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About Mady5683
My name is Elsie. I'm 20, I've been a submissive for almost?four years now and I've had my ups and downs... Oh, and you can call me Little Monster.. ≧﹏≦
I'd like to explore more into the BDSM lifestyle, to find out what else I like.. I love the Daddy(Mommy)/Little relationship.... I like playing rough and hard. If you want to know anything else about me just ask..
Other than that, I'm a very good girl, very understanding.. I hope you have a Good Day... |
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I feel like I've grown within the past year I've been on this site, I've had my ups and downs, several bonds in which I realized that I had either not gone deep enough, or too deep... Trying to find the balance is hard. I've learned that my own emotions can hurt others, that's never been my intentions. At that point in time, I felt what I said, and everything was true. I look back, and realize that I should've "grown up" more, before I tried living within the lifestyle. But, I guess these are all just lessons in life. And experiences we all learn in time. I just want to grow and be a good person, a good submissive for whoever I end up with.. But I shouldn't try and speed things up, i know everything will come in its own time. It's just difficult to wait.. I apologize for my small rant. I hope everyone has a good evening... Much Love, Little Monster *rawr* |
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I have an open relationship with my Daddy. We are both looking for someone willing to participate with both of us.. If you have any questions just ask.. there are boundaries that need to be talked about if you choose to accept it. It may be male and/or female. So long as the male is willing to engage on my daddy as well, apart from me. And this willing partner may be a switch or submissive, or liitle girl or little boy. I hope to hear from you soon. *kissies* |
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Decisions.. another strong word..
One in which could bring heartbreak, pain, and loneliness.. Decisions are hard.. And I hate making them.. But as of right now, my decision is to be free and alone.. I need time... time to think, to evaluate, and Decide what it is that I want in life.. I'm far too young and naive to know about what I want right now.. I need space.. To breathe.. Please.. |
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Distance..... It's such a strong word.. With many meanings behind it. A word I've grown to dislike very much. Distance, what's keeps me from being happy. Keeps me from seeing the man I love and need in my life. Time... Another word that is dreadful. Time... Something you never get back. Time, feeling as I'm not having enough of it.. Not enough time with him. Knowing he has to leave my side to go back home. Not knowing when I'll see him again. Time... Don't waste it. |
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Punishment from Master...
I will punish myself because I was being a brat to Master, and talking back to him. I made Master become upset with me, and I will fix it, by punishing myself for him.
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Haven't posted in a while. I've been busy... Yet, I feel like my Master and I have grown much more. I feel like he's let me in his life so much more than I have ever been with anyone else. I love him. And being with him is all I want. Apart from just talking on the phone, I want to make everything we've talked about, a reality. No more Fantasies. He's my reality, my future. The love of my life. |
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Finally... The night came... And I know for sure, I'm completely lost in love with my master. Finally got to meet him. And in a "not so great" situation, but as expected, my WhiteKnight, came to my rescue. I was a little damsel in distress. As he picked me up and drove me home, the teasing was incredible. Something I just couldn't get enough of. His strong warm hands wondering my body.... Hehe. The excitement of being told to be half naked in the seat, knowing I was obeying my Master's comand. Perhaps it's too much detail to say everything he did to me. But, let's just say, my pussy still feels the sting. I want so much more. I didn't want to leave my Master. It was difficult. I just wish I could've spend the night at his house. In his bed, next to his warm body.. But I know the rules of being in his house, hehe, no clothes... Mmm. I love you Master. You, and only you will be mine, and only I will be yours. |
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I feel lucky to have my Master.. Who loves me.. Someone who truly sees me in his future.. I am so in love.. I apologize for so much emotional stuff or whatever in my journals.. But I'm a romantic. So too bad.. :p hehe. Well, I'm meeting him this Saturday. So damn excited for what's to come. For the future we have planned for each other. It's so overwhelmingly amazing and happy... I become speechless sometime.. Just replaying his voice in my mind. Well, I'm bed, thinking of him. My Master. My Love. My Soulmate. My Everything. I love him. He's mine. And I'm happy. :) Good Night Everyone. Muah. Hehe xoxo |
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It's truly incredible.. What one person can do to you.. Today is officially the day I have myself fully to my Master.. In Body, heart, soul, and mind. In all honesty, it's a bit nerve wrecking.. How one person can affect someone so much. But My Master, he's mine Forever and Always. And I love him with all my heart. I can't see myself without him. He's going to take care of me, love me, cherish me, need me, and want me. As much as I.. I feel like he was who I was meant to be with. The one my soul looked so hard for.. My soulmate. My Master. |
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Recently, I've learned that sometimes you have to let go, in order to gain something better in life... People, pets, anything.. I've made a transition, that probably could've gone smoother, had I done it right. I somewhat feel bad in how I left things with a certain person.. But it just wasn't working the way I wanted.. I wanted more than just a regular Dom/Sub relationship.. I wanted love... Needed it... Now, I feel like I've found it.. My WhiteKnight has come to rescue me from my castle of darkness.. And he's the Prince of my fantasy.. He loves me.. And I'm growing to love him too. Wish us the best of luck.. :) For we are distanced 3 hours.. I pray that I will see him in person, to feel him love me.. To feel the pleasure of pain he can bistow upon my body.. I love you my WhiteKnight. I belong to you, and only you. |
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I am in control.. I haven't lost my mind.. Picking up the pieces of the mess you left behind. I don't need your condescending words, about me looking lonely.. I don't need your arms to hold me.. 'Cause Misery is waiting on me.
~LittleMonster
(Misery Loves my Company -Three Days Grace)
------ Here's to all those bitches who's played with my emotions ------- |
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Laying in bed again.. Just tired.. I'm open to talk to anyone, for help, advice, or even just to have someone to talk to.. Its better in email.. Monster5683@hotmail.com
Hope to hear from good people.. Not really looking for dirty talking.. Muah!!
~Daddy'sLittleMonster
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Tonight, as I lay in bed, thinking about activities i'd rather be doing..... Playing with her.. Wanting to have someone dominate my pussy. |
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