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Skip him and you’re ignored.
Submissives (bi female | bi femboy/sissy male)
Message KurJames first to read his rules.
We’re a couple with a steady, structured dynamic. We move as a unit: intentional, aligned, and not interested in chaos or games.
I’m Luna: emotional, playful, a little chaotic, but grounded with a loyal spine. I feel deeply and connect fiercely.
♥ Wolf meets that intensity without flinching. He steadies me, anchors me, and gives my energy a place to land. Our relationship works because it’s built on trust and presence. ♥
We’re looking for someone who respects hierarchy, communicates clearly, and fits into a dynamic that works. Someone steady, self‑aware, and intentional.
Five Questions That Narrow Men Fast
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?How do you handle conflict when you care about someone??
?What does leadership look like to you in a relationship??
?What?s one boundary you take seriously and won?t bend on??
?How do you stay consistent when life gets stressful??
?What kind of structure or dynamic do you function best in??
Wolf and I came together in a way that just made sense for both of us.
The connection was natural, and it turned into a steady, primal D/s dynamic where he leads and I’m his Alpha Sub.
It’s not a fantasy thing. It’s just how we work together.
We’re solid in our relationship and our household, and we’re open to bringing in another submissive who fits our energy.
We’re open to a woman or a femboy/sissy who understands respect, communication, and how a real dynamic works.
I want to explore things like chastity and CBT and we’re interested in someone who are into those things or wants to learn.
That’s us in simple terms and what we’re open to.
Hello gentlemen, I just wanted to let you know that I am currently under consideration with KurJames. I truly appreciate your interest, your kind messages, and the time you’ve taken to reach out to me. It means more than you may realize. I wish each of you the very best of luck in your search, and I hope you all find exactly what you’re looking for. Take care, stay safe, and thank you again for your kindness.
I lost my Master of 12 years. I’m still grieving and healing. I am not ready to jump into another relationship or try to replace Him.
I am looking for one steady, trustworthy man who can make me feel safe and secure while I put myself back together.
Someone I can cook with, keep the house clean together, talk for hours, and cuddle up close with at the end of the day.
I know it sounds pretty vanilla, but I think it is what I need for a while to heal.
The kinks and the dynamic will come naturally down the road when I’m better and truly ready for the lifestyle again.
No rush, no pressure—just consistent, caring company and the quiet everyday stuff.
A safe place to land until I’m strong enough to stand in the dynamic I want.
f you think being a Master means she exists to serve your cock on demand while you give nothing back, you’re not a Dom—you’re a lazy parasite in leather cosplay.
A real Master wakes up every single day terrified of failing her.
He studies her triggers like scripture.
He learns the exact pitch of her voice when she’s lying about being “fine.”
He keeps her demons on a shorter leash than he keeps her body.
He can choke her unconscious and still know the second her pulse flutters wrong.
He schedules his own therapy because he refuses to bleed his damage onto her skin.
He spends hours on protocols, contracts, aftercare plans, limits lists—not because it’s hot, but because one single misstep could shatter the most precious thing he’s ever been handed.
A slave isn’t a doormat with a cunt.
She’s a fucking goddess who looked at every man on earth and decided you were the only one strong enough to carry her power without dropping it.
She offers you her throat because she trusts you not to slit it when she’s at her most vulnerable.
She calls you Sir because the word tastes like safety on her tongue, not because she’s too weak to say no.
If you’ve never sat in the dark shaking after a scene because you’re scared you pushed too far, you’re not a Master.
If you’ve never canceled your own plans because she texted “I’m spiraling” at 3 a.m., you’re not a Master.
If you think safewords are for her benefit alone and not the steel spine that keeps you from becoming a monster, you’re not a Master.
Ownership is a crown made of her trauma, her trust, her secrets, her orgasms, her nightmares, her future.
It weighs a thousand pounds and it will crush any man who isn’t willing to bleed under it every single day.
So if you’re not ready to worship the ground she crawls on for you,
if you’re not ready to become the safest place her chaos has ever known,
if you’re not ready to earn her surrender with your own goddamn soul on the table—
Step aside.
She’s not looking for a boy with a title.
She’s looking for the man willing to burn alive to keep her warm.
And baby, that man is never you.
As of November 2nd 2025: Master C passed away.
My Master of 12 years passed away Sunday morning.
From what I believe was a congestive heart failure.
My dad removed the collar on Thanksgiving day.
Now here I stand, grieving, crying at the mere memories and thoughts of Master C.
Am I looking for another Master? No.
Should I change this profile?
Should I delete this profile?
Forgot the whole thing?
Start over?
Here I stand, stuck with decisions, unable to make up her mind.
Grieving is a bitch.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2024
I AM SEEKING A SISTER SLAVE
I AM OWNED LOVED AND COLLARED
BY POLYMASTERC SINCE 2013
I AM SEEKING A SISTER SLAVE
Hello Everyone.
Yes I am still owned loved and collared by Master C. I am healthier than I was before I met him.
Thank you for your kind words and compliments. Those photos are over 5 years old. I have yet to update recent photos.
The piercing on my tits and pussy are removed so Master C can do more hands on without hurting or damaging them.
I have same job full time, live in same house, serving same Master. Steady and stable life.
All I want from here is finding a female slave to serve same Master together.
Many female slave I've talked with wanted to be under me. I am allow to have you under me since I have alpha tendencies. I will guide teach and direct you to do things as long as it does not conflict with His established rules. Remember He is the man of the house.
UPDATE: now that the journal is back on and is working, I am going to update few new pictures!!!!
It has been a while since the "personal journal" was written. I figured I better add some updates here. I continue to wear the dog choke chain collar at all times. I do not wear bra and underwear anymore. I continue to serve Master C sexually, usually a well-practiced blowjob everyday keeps him happy. He continues to control all my finances. He increased my credit scores. My income increases each year. I am growing out my hair; the goal is to have my hair reach to my butt. My cooking skills is improving. My cleaning skills is improving somewhat. Cleaning is my struggle for some reason. As long as there are improvements, it's okay.
Master C and I discovered a Tattoo place who can do genial piercings which is located an hour from us. We decided to go there soon after I finished my work for the day. We started out planning to just take a look to learn their prices and see what they have and can do. We were planning to replace the nipple jewels from rings into stubs. But we end up getting genial piercings instead, due to the fact I'll be off for two days, which will allow it to heal. Plus, I was getting quite tired of wondering when I shall have it done.
I asked for the bathroom so I can pee. I didn't feel nervous, till I enter the small room. I was told to take off the pant and pantie. I was wearing black slack and black lace pantie. I lay down on the platform with the stirrups for the feet. Master C knows that I preferred to be choke (have his hand on my throat) rather than holding my hand to keep me calm. He stood at the side, firm hand on my throat, while I hang on to his arm. Yes, I was very nervous, wondering how painful it'll be. I know I'm a pain slut, but I didn't like when it's being inflicted there, preferred other parts of the body, like my nipples.
Mind you, this isn't just one, but two piercings. One (a stud) for the cilt and other (a ring) for the hood. The piercing man started with the stud, which goes through from the side. It caused me to jumped when it finally pierced through, luckily Master C held me firmly. It doesn't hurt too much, just startled. I apologized a few times for moving when he pierced but it seem to be okay. I was told that it's all over, all done, then added okay one more piercing. WAH!
Master C massage my throat till I was half-asleep, then finally felt the piercing man ready to do the second piercing. Master C told me to take a deep breathe in and start down a count down. 1...2...3. Firm hand, deep breathe in, quick pierced and it actually felt kind of good. Giggles. Then shortly afterwards, when I know for sure it's all over, I pretty much pass out or went into subspace. I lay there for awhile then was told to get up. I was like but I don't want to move, nervous that if I move, it'll hurt. But I learn quickly that it barely hurts at all. I was still feeling whoozy for a while after I got pantie and pant on and walk out after tell the piercing man thank you.
I find that walking and sitting in the car wasn't difficult. When I look at my pussy, it looks so different, like it's not my pussy anymore. But I think it's pretty cool and neat. It's a birthday gift for my Master C. He was pleased and happy with it.
It has been over 12 hours since it was pierced and I often forget about it, because I was moving around like I normally down. I barely felt pain there, other than slight throbbing or stings every now and then. Can't wait for it to heal completely and then have fun playing with it.
11 Requirements of Female Slave: 1. be open-minded and be willing 2. be a female/woman/girl 3. be real and serious 4. be willing to learn and grow/change 5. be curious and adventurous 6. be honest and useful 7. be loyal and obedient 8. be willing to trust and love Master C 9. be submissive and smart and sweet 10. be pretty and playful 11. be sexy and seductive BE OPEN-MINDED AND BE WILLING: being open-minded is someone who loves to learn new things and be nonjudgmental about those things. being open-minded is someone who is willing to see things in different or new perspective of life or varies of things, to gain better understanding. be willing to accept whatever new things has been given to you. be willing to do research or ask questions about the things you don't understand. know that sometimes we cannot understand everything
BE A FEMALE/WOMAN/GIRL: Master C is 100% straight, attracted to females...the real boobies, the slender legs, the spankable butt, the long hair, the smiling lips, the shining eyes, the moist womanhood.
BE REAL AND SERIOUS: there are too many fakes and scams in the internet, too many of them who claim it is what they wanted but unwilling to act on it when it comes to DOING it for real. be willing to show that you are real through verify on webcam or send a picture of yourself with a paper written "wanted to be owned by Master C".
BE WILLING TO LEARN AND GROW/CHANGE: be willing to learn and grow or change where we all have skills to develop or fine tune. such as becoming a better slave, not to destroy who you are. learning and growing is part of life and must have sign of improvement along the way. Master C is very patience.
BE CURIOUS AND ADVENTUROUS: being curious helps eliminate the fear of trying new things. see or hear about something new, lets try everything once and go from there. be adventurous because life is meant to have fun and explore. Master C tend to be spontaneous.
BE HONEST AND USEFUL: needs to know what you feeling and what you are thinking in order to guide you better into a good slave a good girl for Master C be useful in every way as much as possible, be it working part time job for income, learning new ways to cook up a good meal, or even as simple as being a footrest.
BE LOYAL AND OBEDIENT: being loyal means that you'll stand by his side and would answer only to him. be obedient even if it's something you do not enjoy doing but will get it done
BE WILLING TO TRUST AND LOVE MASTER C: trust that Master C is mindful and watchful of your well-being, your needs, and your wants. love Master C for who He is as a Dominant being inside and out. BE
SUBMISSIVE AND SMART AND SWEET: submissive to feel complete in His Dominance, smart to carry intelligence conversation, to think things through of ways to keep Master C happy and comfortable, sweet to balance His stern frame of mind
BE PRETTY AND PLAYFUL: pretty in confidence, smile, clothing, and beauty inside and out. playful to brighten up the day and make the day fun
BE SEXY AND SEDUCTIVE: believing and carrying yourself out to be sexy and seductive, and attractive, to stand tall and not afraid to show some skin, to be Master C's pride and joy.
This is my first blog on this website so be patience with me. I have told Master C numerous of times that I miss writing a blog and wanting to get back to it. He told me that I can do it on this website. I was thinking more toward Blogger where I can write it out like a journal or letter for Master C to read. I couldn't decided if I want it to be private or public. But then again I am a slave and it's up to Him to decided. He see it as a place where I can express myself as a slave and be of a good help for others who read it. Despite me wanting to write a blog, I have been hesitating to write one because I am scared to write something bad or wrong about the whole thing. Being a slave and all. I know I am getting better and more settled in this lifestyle, yet I felt like I might say something wrong or offhandedly that would kicked me out of it. As much as I wanted to be open and honest about everything from my mind and feelings, I don't want to sound like I am actually seemly unhappy about it all. I know it's normal to have frustration and struggle with varies of things but still. I can drive myself insane. Ugh.
A little background about me: I am in this lifestyle for less than a year and coming from a Mormon family, there are a lot of conflicts and struggles for me I know that overtime I will become more rooted into this lifestyle that is unlike vanilla or Mormon way of living. I still feel guilty about not attending the church for months, feel sad about my parents and family where I felt very different from them now, and many more.
However, on the positive side, I have grown a lot since Master C moved in with me. Mostly it's just silly little things. We recently moved into a different home which is a lot better than the previous home. I was setting up the table for the first time since moving in the new home, I started crying. I kept thinking it's ridiculous of me crying so suddenly. (I dislike crying FYI.) I managed to eventually stop crying then busy myself with folding the laundry (had to look up Pinterest on how to fold the bed fitting sheets) till Master C gets home. When he's finally home, I was so eager to get him to sit down on the table and enjoy the meal on the table with him, I couldn't help but cried again. I told him that I practically cried over setting the table. What seems like a normal thing to do made me cry. What the heck. Apparently I am not use to be overcome with eagerness, happiness, pride and desires to do simple happy things for Master C. He assured me that it's okay to cry the tears of Joy.
There are days where I wanted to do so much that I get overwhelmed and frustrated when I feel unable to do it all. There are days where all I wanted to do is sulk and grumble which of course Master C would not allow that. However those sulk and grumble days became less frequency as I immerse myself into household chores or tasks given to me.
One thing I like most about living with rules and tasks, it pulls me farther away from using my laptop and iPhone. During my single life, I spend way too much time on the laptop which brought me down, feeling dull and unsatisfied. I know I needed a guide, or a push, into being more active, rather than being isolated in my bedroom, being consumed with the Internet. Over time living with Master C, I gradually talk less with the males and I am working on talking more with the females. Not that I'm forbidden to speak with the males, it's more of learning to develop friendship and relationship with the females. I have very few female friends in my life. I love the female friends I know but I did not spend a lot of time or attention with them, beside they are currently far away. So I need/want to develop new female friends nearby to learn to get more comfortable hanging out and maybe some intimacy moments, too. So ladies, feel free to get in touch with me. I have much to learn to become a better slave. Especially when it comes to cooking and cleaning.
I feel happy and proud that I am getting better at keeping kitchen, living room, and bathrooms clean. I feel frustrated about cleaning the bedroom. Making the bed is easy enough. It's the CLOTHES that frustrated me the most. Practically drive me to the point of wanting Master C to toss away all of my clothes and just live naked in the house. Thankfully, it hasn't happen...yet.
