MasterAzrael

I have to say Im trying to get in to the holiday spirit this year. I know Im  going to be single again this year so there is no sence moping about it. If someone dcides Im boyfriend material  which I hope happens.. Thats going to be my  christmas wish this year  it will be great but if not  I will  enjoy it just as much.

I was watching a show  on BBC America lastnight called Gordon Ramseys F word. Its a cooking show. They were talking about  how grey squirels are  over running everything. They were talking about a restraunt that served squirel. I laughed. People have been eatting them here for centuries. Come on english people.. Pick up a 22 and start shooting.. lol

Well here we are again. I am doing good I guess. There have been a few bumps here and there along the way. I still havent gotten my tattoo yet. Still  waiting to get down to the shop. It makes me soo disapointed that I cant go out and do this shit myself. I used to have a friend or to  that would have liked to do this kind of thing  but they have their own lives to live now and are to good to come around unless they want something. then they are the first to call or email. Just shows you cant  depend on people much anymore. For example I got called the other night and  so on. This person hasnt talked to me in over a year and so on or hasnt even bothered to come see me. Some friend. Especially after all the times I was was there for them when their life went south and they needed advice. Its frustrating.

As ussual Im still single as well. Nothing new there. I saw a very old and dear friend yesterday at the store and  she is 29  like me. I was kind of surprised when she said her and her hubby were thinking of kids and told me I needed to get married. I would gladly get married anytime if I could only  find the right girl. I thought I had a couple times but have only  had my heart broken. It kind of discourages you from trusting someone that much. If there is someone out there in the area interested .. by all me send me a message .. I dont bite.. well not unless im asked..lol Im  looking to get to know soomeone first and then long term. Im not aftraid of commitment like some.. It sucks being a nice fat guy. Girls dont seem to want you that much yet they complain that thy can never find a nice guy. doesnt add up does it? I personally think woman in this age are to vain.. Not all are mind you  but Its been my experience that they are. Maybe I'm jaded but I know from first hand experience to most woman Ive interacted with a  cut outside is more important to a nice guy. As long ass he looks good  they can put up with the  beattings or the lack of attention and caring .. Makes no sence.