one who instinctively knows where she belongs. She is happiest when she is at His feet, kneeling there, ready to please Him at his slightest whim. Kneeling there before Him she surrenders to him. she belongs to Him and under the blanket of His protection she awaits His command, His use; the ultimate love.."

Sensory Depravation; Music

The human mind is a wondrous thing, it can rationalize anything. A dull mind can become sharp as a scalpel and the sharpest mind can be dulled to a butter knife. The most educated mind can be totally without a clue of ordinary intricacies of daily life and a less formally educated mind can be wildly successful and detailed beyond expectations. It is what makes the argument that occasionally rears its little pointed head as to whether a slave can be actually ?trained??

Sensory deprivation is important technique in training and internal enslavement. This might sound like it means total depravation (Removal or blockage) of all the senses which is not the case. Depravation can mean in one or more areas of the senses and overloading one or more of the senses is also used. In using overload the other senses can be shut down or blocked with a focus on the specific sense.

I am going to look at some ways of using sound. This of course covers many elements and will only touch on a few. A good use of this element is in conjunction with some form of bondage. I am assuming that Most readers are serious enough about Their Ownership that I will not insult You with SSC. Masters Tip: if you are very interested in Sens-Dep and you come across a working "Flotation Tank," popular several years ago, buy it!!!

Using music as an element of Bd, Sm play is nothing new but there is another element to use; the directed, designed use of sound and hearing that is partly based on ancient use of sound for meditation purposes.

Many are familiar from popular culture, movies, books, etc. of the humming of the sound, "Om," from the Vedic. This sound is a Mantra from ancient Tantrik Rituals. The closest translation of Mantra is "(a) spell." Om is a simple Mantra but there are many which are quite complex and require long practice and study to do properly.

The Mantra "works" by the use of vibration, resonance, to place one into a receptive state known as Nada for that specific energy level. It is considered to be a point at which energy is "collected" and "concentrated." This is believed to require a "melding" of Man and the type of energy sought out. It can be uttered aloud or to Ones self-but to "work" it must be done over and over literally hundreds or thousands of times to place the practitioner into the proper gateway state to experience the energy sought.

At the time when few people knew how to read or write many ancient societies around the world used spoken language in Sacred Ritual as a way to make "Sacred" and "Cosmic" connections to the "Sacred Class" of Priest and Priestesses. The Ones entrusted to keep the other worldly connections in place for harmony within the society and only They knew of the correct tone, the correct order and correct time to use these "sound" designs most of which were kept secret from the general populations. As one example, the entire Sanskrit alphabet is really a syllabic rendering of Deity. Each syllable of each letter a different audible representation of a different One. In other words simply speaking Sanskrit is uttering an endless Mantra.

The potential for emotional and spiritual impact are no less today. There is much to learn from this ancient method of "meditation" in Your slave training. Those Who might practice various forms of meditation will be familiar with these basic concepts of sound being able to "take you out-of-yourself." Anyone Who has used music in a play scene will be familiar with this to varying degrees as all forms of "deep" slave training take place in an a-temporal rather than extemporal state; the disposition of absorption. Fully and Totally in the "now", yet "timelessness" in which only the slave and the Trainer exist. This is the underlying use of Sens-Dep; taking the slave "out-of-herself." Much of the following will apply to any form of Sens-Dep.

Music is an easy choice, readily available and most can relate to it easily. Some thoughts?.Consider the type of music You use; Is there a story or direction You want the music to support You taking with the slave? What type of music, does it require simply putting on a disk and playing it? Do you need to use several disks? Can you burn a single disc to accomplish the trip you want to take the slave on? If using several disks how will the "dead time" in between be used to keep the "zone" in place instead of it killing the zone? How will you hear the music and the slave? Is it just on a player in the room? Do you have a CD player with a "splitter" so you can hook up two sets of headphones? Is an MP3 player more EZ for you? If so what about the above? Will the standard headphone cord be long enough for You to move around, if not how will You place "implements" for easy reach? Position of the slave; can she withstand an extended period of time as she is? Are You prepared for potential "emotional" responses? On and on, plan ahead.

Only You can design the type of music You feel will be most effective for Your specific needs. Personally, I like to stay away from most things with lyrics. I feel they get in the way of the slave being able to let go and get deeper. I am not interested in what "others" have to say during My training, I am interested in the slave being totally focused only on input from Me.

One can also use other sounds besides music; bells, clappers, crickets, slaps of different materials, recorded sounds, perhaps an animal or additional people there, etc. These take away further any concentrating on musics' other elements; rhythm, harmony etc which can still keep a slave from going deep as it is a "split" in concentration, again, only My input during this state is what I am after. These can also be use as "binding" tools to associate specific responses, mental and physical to specific sounds.

I am always interested in the use of ?contrast? to build a scene or training. Personally find music along the lines of soft jazz or rock as an intro when using a "story line" and build into various World music going into deeper Ambient and Dark Ambient with large doses of Trance and Drone eventually onto White Industrial and Noise for the "chaos zone" with a reversal at the end section of the zone (the start of after-care) back to the softer sound. In addition at various planed times through out various "non-musical" sounds will be used which with careful and consistent application can be of great use to trigger a specific required response in a slave for Protocol and Ritual; much like slave ?positions?.

Musicians will of course be able to create Their Own sound environments and I would suggest putting a lot of thought into the use of looping. This creates the same principle of the Mantras used for deep "penetration" and is an easy method of freeing up time for You to apply other techniques at the same time to the slave.

The amount of physical freedom for the slave is also an important element of using sound in Sens-Dep. We already mentioned position; sitting in a slave chair bound so no movement is possible? Mummification? Sleep sack? Encasement? Hog tied? This of course is up to You but it is worthwhile taking it into consideration especially the longer the time You plan to spend with the slave in Sens-Dep. When there is little for the mind to receive input from any physical distraction that may seem at the beginning small can grow to literally monstrous emotional proportions which will kill all connections. Make sure all bindings and positions are very comfortable, this does not mean You must give up tight or extreme positions, just be aware of what the slave can take. From newbie to experienced the knot too tight, the chafing chain, too much pressure on a joint, the leather slightly cutting in a tiny bit too after an hour can seem like a hot knife on raw flesh.

The sound environment You create works best at two opposites depending on what You wish to accomplish. On the one end of the spectrum You use the sound environment to create a "story line", with a beginning, middle and end. For an example something I frequently use are Sound tracks from films. think about it; what are they specicically desined for; supporting and amplfing a story. Case in point; I just purchased three current film soundtracks; ?War of the Worlds?, ?Batman Begins? and ?Sin city?. The first is a wonderful example of tension and then release, the second is a long glacial like crawl from dark chaos to darker introspection and the third is just plain hard dirty gritty urban which has some very nasty sax tracks.

At the other end is the use of sound to create "chaos." Building the story line requires planning from an introduction to lead the slave into an emotional place of comfort from which the sound environment will escalate cascading into a zone in which the comfort is broken down and replaced by escalating discomfort or chaos. The purpose for this is to create the feeling of aloneness and then reliance on You, the Owner to be an "emotional" anchor in this harsh zone and ultimately You as the only One Who can bring her complete release form this emotional state.

The use of a chaotic zone form the very beginning is for "shock" to the slave. As an aside this may sound like a good "punishment tool" however I would strongly suggest never using Sens-Dep as punishment. For the purposes here suffice it to say this is extremely tricky and frankly can be emotionally dangerous as to ongoing consequences emotional and should not be attempted with out very experienced guidance at hand.

The chaos zones purpose is to literally pull the rug out from under the slaves emotional base and should be even more well planed that the story line zone. This has its place; it could be used for a recalcitrant slave or for the introduction of new training which will be difficult or as a "challenge" to a slave to understand she can achieve a level beyond which she thinks she can among many reasons. This must be reasonably determined by You as to its effectiveness.

The connection and depth of connection that can be achieved by the use of sound is just one of many elements of slave training by Sens-Dep but think before You go blindly into it, the wider range of understanding of what it can do could lead You to an ever-widening toolbox for deeper and deeper enslavement.

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

TPE slave; zeros perfect twin.

?Nothing in relation to the infinite, everything in relation to nothing, a means between nothing and everything.?
Blaise Pascal

Several of My writings I have explored vanilla thinking being left in the TPE slave from many ways, many approaches and have tried to put vanilla thinking into perspective for the TPE relationship. Often I have coupled this to the view of female energy and the required Male energy to complete TPE balance.

From ancient times the symbol for female is upturned horns. It is indeed the symbol for the womb but that is only a minor part of the true meaning. It is more common for the crescent moon to be associated with fertility and birth. The upturned horns are actually the more power loaded symbol for the ancients; a symbol for female energy; emptiness, nothingness. The basis of female energy, its very essence.

When used as a birth symbol it means the passage from one state into another. As the head is momentarily ?caught? in the ?crown? of horns it confirms the passage from one state of being into another; from nothingness to somethingness, a binary transformation of information. From zero to one the closed horns, the zero, the void, an energy exchange, a small taste of the lifelong quest toward universal entropy.

Nothingness and therefore the void was an interesting and frightening concept for millennia; some civilizations embraced these concepts other lived in such fear of them the presentation of them in public or in the contemporary ruling class was punishable by death. Only the priest class was allowed to even suggest these ?secret concepts? among themselves with strict punishments should this ?leak? out to the general populace. As strange as it sounds today most people had no concept of nothing or zero.

But for those who embraced these concepts they were crucial to their civilizations and primary to their forms of sacredness; religions. The practical everyday expression of this concept was the ?0? in mathematics. It too was banned and dismissed for millennia; it consequences were too unacceptable in the contemporary forms of mathematics and business life. It destroyed the very basis most of the ancient systems were based on. In other words the concept of nothingness, void. Was extremely powerful and mysterious.

??the man that understands a symbol not only ?opens himself? to the objective world, but at the same time succeeds in emerging from his personal situation?Thanks to the symbol, the individual experience is ?awoken?, and transcended.?
Mircea Eliade

Fortunately for us this has changed dramatically since most of our lives today would be radically different without the understanding of the ?0?, the concepts of emptiness, of nothingness and yet the symbol for the female energy still remains as it has for all time from the distant past. It is indeed most accurate.

There is another important element to this concept of the female void; openness. Another expression of the emptiness or the infinite. This is the essence of the female expression. Like the vastness of interstellar space what can be the true measurement of this, to be found nowhere and yet everywhere? Again the truth in the paradox. So is the female slave in TPE.

Vanilla thinking is at the very crux of the TPE relationship. It is endlessly declared even by those who are very serious about living a Master slave lifestyle as something less than it claims to be. For those who have yet to set aside vanilla thinking at its deepest and most subtle roots this is accurate. However it is not necessarily so.

The automatic, knee-jerk claims tend to fall into these categories;
1) No one can really live this way, daily life gets in the way; kids, work, bills etc.
2) It?s all a great fantasy but just is impractical no one will give up all choice in their lives (See 1 above).
3) No one can do this 24/7, everyone needs to be *?real? at some time. *This one is usually based on assuming it?s all about sex. (See 1 above).
4) This is nothing more than a way to coerce or fool the unsuspecting into some sort of non-consensual dangerous playing.

If one is still thinking vanilla yes, these all make sense. Hard to believe but there are those who were at this life before the advent of the NET. None of the above applied to any one even considering TPE. Why? Because any one who even mentioned it knew exactly what it was about or if it was an inquiry it took little time to be fully informed and no one on either ?side? thought the less of one who chose not to comply with the strict standards that separated TPE slave from others.

In other words those who considered this lifestyle had gotten beyond vanilla thinking because the upside of being ?underground? was not many mainstream folks (vanilla thinkers) even knew this existed as any thing other than a possible fantasy. One had to work at getting to those who lived this life.

One of the most important first steps for a true TPE relationship is the training out of vanilla thinking in the slave. Like all elements of training it is a process, takes time and indeed may or may not fully complete. This is why despite all the movies and books and chat-rooms versions of deep enslavement communication is paramount between Owner and slave, even an experienced one being re-trained. One needs to know not assume. Information makes for rewarding training. A vacuum does not suck something outside it compresses.

I won?t go on here for the additional hundred or more pages one can put to pen on training but I will touch on that female symbol and just how important it is to explore it and insinuate it into training from day one.

?If we lift the veil and look underneath?we shall discover
Much emptiness??
Bishop Berkeley

Remember the traditional Mandala has at its center the void, emptiness.
A Mandala is a series of concentric rings portrayed in various ways permitting passages through different layers of awareness from the micro to the macro. The universal constant of the Mandala is the principle of the center the focal point at which after having emotionally and spiritually traveled form the outside edges one desires to reach. This empty center is the living ?now?. The only moment in which we exists. It is the red hot point of awareness. This is where the TPE slave lives.

The reluctance, complaints and disbeliefs against TPE are this state of slaveness is nothing other than manipulated mindless powerlessness. Nothing could be further from the truth, the void, the zero.

This is where the power lies for the slave; not of trust but of Total surrender. Nothingness, zero (the state of the TPE slave) is extraordinary. If you think the TPE slave is a useless mindless wash rag only being cajoled in to something less than what she needs to be consider the following ; 1-1 + (1-1) + (1-1) = 0, same thing as 0 + 0 + 0 = 0, BUT 1 + (1-1) + (1-1) = 1 or 7 + (7-7) + (7-7) = 7. Zero, nothing, emptiness, the void can yield very powerful things far beyond nothing.

Today the terms are thrown around rather causally; Owner, Master, Mistress and slave. What of the ?slave? who in constantly praising her Owner uses the satisfaction of her own wants as the basis for his praise? What of the slave with limits? What of the master who tells a slave only masters make mistakes, not slaves? What to make of an M/s relationship 24/7 with all the correct actions and equipment and lingo but where in wants are more important? What of the M/s relationship that sees only sex as the ultimate goal?

When a true TPE slave is devoid of vanilla thinking she is empty and waiting, able to serve fully. Enveloped in her Owners TPE structure the TPE slave is ready to be filled Totally Absolutely by her Owner in every area of life no matter how small or how large. The opposite of self absorbed vanilla thinking. The opposite of wants; only the Owners needs. From her empty center, from her female energy her true potential becomes surrender devotion love;

?To Him Who is the Lord of the Center
The Diamond Weaver
The invisible Father of the Sun
Who is seated on the Throne of the Archetypes
Teller of the Fables
Of the Celestial Night
Dreamer of the Visions of All Men
Teacher of the Twelve-fold Rites of the Sun
Keeper of the books of days
Seed of the Names of All Things
Seer of All Entrances and Partings
He Who sets in motion the Elements and Seasons And Who places the Rainbow Border on all Creation??

J. & M. Arguelles

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

The following is from slave l.s. and is very on target as to what TPE is ultimately about; surrender leading to liberation.

"What is REAL?" asked the Rabbit one day. "Does it mean having things that buzz inside of you and a stick-out handle?"
"Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time,not just to paly with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real.
"Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit.
"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real, you don't mind being hurt."
"Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he asked, "or bit by bit?"
"It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't often happen to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because one you are Real, you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand. Once you are Real yiu can't become unreal again. It lasts for always."
from The Velveteen Rabbit by Margery Williams

? i am unowned, a TPE slave who has not yet placed herself at the feet of her Master. i am slave, and because of that i live in slavery, for now, slave to the slave, as i have committed my life to this Truth, and altered my behaviors to reflect that Truth. slave must, or she is not Real. Over time, my Reality has grown to encompass my whole self as i learned to love my self, to accept my self, to understand my self, to be my self. Without love, there is no TPE. Without love, there is no slave, and there can be no true TPE slavery to Master. she worships Him and gives ALL, not just pieces chosen from the best parts of her. she gives without limits and without hesitation. slave develops her self for Him that He may have something of value to use, something of value with which to work. she is His potential to be developed, a fertile Field, to become His shaped property. she empties her self there at His feet, like the Field readied for planting.
slave is unowned, yet she is still slave, and slave has been celibate, yet she has developed in her sexuality. These are not paradoxes. slave has come to understand the true meaning of sex, of her own sexuality, of her need to honor it as a tool for Master, not for her self. Sex in TPE, is a vehicle, as are the implements of pleasurepain, as is the control, as are the rituals and the protocols, all vehicles, not ends in themselves. Think of them as the medium in which the artist is working to create His art. The canvas accepts the paint, expresses it on its empty background without adulteration. The canvas has no choice. The canvas may express what the Artist lays there in an orgasmic display of joy, or in the darkness of abject despair. It is the choice of the Artist. The canvas does not seek subspace in order to "feel" the paint. The canvas just is. Be-ing. And so, too, slave is not her sexuality. she is not her pleasurepain. she does not seek subspace. she seeks to reflect what Master allows to her fullest. she will work harder than ever in her life to fulfill Him in His desires of her. she is her best in that place where He allows her freedom from her own desires, freedom from her old self expectations, freedom from her old self wants and needs. she is freest in her bonds to Him, where she is fulfilled in her service to the needs of her Master, knowing always He leads, directs, molds, shapes, in her best interest for Him. This is "power exchange." This is slave's love. This is the place of surrender.
For slave, here in O/our TPE lifestyle lies the fulfillment of the Natural Order. No, not the male and female egos, but rather the interplay of the dominant and submissive energies that are most often expressed as male and female. W/we go deeper, both into the darkness and the light of O/our beings and become more as we become whole in this place. W/we go beyond what is known as love and ownership. W/we become REAL.?

?my slavery is demanding of me, takes me into itself until sometimes there is nothing of "me" left, only "it," the slavery, the slave. As my energy has returned, so has slave come to demand my service, to be, "it." It draws me to a place where my future Master waits. i feel the need to develop my self and be self disciplined in order to be prepared for Him, so that i may have something of value to give to Him. There is a peace in me as i reflect and grow, as i understand more what is required of me, even from inside of me. one does not have a Master, yet she has been Mastered, guided, Fathered, moved from rudiments to readiness, by One with love in Him that forgives and accepts this little slave as she is. ?

?slave moves from rudiments to readiness now, understanding that place in her where all she can do is kneel and be, and in that be-ing place is nothing, yet all of what she is. Service is the vehicle to surrender, but surrender is more than that, too. Without surrender, slave is not complete. So many paradoxes, as always: it is all action and non-action, the doing and the waiting. she writes here, fully slave, and yet, all potential, nothing more, yet therein lies all.?

Mirrors

"There is an original inside of me. What's here is a mirror for that, for you." - Rumi

"We are all living paradoxes, at once origninal in every moment, and yet, we are the same. We have needs, and we have desires. For the slave, to find that place where she is allowed to surrender the self, to put it aside, means to allow the core of what she is to be freed. It is a pure, joyous and fundamental moment where there are no inhibitions. The Master is the mirror of all that lies within, at once the mother, father, teacher, guide, the divine itself, and He creates that place of safety and caring, to slowly unveil the vulnerable core, and to keep it safe as it emerges, to enable it to feel the beauty of its freedom, to bring it at once into the depths of its own darkness and into the joy of its unending light, and in so doing, allow that little soul to experience all of what it is in its truest fullness of body/mind/heart/soul without division, and in so doing, He also experiences His own full truth as the circle is completed. This is the essence of Mastery/slavery."

From slave l-s

From slave i; Break me
"break me lead me tie me to a chair torture me pry from me sweet confessions quakes of surrender take from me all i possess leave me begging for more"

I have been told My views are too "intellectual", too "academic" on the topic of TPE; "it's just about fun and getting off and sex..." oh yes, and giving the "gift" of submission This is a perfectly fine opinion and place to be for Those Who choose that, but it is only one of many places You can "be".

I don't besmirch Those Who are only interested in the party or Their sexuality. I don't argue any points I put out to be read, if One is interested fine, if not fine Please don't mistake Me for One Who cares .....

I prefer to use My mind to consider what and why and how I do what I do in life, that's all and BTW the asumption is that if One takes this view then the physical side of things must be lacking T/those W/who know Me find that a great laugh!

So, not a single word of the following is Mine nor was discussed with Me in advance; enjoy this intellectual exercise form a decades long TPE slave.

slaveness; The Mountain Under Dark Waters

The breaking stage is probably the most critical of all on the journey to total surrender and real TPE enslavement. It is likely to be far more testing and of longer duration than any other period. By its very nature, as it goes to the roots of the unconscious personality, it is somewhat baffling and obscure and almost impossible to adequately communicate to those who have never experienced real breaking. More than any other stage, it can only be properly understood through direct experience.

Entry to it, follows a long and unsuccessful battle to properly integrate its true slave self with previous vanilla structures. As internal conflict gradually increases one is led to the need for another radical surrender of self. This leads a true slave to beg to be broken... for only in breaking it fully can the Master rebuild it fully to be what it was born to be.

There is always a considerable price to be paid, by one gifted with exceptional spiritual favors. As reality is interpreted through the marvelous new visions via the pain, isolation, sensory deprivation and reflection , acquired at each (positive) stage, the slave can feel especially fulfilled in the belief that its true place in life is at last being realized. However this very identification with developing new ideologies inevitably leads to secondary ego attachment and the clash with authentic slave desire. So joy gradually gives way to disillusionment, and ultimately to a severe crisis, which can only be resolved by abandoning that very gift which one has come to most truly cherish. Therefore, the breaking of a slave while initially severe and of lengthy duration is inevitably a process which will be repeated over the duration of its life. The slave must never be allowed to become "content with itself or full of itself because of its enslavement"; it will never reach perfection and must constantly be broken down and rebuilt as the Master's needs demand.

During the breaking stage a salve will surrender a very special form of intuitive understanding, mediated through reason, which is so valuable and much needed in the Natural order. This in turn symbolizes in turn an equally deep commitment to the pursuit of a pure form of enslavement free of selfish attachment.

For one who has a natural slave core, this sacrifice is especially difficult. One seems to cut off the very purpose for which one exists; to intuit another's needs. . Also one is now psychologically left - following the surrender of both affective and cognitive modes - with nowhere to go - (in TPE)- than in the direction of total enslavement.

Supersensory mirror structure development relates to the undoing of more superficial structures. This stage however goes to the very core of the personality. Whereas it involves a renewed purgation of earlier developed structures (linear and circular), it principally involves refining of the deep rooted conceptually based vanilla structures of the sup rational stage. So there is nothing in conscious understanding that is left untouched; that the Master does not strip away.

We have now reached the point where quite literally all positive conscious understanding has to be undone through corresponding negative (i.e. mirror structure) development. Providing the slave does not view pain as pleasure (a pain slut), this complete fusion of (conscious) psychic matter and anti-matter can generate an enormous amount of spiritual energy internally. This, quite appropriately, is sometimes referred to as infused (forced) contemplation. This is where the slave is now being emptied and prepared to be filled by its Owner.

However, it also is likely to be accompanied by a type of psychological suffering that is unique to this stage with no real parallels in normal life.

In the mystical literature, this prolonged state is often referred to as the "dark night of the soul" or more simply "dark night" though this really is somewhat vague. St. John uses the more precise term "dark night of the spirit" as distinct from the earlier "dark night of the senses". (Spirit in this context would equate well with the supranational structures). The "cloud of unknowing" and "learned ignorance" which are terms also sometimes used - though again very general - at least convey the important notion that this stage of mirror structure development, essentially involves an undoing of conscious understanding. This can also be thought as a similar reaction of a newly born child... it enters into this world (if healthy) with all of its abilities and knowledge but waits for the "teacher" (MASTER) to open each door to the awakening.

Once the decisive surrender by the will of attachment to Vanilla understanding takes place, the total surrender stage rapidly gets underway. The slave may for a while maintain lingering thoughts of pursuing old vanilla encoded desires, but now finally accept their inconsistency with authentic spiritual slave development.

Generally anyone entering this stage, has already accumulated considerable experience of the genuine difficulties posed by progression along the journey to TPE enslavement. The property will then willingly follow a kind of "psychological map" which the Master has prepared in advance.

So as the breaking process begins again, a slave finds itself plunged once more in darkness, facing a new period of difficulty, but it is not really too surprised. However, nothing could prepare a slave adequately for the sheer intensity and unrelenting mix of trials and hardships that gradually unfold to make it suitable for its Owners needs. Nor, in this slave animals opinion, should there be. Just as when breaking a horse... a slave must learn to adjust to whatever the Master decides, not simply intuit but follow each direction without question, however and wherever he "pulls the reigns".

In an attempt to convey something of an impression of what is involved, i will use nature symbols which i feel are particularly appropriate to the breaking process.

One of the most widely used symbols. "Night" with its connotations of darkness is used, metaphorically, to denote the unconscious, and of course the breaking stage is a period of intense unconscious development that is experienced in great darkness and pain. The night can also give a time sequence to the transcendent journey through the unconscious. The earlier period of dusk symbolizes the start of circular level and differentiation of unconscious structures. The later period of dawn symbolizes the ending of this period of differentiation. We are now in this stage approaching the darkest most intensive point. We are at the midnight hour.

Also, sometimes the night can be a symbol of peace and serenity and deep intimacy. During this stage, though the mind remains in darkness, there are moments of tranquil contemplation, where one feels deeply at peace and supported by an intimate invisible presence. As the slave surrenders to its position and circumstance, peace envelopes its soul and mind.

However the night can also be a symbol of fear, with all kinds of danger lurking. Likewise, in this stage, without warning, one's peace can suddenly be disturbed and turn to a deep sense of unease. The only savior here is Master... and its dependency is learned. This really reflects the tenuous dividing line between nature and spirit which is especially thin during this stage. There is never room for complacency in a slave's life. Exposure to pure spiritual communication is quickly followed by complementary exposure to human imperfection, discipline, training, and praise.

The underground is also a symbol powerfully evocative of the unconscious. One has become committed to a secret cause, an intense life of inner enslavement, which remains very much hidden from others. A true slave has always had this need... this goal... in its very core. The Vanilla world's "rules and norms" have prevented it from obtaining this spiritual grace and therefore must be stripped from the very mind of the slave.

Also the underground can be a very sinister place, full of strange and shadowy happenings. During this stage, all Vanilla assumptions governing relationships tend to break down.

In other ways, one feels during this time like a hostage imprisoned underground, with no prospect of imminent release; and in this feeling the slave's true position and identify take hold. Because of the extreme level of mirror structure development, there is an extraordinary degree of contraction in one's environment. In psychological terms one thus feels as someone that is bound hand and foot, and scarcely able to breathe. (generally this is the case in its reality too ) Indeed this intense inner suffocating feeling is one of the most characteristic features of this stage. The slave's reality is being learned.

There is another experience which can occur during the breaking stage which some would liken to a desert. A desert tends to be vast and featureless with little signs of life. As one treks across the desert it seems to be treading a solitary path without end. One's external (conscious) experience now considerably dries up, and feeling internally dry and deprived of natural light regular duties become extremely monotonous. The sense of self is drying up, one loses the capacity to derive any satisfaction from selfish activity wanting only the pleasure of the one who holds its spirit in His very hand..

The last willful choice a female makes is to offer herself in slavery. Symbolically this is, to me, like scaling a mountain. Symbols of elevation are used with a transcendent journey often likened to a potentially dangerous mountain climb. Firstly, true TPE slavery involves a strong other-worldly dimension. One tends to view natural desires and understanding as the key barrier to genuine transformation. The experience of the Master is seen as transcending (i.e. going beyond) any Vanilla considerations; and accepting only what is part of the Natural Order. Thus progress is interpreted to the extent that one successfully rises above vanilla earthly concerns and becomes totally tendered on its Master.

Even in natural terms, the desire to scale the most difficult and treacherous peaks is very symbolic of human courage and endurance. So, likewise in enslavement terms, exists intrepid souls who want to scale the peaks of psycho-spiritual development; they seek TPE. However, though the potential rewards are great, there are also grave risks. It is a very lonely and potentially very dangerous journey. One often finds oneself, along the way - in psychological terms - hanging over a precipice - but this is what forces the slave to relinquish all "hope" and surrender completely to its Master; to respond to only Him, to hear only His voice and to understand that He is her only salvation. Indeed very few, ever make it to the top. Most others, either turn back or fall off along the way.

However for those who succeed, from the peak, a wonderfully enhanced view of the Natural Order is provided, adequately compensating for the pain and difficulty involved. In fact... even the pain in difficult now becomes joy.

The difficult journey to true TPE development is often likened to a journey. I have already referred to this as a "journey by night" or "mountain journey". Another interesting symbol, and to me the most important, is the "global journey". One sets out from the selfish ego as it were in the search for Ownership; its earth bound god. Ultimately, when the full global circle is completed, having journeyed round the World, one arrives back at one's starting point i.e. the self (this time in a purified slave state. However, the global journey, whereby all selfish baggage is discarded, is necessary before true Ownership can take place.

At this stage of the journey, one is approaching the polar region of the soul (north), which signals the attainment of the TPE paradigm.. The journey then naturally turns south, which symbolizes more internal development.

This part of the TPE breaking and rebuilding process can be compared to water. As W/we all know water is a key symbol of all of life. Contemplation itself often feels like an inflow of dark water. Indeed, when the breaking process is particularly intense, there can be a temporary overflow, where one feels as if one was drowning, desperately floundering in an attempt to maintain some remaining conscious support. The struggle ceases when true surrender is attained.

At other times, it feels as one is left to swim in a vast ocean, again far from the dry land of psychic supports. One must keep swimming in complete obedience and devotion, without any apparent prospect of being rescued.

Stars of a certain critical size, when their energy has burnt out, can then be transformed into an opposite state, whereby they collapse under the weight of their own gravity or are drawn into the sphere and absorbed by a more Dominant Star. The breaking of a slave represents a very similar psychological process. females who embark on this stage are like spiritual "stars" that have shone very brightly in previous stages of high level illumination. However, there is a very definite tendency - as I have already commented on - for these positive stages of vanilla energy to literally burn themselves out because they were not the slave animals true core values.

Indeed "burn-out" is a term used psychologically to describe a situation of emotional exhaustion, where a person has used up all available psychic energy. However it is only in limited circumstances - as with burnt out stars and black holes - that this state of psychic 'burn-out' is transformed into the state of a spiritual "black hole". This is - as I have identified - is when very rapid spiritual transformation is the direct cause of subsequent difficulties in personality integration, This can lead to temporary mental and emotional exhaustion which are the symptoms of this "burn-out".

What happens then in the "dark night" is that the structures of the personality collapse under a massive internal spiritual gravitational pull. No light can escape and this explains the prolonged darkness and the considerable difficulty with conscious communication. Also additional psychic matter in one's immediate experience, is continually sucked inwards. Anyone, who has gone through this stage will recognize the powerful one-way direction of experience, whereby it seems as if the whole world is being drawn under this intense "great attractor" inside one's psyche. The Master's will is replacing self-will. Ego destruction has truly begun.

As the Master adopts a dynamic two directional approach (i.e. positive and negative) in breaking His property fully, it becomes easy to see these alternative directions as representing interacting parallel universes. Thus, objective experience of reality constitutes one universe and subjective experience an interacting parallel universe. In complementary physical terms, the external direction of matter constitutes one universe, whereas the internal direction represents a parallel universe. Ultimately, with sufficient interaction, involving both direction and mode, the Master can and will create an infinite number of dynamically intersecting parallel universes. What this simply amounts to, in practical terms, is that His slave experiences reality in a unique way , yet interacts in common experiences which are completely that of her Owners .

The dark night is a gateway to an infinite number of parallel universes. The death of all "vanilla" thinking (in space and time) - and indeed these very dimensions - simultaneously involves the corresponding birth of "enslavement" matter and "TPE" dimensions. Here each slave animal constitutes a unique universe and centre of meaning and yet in dynamic relationship with its Owners universe. This apparent paradox can be resolved through a complex perspective, for example a sub-atomic particle (the slave), represents a single real universe, then the common holistic universe to which it responds to and with which it interacts is the Master.

The various phases of the breaking process in the slave's development, are likely to be characterized by the onset of dramatic bewildering trials which have no parallel in any other stage. One has to get used to an extremely dark oppressive inner environment. and carry on - realizing its only support is its Master- in complete submission and surrender

However, it would not be correct to depict this stage solely in completely stark terms. There is an apparent paradox, that despite all the pain one finds the dark totally absorbing. Thus, because of the level of spiritual fusion involved, the experience conveys a profound degree of authentic meaning. This sometimes, becomes apparent in the aftermath of the most intense trials. Here, despite the obvious relief of endurance, of survival, one can feel a certain flatness, realizing that despite appearances to the contrary, that in the deepest moment of crisis, one is in closest contact with a strong supportive presence of its Owner.

Also, a facility for ready contemplation is an automatic by product of the breaking process, which in itself conveys a deep underlying peace. However, this can initially play havoc with the carrying out of regular duties. The rapid development in the fusion of opposites, characteristic of the stage, can lead to deep immersion in the spirit and consequent withdrawal from other activities. When one re-enters the world, after an intensive bout of breaking because of this rapid inward spiritual growth, one's sensitivity to imperfection in oneself and others is greatly magnified, requiring a very painful adjustment. There is a raw burdensome feeling, resembling flesh being torn off one's bones, or at other times the internal administration of electric shocks.

However, after a while, because of the sheer frequency of these trials, even these become part of normal experience and are incorporated readily into the slave's life. Acceptance of its true position... chattel is being obtained.

Despite the darkness involved with breaking a slave and the occasional lack of direct emotional involvement these harsh sessions can be very intimate, resembling a tranquil starry night or a faint candlelit atmosphere. Also, because they are received so submissively, there is very little selfish interference involved, so that a high degree of experiential certitude is conveyed. Indeed, at certain moments one is deeply aware of an austere and mysterious beauty permeating all of the slave's struggles to be born anew and rebuilt in its Masters desired image. Usually these experiences are in the form of delicate interior intellectual visions, where concepts unfold to reveal their inner secrets and become mediators of a special divine light, conveying pure and eternal knowledge of the Natural Order.

Perhaps the most valuable experiences involve the destruction of self will directly, powerfully reinforcing it with the desire for continual fidelity. In the midst all the ardent longing, one can suddenly realize that though hidden, love burns brightly in the darkness of the breaking. One can become especially aware that mystical ecstasy itself involves the direct coincidence of life and death, where the breath of life - as it were - expires each moment (in death) only to simultaneously inspire glorious rebirth (in new life).

After a time, when a degree of acceptance of one's new state has been achieved, the gradual unfolding of new internal structures takes place. This is the beginning of Internal Enslavement. These are supranational negative (or subjective) structures. Whereas the previous positive structures were of a global cosmic quality, these are of the opposite variety, relating to detailed localized intrapersonal paradigms.

Psychologically, one remains in deep darkness, with only a very faint light given to the internal operation of cognition of a supranational kind. This represents an extremely intuitive form of reason, where one clearly recognizes the basic relativity of all decisions. As with the corresponding mirror supersensory stage what is involved here is a subtle form of translation of the two phenomenal poles of conscious experience (both subjective and objective) involved in all decisions into the unified transcendent intuition of pure faith.

In conventional experience, one operates with a lot of preconceived notions as to what constitutes right and wrong, which greatly reduces the genuine exercise of surrender in terms of daily choice. However, by this phase, a slave is forced to continually walk a psychological tightrope. Not surprisingly, one's conscience, in vanilla terms, now becomes extraordinarily sensitive.

At this supranational stage, one is normally so conscientious, that fidelity in terms of matters of choice becomes an automatic response. However, this increasingly becomes more difficult, due to the predominance of what might be termed the "marginal" choice. The slave animal finds itself frequently faced with decisions - which from an outside perspective might seem utterly trivial - but which now have become truly agonizing. The relativity of circumstances involved so greatly increases, that one finds the evidence for and against taking a particular line of action extremely finely balanced. The ultimate deciding factor, providing some measure of emotional relief, only follows after an intense inner struggle and comes from an intuitive signal, received in surrender, confirming the correct decision to be taken in the relevant context. The decision only comes from the Master... the slave can no longer decide for itself... she NEEDS His permission just like she needs AIR

It is quite usual for the slave to now to suffer from serious "social" scruples, constantly wondering whether one is acting correctly. The reason for this is that all Vanilla reaction has by now been so greatly eroded, that the only area where any consciousness is left, is in this intimate area of "social" decision making. Thus, as at each stage, psychic energy moves to the structures typical of that stage, which means in effect now that one's remaining ego strength is identified with an overwhelming need to remain faithful to one's conscience. However, all of this places an enormous burden on the personality. As one agonizes with one's conscience on a daily basis, one resembles a weightlifter that has to make a mighty effort of concentration in order to get the bar over his head. So with considerable faith one exercises the latest demands of conscience. However it proves a Sisyphean task, as one is quickly faced with new decisions requiring an even greater degree of faith. The self will has been broken. The Master's will is now taking its place.

Another extremely interesting area, which manifests complementary psychological and physiological interactions during parts of the breaking process is that of memory.

Memory is the means by which we are able to extend our experience in space and time. Experience and skills acquired are all stored in the form of memory contents. However, there is a considerable downside also. Fears, inhibitions and complexes of all kinds are accumulated in memory contents which can have a subsequent imprisoning effect on behavior. This is true in reference to slaves who have undergone a history of child abuse... or sexual abuse... or at a lesser level to slaves who were previously owned and conditioned in a different manner.

Sometimes during the breaking process one becomes almost completely oblivious to one's surroundings; this should not be confused with subspace . It seems as if one has become totally forgotten, that it no longer with a past history. The slave is living only in the moment. Though initially resisted, this process is very liberating. For when one reflects on it, all the problems of the self centered ego are tied up with memory contents continually reinforcing restricted patterns of behavior. Thus with the wiping out of memory contents, former habits can be undone so that one, can once more be "born again".

As a TPE slave, the slave animal must live essentially in the present holding no selfish possession over former memories good or bad. One's ability to remember is largely dictated by the needs of the present moment. When certain facts or ideas are seen to aid the central spiritual purpose, they readily spring to mind, to be discarded once more when no longer needed. Because of the refinement and holographic capacity of the mind very little storage space is required for memory in any case, so that one's energies are largely employed only in responding to essential needs.

In the beginning of the breaking process, life steadily becomes more difficult for the slave. In the beginning, though one suffers in many ways, some degree of buoyancy is left, stemming in part from an ego that is still untamed. However gradually, all light - regardless of how delicate - is taken away from the mind and any remaining ego strength slowly ebbs away. One has to live without support in pure faith and surrender which is initially a terrifying experience.

We have now reached that phase where radical mirror structure development - even in relation to the internal moral subjective structures - takes place. One no longer enjoys any sense that one is progressing along the right path. Indeed all natural signs would suggest the opposite. One feels alone and frightfully isolated. Physically and emotionally one is nearing exhaustion. Personal and work relations can become fraught with difficulty. The slave animal has forsaken conventional vanilla pursuits which inevitably causes misunderstanding. Worst of all, there seems to be no way that one can adequately communicate one's reality; one's choice. The slave is so immersed in a deep unconscious level of experience, that it may lose contact with normal social skills.

The slave is now living, isolated, fully used, at an extreme level of commitment only to its Master, in total darkness with HIM her only source of light. The supreme crisis point is fast approaching and the goal is within reach; she is truly becoming a TPE slave.

The Table of Elements

"You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame;
how could you become new if you haven't first become ashes?"
Nietzsche

This is it, the TPE fulcrum the pivot; the slave is a slave and loves the Master because He TAKES CARE OF her, GIVES her EVERYTHING, THAT is her ?protection? never does this slave conceive in herself as the Master being the One taken care by the slave in any way other than sex and a presumed obedience as long as it?s what ?she? wants, her convenience. This is in fact the all too common slave who will tell the same thing to any master as long as He is perceived fulfilling her wants. The Owner is now the profit center for the slave. The endless vanilla mistake that The Natural Order of Things is based on the Macho Male world view as opposed to the Dominant Males, there are radical differences.

There is the periodic table of elements; 118 boxes of 7 categories that make up every ?thing? we know. These elements are born in the burning cores of stars, not just ours, deeply boiled and vaporized and altered and consumed and reborn re-constituted over and over again until they become the element of their proper place. The Natural Order of Things.

It takes millions of years for a single proton to move from the core of the Sun up to the surface, the Photosphere, and then when flung out into deep space takes but eight minuets to reach the earth. It now has its proper place but there is an element that isn?t listed; the one that changes everything; the human element and what is the fact of that element which is most important?

Change; does this mean a rationalization of what one has been? Does it mean maturing into a newer you, a replacement but an additional you, layered on top, around the other? No! Does this change demand a refutation of all religion, history, vanilla and "social taboos" governing society? No! It simply means they do not dictate how a slave progresses in its life. Only its Owner decides the sense, the direction, and the social elements which must be used to survive daily. Something lost today is the memory of the Dominant Who is the social ?gentleman?, Absolutely no less in control nor less Dominant, as opposed to the publicly ?out? controller like the Nuevo-riche always in need of showing, proving His control.

Let?s be blunt: there is a huge array of ?vanilla? Bd/Sm?ers around today. More than ever before since this has all become more ?mainstream? watered down. Let?s go an additional step; Civilization isn?t a Natural State! It?s clearly an imposed artifice put in place over time to keep a lid on our worse angels; I won?t list the 7 sins, you know them all too well. The point is Civilization must be continually taken care of, kept in good running order. The single most important element on the Table of Elements of Civilization is our belief that it is worth the compromises to make this all work.

One huge difference between Dominants and controllers is they can?t see a way to exist side by side with the required vanilla forces to keep everything working, no, their own interests are the only thing they want and too often those come from a palce of self-fear. Why they so often rail against those who see things focused less on the flesh, and ridicule all those inconvenient ?rules? they don?t ?have to live by?. Not the healthiest reason to be an Owner or a slave, there are much more healthy reasons to be so.

They don?t much like this rule-set we have spent millions of generations creating, the long dim passageway from dread and anarchy of ourselves as no different from stones or leaves at Natures whim or the simplistic myths of more innocent times of Eden life and the pursuit of mere carnal happiness the highest goal. For the controllers and the hedonists that time has come again. The flesh alone defines Dominance and its submissive handmaidens. Unfortunately that is not The Natural Order of Things.

Saying i am reborn isn't really what this is about; saying i no longer believe in religion or history or social taboos etc is not really what this is about-it?s not finding a rationalization to OK what you are already, always have been-it is your Total destruction, in fact your ?death? in full, the hot core burning in the crucible that leaves only ashes, only your shadow-self...unfortunately you MUST have an OWNER that understands this too instead of merely ?enabling" your "owness" for his own desires of control and use. One Who knows all He can do is ignited for it is not His flame which must consume you first, it is your own. He merely waits to take up your ashes and grind them down into nothingness, the empty slave vessel.

What of the slave who whines and moans about her ongoing insecurities or claims harsh treatment as a child at the hands of her parents; told what to wear, when and how to eat, how to behave, when to rise and when to bed, where and when she may go and made to feel no higher than the family pet in the esteem of her parents? This child left feeling unloved because she isn?t told so hourly after about the age of six? Feelings of humiliation and worthlessness churning in her.

How does she rail against that childhood past now when she is Owned and is told what to do, when to do it and how? What to eat and when and how? What to wear and who to be with, to be exhibited publicly in the most base and humiliating ways? To literally be trained, used and live as an animal? To be used hard and with the purest of lowly filth and love the Owner for it?

True enslavement isn?t about becoming more and more of what you are, it?s not about creating the world in your own ?prior likeness? without wanting it to be truly different but now it?s all Ok because you ?choose? it.

That ?choice? is the trick of the masochist, always in charge, always the real Top because it is deliberate and self-conscious. It is merely the supposed slave willing the world eternal based solely on her wants, NO ONE else. This is only the prior self being willed to fit into the world of the Other without changing itself, in fact rejecting the fundamental elements which will make it different from before. This is not enslavement; it's Spiritual Masturbation.

Only when you are ready to let go of all of you, not just what you show and tell but the you of you, to volunteer to be burned, to become the sorted out elements in those boxes waiting to be reshuffled, rearranged. Only then are you ready to be slave; not in an easy track to calling one a slave as a ?name? like the recreational or performance slaves of todays cyber-culture still full of themselves, their wants really driving their supposed ?slave hood? with unintended acquiescence from their controllers. Where is the difference between these and girl-friends, wives, lovers-the mistress of the last century?

Not there a slave but in the depth of nowhere-ness and the potential of nothingness. The tsunami of your own set of elements; thoughts and experiences as a whole and amounting to more than the sum of its parts. your own table of elements, your gestalt broken down, dissolution of self, wants and personal power left adrift deep in the sea of all powerful zero. This is where the truth comes out; the slave at peace after a year or two, not continually in flux about her views and perceptions of the other world, no singular focus of service like the mere sex slave. Secure fully in her service unconditionally, not ongoing self doubts, the obsessive compulsive of highs and lows repeated endlessly.

Despite the watering down of today a slave is still about getting past wants and vanilla thinking to needs and your proper place; TNOT!! ALL of this is indeed a two-way street and the reason at the highest or deepest levels the Owner and property ARE equals; Prima Essence.

"You are not in your own home, intruder: you are a foreign body in the world, like a splinter in the flesh, or a poacher in his lordships's forest."
Sartre, The Flies

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

In the rush toward ultimate entropy Master and slave become mirror like; a reflection E/each O/other in the depth of their genuineness of Domination and surrender. When I have spoken of Master and slave being equals this is ?where? I am referring to.

I read a comment by a slave quite awhile ago which still befuddles Me; it went something like her Master had told her slaves don?t make mistakes only Masters do.

There is something called the ?cocktail party effect?. Say you are at a very noisy club party and you are trying to listen to what some One is saying to you. You are able to focus on that voice blocking out the background prattle of everyone else?s voices. It seems that we are able to filter out in much the same way anti-spam filters out unwanted e-mails. Even a tiny baby can pick out its mothers voice from many. You simply hear what you want to hear.

Of course the trick in all this is it's what we want to hear and what we want to screen out which is an individual particularized end product. So you can have any number of people hearing the same thing and each will hear it differently.

A corresponding act of this happens to people listening to aspects of a complex issue like TPE. The only just way to sort out such material is to carefully weigh all aspects of the issue comparing them and then make a make a decision. But most of us have become expert white-noise experts and hear only what we want to hear based on our predetermined beliefs. This is a part of vanilla-think which is the learned product of ego.

The following is recently from two different slaves;

"There exists, a certain ratio
Of possibility to the colors of probability.
my awareness of that sometimes speaks more softly
Than the current understanding You seek
and not teach to me.

It is unsolicited, yet with temporary resolve
That the volume of one?s inner vision
Upstages the vanilla codes
Despite all rules and regulations
The Natural Order will have its intent.

The encouragement to ?think and release outside the box?
Is thankfully received.
The admonishment to color only ?within the lines? of reality
Challenges my very awakening of duality.

i am, indeed, cognizant that the two exist
Within the confines of embodiment.
i am, indeed, surrendering to the control
Of the stronger, natural factor.

Were i the artist that i was in another life
i would apply only vibrant colors
To the beige construction-paper pages
That portfolio my previous existence.

Beige, so marked, by the affects of time;
Requesting presentation.
Yet, by total surrender, it is not i
Who may choose the hues allowed in application.

Choose a color, or many,
At Your will
or because of it.
i will produce art
Framed solely, to compliment YOUR needs.

Ratio equals color, divided by total and absolute
surrender!'

And;

"True Magic is the Magic of Reality, as it is: the earth of earth, the water of water. When you make a connection with the elemental quality of existence, that is to bring out the brilliant and genuine qualities of your environment and of your own being, you begin to contact the Magic of Reality. You can actually attract the power and strength and the primordial wisdom that arise from the Cosmic Mirror." - Shambhala, The Sacred Path of the Warrior

Magic is often imagined as the invocation and expression of personal power focused to bring forth miracles. The Magician alone knows the secret words and rites, and the common people may go to him or her to petition for an ending to their suffering. But that is no true Magic. Magic can never come from ego. Magic is available all the time to all. It is a part of who and what we are, and it is only when we are able to step aside from the ego self and align ourselves with what-is that we will begin to experience true Magic in our day-to-day existence.

Recently, in the news, there was a story of a man who jumped into the subway tracks to save a little boy who had fallen onto the tracks. Of course, the news likes to call such people "heroes," but in fact, this man had entered into a place outside his own ego to a place of pure service. There was no thought, just doing and being, an alignment with what-is. And in that doing and being place, Magic happened as the train passed over both of them without harm.

For Master and slave, this alignment with what-is is echoed in their alignment as Master/slave. Each places the ego aside in favor of the greater whole. This allows the inner, true self to emerge over time, unfolding like the petals of a flower into beauty. There is a purity that comes through, and from this purity will come the power and strength and wisdom that is truth, Magic, Love. It is the face in the Cosmic Mirror, not the slave's pretty little face or the Master's rugged one. To rest in that place of truth is to bring health, serenity, joy, and growth in alignment with the Universe itself. And that is true Magic."

Enjoy your wonder-filled day

"I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman."

Anais Nin

So what is the difference between a sub and a slave is the usual question or commendation. But the question that is not asked is what is the difference between a ?recreational? slave and a TPE slave; you?ll have to forgive Me here but I would say the difference between genuine surrender enslavement and a ?slave? as more commonly used.

Here is a lil something from two different slaves; the first comments are as you see in quotes the second is a reiteration of what an other slave had to say about a specific element of her slavery however she expressed the depth of surrender which in fact separates the subs, the sluts, the whores, the sex slaves from the TPE slaves.

First slave, an experienced TPE slave;
?a true TPE slave is nothing more then a slave animal. it is NOT a person, but an animal; a pet and servant of its Owner . The slave has no name except that which its Master might choose to call it and that can change at His whim and will. His property is without social status... Without its Master's permission it does not even have the right to citizenship... to vote, drive, educate etc... The slave is quite simply an object which, it taken to the extreme can literally be bought and sold or used for barter such as a dog or a prize cow. it has NO rights except to serve and please.

The slave animal can be kept in chains, in a cage, in closets and sheds, fed from fingers or food bowls, kept naked, placed in total harness, have all of its holes opened and used constantly with no concern for its pleasure. it can be beaten, permanently marked and altered, groomed, petted, and loaned out at its Master's discretion. Where it can and will revolt (as a natural force of the survival paradigm within any animals) to harsh use , discipline, or punishment... it knows there is no way out and must learn to endure all that is required of it and done to it. it will then kiss the hand of its Master knowing that everything comes from Him and that it is nothing without Him and cannot survive without Him.

A TPE slave is an animal... it is an article of property... it is chattel in total and nothing more. it is simply an article of property, completely, nothing more.?

SECOND slave, a young learning slave;
As a slave her own orgasm is a non-priority. She feels it is truly irrelevant and doesn?t enhance any experience for her Master. Therefore it?s not something she personally craves. To that extent she has become almost non-orgasmic as she knows feels believes her pleasure comes solely from serving her Owner to her fullest possible ability. she says her pleasure and fulfillment is patently His as opposed to the physical sense (her orgasm).

Although many Dominants seem to be focused on a slaves orgasm, which she finds very confusing. she was under the impression in the Ds/Ms lifestyle she would not be alone and would find acceptance of her non-orgasmic sexual nature. Of course HEHE she discovered just the opposite; an almost total lack of understanding and acceptance.

One could have told her that the vast majority of those engaged in the Ds/Ms lifestyle are still vanilla, vanilla in their wants and thinking there fore what good could a less than slut whore sex toy could a ?slave? possibly be (think about the want of the Dominant to ferociously ?please, serve, satisfy? the s u b m I s s I v e s l a v e ! Think about the clear ?demand? of the submissive slave to ?require? sexual satisfaction on her terms. How vanilla can a Male get? How vanilla can a female get? Do the terms boyfriend girlfriend, husband wife ring a bell?

Fortunately this slave was fortunate to find a Master who placed sexuality in its proper place within a genuine Ms relationship. He would rather have a non-orgasmic slave, who serves Him with 100% focus on service always instead of a vanilla slave who becomes aroused and ?requires? orgasm frequently which only puts the focus on her wants, not her true purpose and place, if only fleetingly.

These slaves ARE enslaved and yes, this is not for all but the condemnation of the genuine slave is all too frequent and misguided at best especially from those who claim to know the ?truth? and insist on telling and condemning all other who fail to follow their path instead. It makes no difference how attractive, what equipment is used, what acts are performed, how privileged one is it is only in the heart and mind when those can step out of vanilla think can they become slaves in the elegance, beauty and surrender of Total service in The Natural Order Of Things. How hilarious, pathetic and truly sad to see these recreational slaves have their own complaints and commendations of other thrown back in their faces and then weep and moan over the sad truth of their cracked distorted mirrors.

What is the purse of enslavement, of Domination? What is the value of surrender and slave training? To what end does a Dominant dare to claim ?Ownership? of another personality? What kind of personality gives away its own ego into the hands of another?
The Dominant claims to have Ultimate Authority over and of the slave-selfs life direction and ?choices? self (self being body AND mind) and the slave claims to subsume its self to the direction and guidance at the hands of the Dominant for His/Her personal use.
The slave is in fact a mirror image of her Owner and her Owners world view, sense of Self and is only interested in having the slave project Him/Her.

In approximately 76-63 b.c. in the mid east the Sadducees, Pharisees and the Hasmoneans (Maccabees) turned that landscape into a living hell, the people living there actually thought this was the time of Armageddon, the end of the world. As a reaction to this another sect arose, the Essenes, who genuinely believed they were the last generation of the world. Some of their writings are a part of the infamous Dead Sea Scrolls. Among them on leather about 10? by 7? is The Manual Of Discipline.

?God created man to have dominion over the world, and made for him two spirits, that he might walk by them until the appointed time of his visitation; they are the spirits of Truth and Error. In the abode of light are the origins of Truth, and from the source of darkness are the origins of error. In the hand of the Prince of Lights is dominion over all the sons of righteousness; in the ways of light they walk.
?But the God of Israel and his angel of truth have helped all the sons of light. For he created the spirits of light and darkness, and upon them he founded every work and upon their ways every service. One of the spirits God loves for all the ages of eternity, and with all its deeds he is pleased forever; as for the other, he abhors its company, and all its ways he hates forever?
But God in the mysteries of his understanding and in his glorious wisdom has ordained a period for the ruin of error,
And in the appointed time of punishment he will destroy it forever. And then shall come out forever the truth of the world, for it has wallowed in the ways of wickedness in the dominion of error until the appointed time of judgment which has been decreed. And then God will refine in his truth all the deeds of man, and will purify for himself the frame of man, consuming every spirit of error hidden in his flesh, and cleansing him with a holy spirit from all wicked deeds. And he will sprinkle upon him a spirit of truth, like water for impurity, from all abominations of falsehood and wallowing in a spirit of impurity, to make the upright perceive the knowledge of the Most High and the wisdom of the Sons of Heaven, to instruct those whose conduct is blameless. For God has chosen them for an eternal covenant, and theirs is all the glory of man;
And there shall be no error, to the shame of all works of deceit?For in equal measure God has established the twp spirits until the period which has been decreed and the making new; and he knows the performance of their works for all the periods of eternity. And he causes the sons of men to inherit them, that theory may know good and evil, making the lots fall for every man according to his spirit in the world until the time of visitation.?

When I speak of the spiritual component of Ds/Sm I am not referring to a religious context but of the ?spiritual? (the fulcrum, connecting point of physical and mental) self. Now today the secular religion denies this exists so let?s look at the above quotes for a distanced place.

As an aside here I am not referring to the ?play? slave or recreational slave or the simple whore status masquerading as slaveness. The genuine slave craves her training, her restructuring, re-molding; in fact many refer to it as the Dominants ?brain-washing? of the slave. So indeed can it be and that is the backbone of internal enslavement.

So what to make of the information in The Manual Of Discipline? First off even a superficial reading give one several places to relate this to an M/s relationship. I am not going to go line by line because I assume the reader is more than capable of making their own connections to their experiences of at least their own intuitions.

Remember as you read the mythologies of ancient times are todays psychology and informational pipelines to the vast majority of people who never were able to read or write; this was TV, radio, magazines and newspapers, the NET personal computers and MP3s and school all rolled into one religious context which structured their daily lives in toto. However the basic human emotion and thinking was the same as now and it has, if you allow yourself to read it and understand it in context apply to our time as well.

The specific point I?d like to address here is the idea of the two spirits which I believe is an accurate description of the Ego and Id. That division of the psyche that is conscious (Ego), most immediately controls thought and behavior, and is most in touch with external reality and psyche that is totally unconscious (Id) and serves as the source of instinctual impulses and demands for immediate satisfaction of primitive needs.

A Dominant who takes on the genuine slave is indeed going to alter both of these elements in the slave and the slave will welcome such given the basis of this type of relationship, otherwise she would only be a sub or bottom. This of course puts the Dominant not only in a position of Ultimate Authority but also brings responsibility.

How the slave comes to understand her prior ?self? and how her remolded self ?becomes? is an open book on the desires of the Dominants personality. A slave can come to accept her spirits of Truth and Error. But which one is encouraged, enabled to be projected by the slave under Ownership?

Accepting ones spirit of Error and continuing to embrace it and let it roam unchecked publicly really does question motivations; what is the purpose of this enslavement? What is it the Dominant receives from these behaviors? What does this do to the slaves? sense, awareness of enslavement in others? Is this Ego or Id on the part of the Dominant, the slave?
Why?
Remember this is all disconnected from behavior in the sense that is only another costume of something much deeper, separated from lingo and equipment and the grand endless party of like minds. This is, and of course this word is an anathema to the seculars, the soul of the slave and that in turn IS the soul of her specific enslavement.

The happily enabled malicious spirited slave no matter how wonderful others may see her is on a razors edge when it comes to deep internal enslavement and often is not at all whom she projects. To claim that a ?balance? has been struck between Light and Dark spirit by accepting them equally and lathering them both in equal amounts upon the populace is self-delusion at best and at the worst a hollow core. Pretty wallpaper does not stop the rot underneath, only hides it. What to make of this kind of slave, perhaps that course that Rosie seems to have missed is in order? Nice 101.

Time for summer camp??

There was a man,
Now please take note.
There was a man,
Who had a goat,
He loved that goat,
Indeed he did.
He loved that goat just like a kid.

One day that goat?
Felt fresh and fine?
Ate three red shirts?
Right off the line?
The man, he grabbed?
Him by the back?and tied him to?
A railroad track?
Now, when that train?
Drove into sight?
That goat grew pale?
And green with fright?
He heaved a sigh?
As if in pain?
Coughed up those shirts?
And flagged down the train.

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There was a farmer had a dog and
Bing-o was his name-o.
B-i-n-g-o, B-i-n-g-o, B-i-n-g-o
And bingo was his name-o.

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John Browns baby had a cold upon his chest,
John Browns baby had a cold upon his chest,
John Browns baby had a cold upon his chest,
And they rubbed it with camphorated oil?.

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John Jacob jingle Heimer Schmitt,
That?s my name too?
Whenever I go out, the people always shout?
John Jacob jingle Heimer Schmitt,
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da.

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If you?re happy and you know it clap your hands.
If you?re happy and you know it clap your hands.
If you?re happy and you know it,
Then you really ought to show it,
If you?re happy and you know it clap your hands.

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Let every good fellow now join in the song,
Vive la compagnie!
Success to each other and pass it along,
Vive la compagnie!
Vivel?a, vivel?a, Vivel?amour,
Vivel?a, vivel?a, Vivel?amour,
Vivel?a, vivel?a, Vivel?amour,
Vive la compagnie!

A friend on the left and a friend on the right,
Vive la compagnie!
In one and good fellowship let us unite,
Vive la compagnie!

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Day is gone, gone the sun
From the lake, from the hills, from the sky,
All is well, safely rest, God is neigh.

Fading light, dims the sight
And a star gems the sky, gleaming bright;
From afar, drawing nigh, falls the night.

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Feel free to add Y/your O/own : -))
Enjoy your SUMMER-filled days!

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