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my six months of service are up and i am again looking for Sadists. They felt i had gotten used to Their brand of abuse and needed a new slave to work on. They were very harsh and i hate to use the word "extreme", but They are very extreme. i am now a full fledged, card carrying pain slut/masochist and am seeking Sadists who employ a large amount of cruelty. my oral skills have vastly improved as well. i am ready to go.

a couple i have previously served are going to give me a test drive. so i will be unavailable to serve others unless i am cut loose for some reason. i know i will do my part to make it work.

spent the last four weeks serving a Dom/me Couple. it was my first experience with extended service, and i loved it!!  i hope i can find a more long term position with a Dominant Couple. i was not allowed an orgasm during that four week period, it is the longest i have been denied an orgasm. i dont see any problems with a longer period of denial, especially if i am locked. i was bummed when my service ended because i knew as soon as i got home i would masturbate, wasting my four week accomplishment. i have learned that i feel more complete and useful when my focus is on the pleasures of others. i learned the only orgasms i should expect, are the ones in my mouth. during those four weeks, i would service them with my mouth, or clean up after they had sex, and sometimes they just had me watch. 

i almost purchased a metal chastity tube when i got home, but i decided to wait a little while longer, i hope to find a permanent position and my new Owners will choose for me which tube or belt for me to buy, one that best suits THIER needs and requirements, not mine. i will promptly get whatever piercing(s) the belt or tube requires to secure it. i am committed and ready for service.

had an incredible experience with an incredible couple last night. found myself in thier back bedroom, which is totally empty with just a bunch of eyebolts screwed into one wall. after they secured me to the wall in the spread eagle position, they took turns whipping me, then the canes came out and i received a pretty brutal caning, easily one of the most intense i have ever received. they let me down as she decided she wanted an orgasm and they wanted to give me a chance to recover a bit from the beating. she enjoyed two orgasms and i found myself back on the wall where they whipped me some more and then brought out the floggers, thankfully no canes the second time around as i dont know if i could have taken another caning, my ass was pretty much destroyed. during the flogging, another couple showed up. they did not join in, they just wanted to watch. when the second round of corporal was done, i was taken down from the wall, instructed to kneel and she proceeded to tie my wrists and ankles. she brought out a pair of clothes pins that had a rubber band wrapped around the business end of each one. she put these on my nipples and the pain was instant and intense, i needed those things off of me NOW. but that would not be the case. she told me they would only come off when i was done. but i didnt know what i had to finish yet, and she didnt say anything, she just went to the bedroom door and called out for someone. meanwhile, i was frantic in my need to get those clamps off. in walks a naked male and stops right in front of me. i think he might have been one of thier other subs, but i dont know for sure, they didnt say. she reminded me that the clamps would not come off until i finished... she did not spell it out for me, but i had a pretty good idea of what she meant. so i opened my mouth but he took a step backwards, so i had to scootch forward on my knees to get to work, pretty humiliating, but i am pretty sure that was the intention. i went to town on that guys cock as my nipples were on FIRE and i was desperate to get those things off. i was fortunate that he came pretty quick, but when he was done, he walked out the door and she followed him and called out again. i was so dissappointed as i thought i was going to get those things off of me, but i wasnt done. after a few seconds, another naked male walked in and stopped a few feet in front of me. again i had to wiggle myself across the floor on my knees to get to work. this one took a little longer, which was agony, because the rubber bands made those things squeeze so hard. they seem to get worse over time, where as other clamps you get used to over time, not these. not to mention that i had to do all this with an audience of four, very humiliating. when the second guy finished, he walked out and the others all stood up from thier chairs, nobody saying anything, and walked towards the bedroom door, walked out of the room and the last one out turned off the lights and closed the door. i was alone, in the dark, and those dammed things were still on my nipples. i confess i tried to contort myself enough to remove them myself, but i could not get to them. nobody said anything to me as they left, i didnt know what to expect, how long i would have to wait. i was now for the first time at thier house, scared. i was desperate to get those clamps off of me, but i managed to pull myself together, calm myself down, and hold myself together to quietly wait for them to come back. i would guess that it was about ten minutes that i was there waiting, but they did come back, and when they came back, she told me that i was done and then removed the clamps, which hurt like hell. they still hurt, it hurts just to have my shirt rub against them. she handed me my clothes, mentioned that the guys were trusted (and safe) friends. i will just have to trust them as what is done is done. overall, it was a great night. and i hope there is another sometime.

played with a real nice couple last night. they had me strip as soon as i got there, we talked for a bit then i served them thier dinner and then pleasured them both orally. the next couple of hours were a mixture of bondage and corporal. the whole night was me naked and them clothed. when they grew tired of beating me, they had me service them again once more, handed me my clothes and pushed me out the door, i had to get dressed on their front porch (good thing it was really late). i then drove home and masturbated, wishing i were locked up and they required my continued service. but unfortunately, they only wanted a slave for the night. must keep looking.