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	10/5/12 I am no longer searching. I have been found by Master. I wish all well. 10/3/12 I am continuing the exploration period with my Master. I am not seeking any other Doms at this time. I wish you good fortunes in your searches. By the way, the picture is Venus at the Mirror by Rubens. m 8/6/12 An update: Presently I am being considered by a Master. Offers from others are kind but cannot be accepted during this time of discovery. While I do not expect the situation to change, if it should I will be happy to hear from others. I wish you well. m Quietly obedient Feminine Childlike in enthusiasm Intelligent Educated Married BBW

9/7/2012 12:23:01 PM

Being a submissive female is one thing. Being a little is another. But the two in me flow together sweetly like two branches of a stream meet and laughingly form one softly flowing brook.

There is a man who thinks I am what he wants. He has the power to guide me. He has the voice. The touch. And while there is much trust, there is the little begging not to be hurt as she has been hurt before. She hid silent and still for many years. And the submssve in me did poorly as the little held most of the joy.

What should I do? It is hard to express my fears. He uses the s word and he scares me. The s word is not sex which delights me. The word in terror my little flees is Sadist.

5/17/2012 7:09:38 PM

Ode to a flaccid penis

(With apologies to John Keats)

My pussy aches, and a drowsy numbness pains
My sense, as though of tequila I had drunk,
Or emptied valium to the drains
One minute past, and into langour had sunk:
Tis not through envy of your floppy cock,
But being too horny for your enlimpened stalk.

That thou, unexcited by my licking tongue,
In some distraction sit,
Watching ESPN, or CSN, or virtues sung
By fly fishermen or some weird shit,
My 3 speed vibrator I use,
Ah the pleasures of self abuse.

8/9/2011 11:17:48 AM

I returned.

Still haven't found what I am looking for. I know you are there. I run into you in other states online. You speak to me and make my heart warm to you, make me feel comfortable in your arms.

You only have to show me the love I need to capture me and I will bend my knee happily to you and my neck for your collar.

Too many times the other kind have spoken to me. The ones who "look fair, seem foul"? No more please.

Daddy, where are you?

6/10/2011 7:29:46 AM

There's just no way to say how much I love you
You never make me cry and that's just fine
I've only got my fear to burn above me
You know we all get scared from time to time

Love me with your head and heart
Love me from the place it starts
Love me with your head and heart
Love me like a child

There's just no way to play the things I'm feelin'
No way to tell you all the things you mean
Every day I only feel like stealin'
Away to where I know I can be free

Love me with your head and heart
Love me from the place it starts
Love me with your head and heart
Love me when I'm wild

Laying down the ways to say I need you
Scared of lookin' tall and feeling small
Running through the days I have beside you
Scared of being wrong, and that's it all

Love me with your head and heart
Love me from the place it starts
Love me with your head and heart
Love me like a child

Head and Heart, John Martyn

6/5/2011 7:28:35 PM

Spent the day shopping for beautiful corsets, lingerie and sexy shoes. And I will look good in them. But I will look better in your arms.

6/3/2011 11:08:07 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tluc_Q06n2w

6/1/2011 7:33:49 AM

I had such hopes it would rain as I saw that in the forecast. But so far there is nary a drop. I need the rain to help my spirits. Too many sunny days are hard for me to take.

The more I seek a Master, the more I know I do so for emotional satisfaction as much as sexual. This concerns me as I do not know how much emotional satisfaction a Master might afford. I am sent offers from sadists and those who enjoy humiliation for sexual pleasure. I politely decline them of course.

I watch my dog Dash and see myself in him. He sits at my feet deeply wanting to please, to be played with, to be petted, to do something right. When Doms call me “pet” I brighten at the phrase. Although my idea of a pet and theirs’ may be wholly different.

One is writing me from *****. He has been very pleasant but he did mention the word “cage” and seems to enjoy bondage more than I do, at least for now. Bondage, as in physical restraint, has not been really my thing.

Another from ******* has not yet shown himself to me. Though we have been in contact over a week he has not made but one effort to see me face to face and had to cancel that one. This is a concern to me. I know there are gamers on the site.

A great many out of state Masters write and I politely explain about a need for local. They are for the most part extremely polite and courteous as well in their acceptance of my reply.

But today is one of those days when I desperately wish to be at boot heel with my head lying against him, having him touch me and use me. To see his pleasure on his face from what I do to please him. To hear the sounds he makes taking me. To be able to serve him.

Instead I sit at a computer reading police reports and documents relaying information about people who hurt their kids. I need no sadists to cause me pain. My empathy for the kids is sufficient.

5/27/2011 10:10:34 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYzo6NJBKco&feature=player_embedded

Because it always makes me laugh.

5/27/2011 8:51:04 AM

Just some thoughts that seemed to fit.

If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to her. Don't try to fool her. It will amount to insulting her and insulting her is not at all good. If this happens she can become a terribly hard-hearted and sarcastic female and she will hate what she has become. If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice. She needs a man who is stronger than she is and weakness in him won't get her sympathy at all.

He will be expected to behave like a real man, who can dominate her and make her proud. At the same time, he should enjoy her individuality. He should have a good intellect and be totally masculine. He must be able to handle tough situations with poise. After she becomes committed, she will shower you with all her love and attention. Her whole life will start revolving around you and she will be extremely loyal and exceedingly passionate.
She has strong feelings about everything that is related to her. It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings.

Determination and tenacity are her basic personality traits. She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative. If you have been able to win her devotion, you can be sure you will never feel lonely again. She will be totally devoted to you.

For her, the future, the happiness and the dreams of her man hold the supreme importance. She will always defend him fiercely in public and won't take nicely to anyone taking advantage of him. She will always encourage him to reach for the stars, build his courage and never let him turn back from midway. She loves her home and keeps it spic and span.

Now comes the dangerous part. She is extremely jealous and fiercely possessive. She is prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you. This is her most troublesome trait. She often speaks without thinking but will never divulge your secrets.

She has a sense of fairness and justice. As a mother, she helped her children become independent, fair, strong and proud of themselves, the way she is of them. She encouraged them to develop their innate talents.

She can drown you in her passion. But then, she can also bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey. She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances. Once you win her love, you will never be lonely again.

5/25/2011 6:45:27 AM

5/25/11

The water is very deep here and this one has not the skills to swim yet. She made missteps on the forums. She displeased. Hard for a pleaser to take. Best to remain quiet there. There are whirlpools that pull her in and down. Quicksand to slow her progress. Hopefully her density will clear enough to learn by watching.