MarlisRawson

Male Dominant, 50, Ontario

Male Dominant, 44

Male Submissive, 37, redbank, South Carolina

I'll admit to being impatient and at times very disorganized.  At times, things might slip my mind briefly, but I am working to better myself. What will come, will come.  In the meantime, it's good to have friends and let things evolve as they will.

For those that are keeping track, I have been learning and growing in the BDSM Community for two years.  For those that might want to meet Me, I will be attending the Asylum on saturday the 19th.

There's munches in Eugene weekly on Mondays.  Very Informative. Open Houses, which are like mini-parties, on Tuesdays every week.  Very fun and does help in exploration. Other than that, I'm looking for friends and where it goes from there, we'll see.

Profile changed. I am more satisfied with it. Hopefully people still read all the journal entries as well as the specific interests of a full profile.

Hmm. With some thought, I might need to change My profile. I'm not sure if it accurately portrays what I want, nor My gentle undemanding ways.

I've been doing some thinking and it might be that My profile needs be changed. Easier and faster is to do a journal entry. I run a Gorean room, yes. And it is indeed a core part of defining My philosophy, but far from all of it. I find Myself more like a Guardian, Teacher or Sentry. A person set out into the world to guide and protect His flock. Men can learn. Women can learn. All things in Life are lessons and should be seen as such. I cherish and treasure everything. Don't put Me in a classification for labels restrict. I prefer things loose and to develop of their own accord. I'm also finding that I'm far from the stereo-typical Dom and distant from the oft-romanticized Master. Make no mistake though, I have an iron Will and a Way that will be followed. If it comes to Me being an asshole to get something done, fine, I'll be the asshole as long as it gets done. Another thing I think I should work on is the idea of others doing for Me. I was raised to be self-reliant and self sufficient. It's hard for Me to not want to do things Myself, but I will work on such.

I am pleased to announce that the gal I've been talking to for the past few months has finally submitted and accepted Me as her Master and Owner. Most of My time will be with My flower now.

Well. Good news. Flogger works great. I was given a bonger as a gift. My sensation play is holding steady and I'm getting to be known.

Definitely learning and progressing. I'm quite good at sensation play. Recently bought a suede flogger. Love it. And I can hit My mark consistently with either hand. I can sting or thud with it. Looking forward to the MAsT meeting on the 19th. Might even go to the Fetish Ball.

Well now. Been a while. I'll post here, but I doubt it'll be read. I've found I definitely enjoy and have a knack for sensation play and massage. Looking forward to learning flogging. I used a belt one time to beat and it brought the bottom to orgasm twice. I'm more of a thud than a sting if I do botom, but I enjoy top more.

Well. Here I am again. Been a while so there's a bit to say kinda. The munch went alright. Tried a new sandwich and was actually satisfied for $8.80. Kinda talked and visited a bit. I suppose I enjoyed Myself. Went to the open house too. It seemed a bit subdued. I met a beautiful girl that I liked, but nothing's happened. Didn't really get to play and the night wrapped up earlier than before, around midnight. Told My ex about the munch. She's thinking of going with a friend. Should be interesting. I'm glad We're still friends or it would be damn akward. Just got back from Fetish Night at Diablo's. It was fun. Mostly exhibits and I didn't volunteer for anything. Mostly females that got on stage too. I left around last call for the bar, about the time things had settled into the club mode with dancing and pairing. Neither of which I'm very good at so I left to consider things. I guess I'll make a post tomorrow night after the munch dinner. And prolly after the open house. I'm looking forward to the party on the 7th. Should be fun, and in a more relaxed venue than a place with pounding music and people just wanting to get drunk and pair off after strutting on the dance floor.

Well. Went to the meet-n-greet. Was a little uncomfortable. Felt like odd-man out. But I guess that's to be expected being the new one to the group. Seemed to mostly be harder than I'm into. And I might have needed to speak up. Guess We'll have to see what develops there.

Well. In analysis, I think I've learned a little about Myself. I'm not so much into voyeurism. I do enjoy sensation play, and I do like to top in it(give it).

Well. I suppose I should start with a bit about Myself. Most of My experience is as a Jarl in a Gorean r/p chatroom. I like it. However, My experience is limited to online. I was referred here by one of My slaves on Saturday(3/10) I think. Thru a lady I met thru CM.com, here, I found out about the local fetish/kink groups. Went to a Munch on Monday. Quite informative. I will admit i was a bit reserved for the first half hour so it was not as benefitting as one might hope. Hope to continue attendance. On Tuesday night to Wednesday, now, Just got back in fact, I attended an open house. More scening/play as expected. Quite relaxed. I watched a little. Even tried a little play. Amazing what is in the category of play that we don't think of as kink or fetish. A small experience in sensation play, massage, turned out to be a big success. After watching out sensation play scene, My hands itched and My mind burned with inspiration. I gave 2 massages that were recieved quite well. Both ladies were incredibly receptive. Later on, I got a chance to continue a bit of sensation play in an upstairs room and it was great. My partner was an older lady, but her body was beautiful in My opinion and quite receptive. I'll admit arousal and a small gem afterward. Definitely something to do again. Other than that, I will be going to a Meet'N'Greet with the local Gorean subset on Saturday. Looking forward to that.

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