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Hello...thnks for reading my profile.
I am a 39 yo divorced w/m. I have a strong need and desire to be feminized and turned into a slut. Your slut.
I guess I have always had that desire, but it is a strong and vibrant feeling within me now and has been for sometime now.
I tried to live a "normal" life, got married and had children but it was not for me. I am now determined to do what makes me happy and I know that making this change will make me happy. I enjoy the sexuality of both male and females and I am not hung up on labels or conformity. It has taken me quite a while for me to realize I am who I am. As I was younger I always had a mesmorizing interest in transsexual women, and I began to act on that later in life. When I acted on it I was always drawn to being a bottom and performing traditional female role. I LOVED sucking cock and taking dick in my ass. THe bigger the better. The wilder the better, the more people the better. While enjoying every aspect of bottoming I always returned to my life and functioned as a "normal" male. I still do. I always rationalized that I was drawn to the female form and the fact that I liked that they had a dick was just my little quirk. In the last several years, I have begun to crave cock. I have a desire to be the nastiest, sluttiest bottom whore I can be. That turns me on. I want to please others, I need to please others. THe thought CONSUMES me. I need to make this transformation to complete me.
Now for the tricky part. I still have minor children that I love dearly, and while I am willing to prepare for this transition and will work towards this transition I will not complete it until they are all of age and hopefully I can talk to them about it as an adult. So I am looking for someone who will be strong with me, guide me, use me, teach me but be patient with me. Basically, I don't want to go full time until I have had a chance to explain it to them myself.
I am also looking for some latitude with regard to my job. I do work as a male and will continue to so for the time being. Unfortunately, we all need to work and make a living, but I am taking steps to make myself more independent in my working status.
I am 6' tall and 242lbs. I has dark hair and green eyes. I have lost 55lbs recently and will continue to lose weight until I am done to 190lbs. I am Italian and I have hair on my body, I will need someone who can help me deal with that issue as well. Finally, I will NOT
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