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This was a very tough year. I lost someone very special to me. It will take some time to heal..yes life does go on but it takes time.
Healthwise, I just had a very bad bout of pneumonia. Both lungs were almost completely filled with fluid. Just got out of hospital Nov 6. Was in over a week. This also takes time. I take things very slowly and if that is not acceptable for someone, then just keep moving on :) |
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OK I guess it's time for a new entry. March 9 was 3 yrs ago I had my esophagus cancer surgery. I've lost 170 lbs. Am cancer free yay yay but now am malnourished. Cant get the whole eating thing back on track. Cos of this, I'm not where I should be health wise. I post it here because it IS a part of me and how I live right now. I do walk with a cane at times, when I get a little off balance.
Ive done so much soul searching thru the years. I've come to realize that after all these years of denying/fighting/refusing...I DO understand poly. I do believe it is doable and possible in my life, as long as the relationship is a well functioning, happy and healthy relationship. If "home" isnt working, you cant expect to bring in another. Just my opinion. I will NOT, however, be the dirty little secret on the side. I wont be someones extra marital affair. I deserve better than that and wont accept that.
My likes in this thing that we do.. vary. I used to be able to tolerate and handle ALOT of pain and my pain tolerance was very high. Since my surgery, and not playing as often or as hard as I used to, my tolerance is way low dammit hehehehehe
My fav I think is knifeplay.. mmmmmmm OMG I LOVE knifeplay. I love wax, fireplay, flogging, KNIVES, a good caning, altho not often, cupping, just a short list of so many wonderful things. NOT a big fan of spanking unless its like a warmup for other things to come. I can take thud way more than I can take sting.
Please don't send me cock pics, or msgs telling me how I should come meet you and have wild sex with you.. or meet you and play with you. I will just laff at you and ask you if that stupid line works for you :) cos it doesnt work for me.
I still run the Queens BDSM munch It's now either the 2nd or 3rd Friday of every month. If you want more info, please feel free to msg me and ask about it. :)
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June 1, 2013
Just dropping by to say HI to everyone!!! I see some checking up on me. Gotta love peepers :) It's all good! Hope ya like what ya see. If ya don't, too bad hehehehe
Just always remember to keep it real and be happy!! |
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As of January 29, 2013, I am now 132 lbs but most importantly, from Oct's petscan. I AM CANCER FREE!! Yay me!! Still working on getting stronger and healthier.. it will take some time...but I'm trying!! Its been so long since I've added pics on here.. I forgot how to do that.. so when my brain figures out how to do that, I will add more pics heheheh
Have a great everything!!
Don't forget, I still run the Queens munch monthly. If interested in attending.. just msg me here for the info. It will be held in a different venue for Feb..which btw...is on February 14. :) Come spend Valentine's Day with other kink minded people!! |
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Today is Oct 5, 2012. I now weigh 138 lbs! OMG . .never in my entire life did I even fathom the idea of being that wgt! I still cant wrap my head around that hehehehe
I'm still not where I should be, health wise, but I'm trying..getting there slowly. Still weak and fall often but..just started physical therapy this past Wed. I will be having another PetScan on Wed Oct 10...to see if there is anything showing up..let's keep fingers crossed that it shows I'm still cancer free!! :) Last 2 petscans showed something but they didnt know what it was..so they will be looking again next week.
I'm not really on the search for a Master..as I need to get ME better first. I look at it this way, if it happens, wonderful, if it doesn't, that's ok too.
Please do not waste your time or mine if you are married and cheating. Wont be the dirty little secret on the side. I deserve better!! :) I'm open to poly but I need to know and be secure within our relationship before we think of adding another..if that makes sense. Make sure home is good before you start expanding.
I still host the Queens BDSM Monthly Munch..2nd Thurs of every month. Took a break from doing the Paddles Munch I think till Jan 2013. Too many holidays and such.
Please feel free to msg me if you have any questions about the munches.
Have a great day/nite. Remember to always be thankful and tell the people you love, how you feel. Life is too short and can be taken away in the blink of an eye. xoxoxoxox |
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Ok another update :) As of January 19, 2012, I am CANCER FREE!!!!!! yay me!!
So, I've now lost 137 lbs. I am now 162 lbs!!! woooooooohooooooooo
I am getting better ..slowly but surely. Dr told me I'm NOT allowed to lose any more wgt.
2011 was a year that kicked my ass..badly.. but..2012 is the year I get better and stronger!!! I'm working on strengthening my legs and building my arms back to having some muscles. After being in bed in the hospital for 7 wks, and then losing so much wgt so quickly, I lost all muscle tone and strength.. so now my focus is strengthening my legs and arms. :) Life is good and I'm thankful I was given a second chance at life!!! |
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wooohooo so excited!! Tnite is the Halloween Rocky Horror Picture Show Cruise!!!! Great cruise, great friends, and great times!!! yay!! |
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Just me here with another update :) .. As of 9/19/11..Ive lost 105 lbs. Ok..so I do hafta admit.. being sick was soooo NOT the way to lose it.. but..I AM losing it and Im getting stronger and better slowly but surely. |
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Just updating again. As of August 27, I DID IT!!! I hit the 100 lbs lost mark. woohooo yay me!!! |
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I just added a new photo of me that was taken July 30, 2011 :) 94 lbs lighter .. yay me!! If you want to see the new pic, click on pics and it is the second picture. Its of me in a black summer dress with big white flowers on it.. Hey, dont judge the dress heheheeh I was at a luau party :) |
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Wooohooo TESfest is tomorrow!!! Fri-Mon!! Not much playing for me since Im still healing from surgery and taking certain meds..but. .I CAN do wax and knife play yummm. Anyone going to TESfest?? Send me a msg..Ill have my laptop with me. Hope to see you there!! |
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The New York Senate, 33-29, passed the legislation that would legalize marriage between same-sex couples. Woooohoooo it's about time!!!!! <applauding> |
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Anyone going to TESfest this year??
Go to www.tes.org
and look for the info on TESfest!! Celebrating its 40th year!! Will have a blast!!!!!!!! CHECK IT OUT!!!!
www.tes.org
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wooohooo going to Staten Island for the meet & greet/play party tnite. I love my friends :) |
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"A woman is never too large if she can fit within your heart.....nor too small if she can fill it" UNKNOWN AUTHOR
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hehehehe here we go again..let the checking up on me begin..again :)
*waves hello as her peeper checks up on her*
Just to update..since you're checking... all is well..all is fine. No news to report, no tragedies..no heartbreaks :)
Happy Nude Rear to you all !!!!! |
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Happy Gobble Gobble Bird Day!!! May you have health, happiness, love and peace in your life. Please remember to give thanks for what you DO have rather than dwell on what you DON'T have.
Remember our soldiers out there. God bless and thank them. May you always have enough.
This piece was written by Bob Perks.
I wish you enough sun
to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain
to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness
to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain
so that the smallest joys in life
appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain
to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss
to appreciate all you possess.
I wish you enough hellos
to get you through the final goodbye. |
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woohooo goin to the Medeival Faire at Fort Tryon in Manhattan today :) Wearing my Renne dress!! Meeting up with a bunch of friends there... gonna have a great day.. :) |
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Why is it so hard to find a man that isnt playing with 100 other women? Not meaning to sound bitter, just curious!! Yes I talk to more than one person..but..when I'm talking to someone, I give them my full attention. I'm not carrying on 2 or more conversations at the same time. If you message someone, that would mean, IMHO, that you want to chat with them. Why message another at the same time, then make each person wait while you talk to the other one.
If you are interested in me, then make me see that. Don't think that by messaging me every so often is going to keep me dangling on a string waiting on your every word. In some areas, I am old fashioned, and I will not pursue you. I'm not gonna message you and chase you..nor will I call you, UNLESS I know you are truly interested and am not made to feel like this is just a waste of time. :) This isnt written with any one person in mind. Its actually to a few that I am currently chatting with hehehehe |
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wooohooo One more week until Floating World! If anyone here is going to Floating World, why don't you drop me a line. Would love to meet other folks :)
There are a few Meet & Greets scheduled for Friday Aug 20..from 7pm-9pm. :)
Hope to see many of you there!!!!
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This Saturday, July 24, is the next Paddles munch. It is also when I will be celebrating my birthday (which is today, July 19)
So please come join me in celebrating my birthday!!
Moonstruck Diner 9th avenue and 23rd street at 8pm. Ask for Peggy. We then go over to Paddles after dinner, where just for attending the munch, you will get a great discount to get into Paddles.
Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeee :) |
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I'm here at TESFest woohooo
Having a great time as usual :)
Got some play time coming tnite mmmm fireplay yummmm and then another playtime with a great friend.. knives and wax and floggers and canes..oh my
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Wooohoooo 2 more weeks until TESFest :) I can't wait!!! If you don't know what TESFest is.. go to www.tes.org and then look for TESFest :) I always have an awesome time. Great time and great friends. Hope to see you there!! |
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Too funny, I love when people put.. must be discreet.. in their profiles, but they DONT put that they are married. |
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Actually going out tnite and doing something totally vanilla hehehehehe
Gonna go hang out with some good friends and help celebrate my friend Connie's 50th birthday!! |
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Hey Hi everyone!!!
Just to let you all know that the next Paddles munch will be March 27, 2010. Moonstruck Diner at 8pm..9th ave & 23rd street. Ask for Peggy. We then go to Paddles after..around 10ish..where you will receive a great discount to get in.. just for attending the munch. If you plan on attending, please contact me and let me know so I'll know how many to expect. Hope to see you there!! :)
The winter is over and nice weather is upon us. Come out and have a good time and celebrate the spring :) |
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Hey Hi everyone!!!
Just to let you all know that the next Paddles munch will be February 27, 2010. Moonstruck Diner at 8pm..9th ave & 23rd street. Ask for Peggy. We then go to Paddles after..around 10ish..where you will receive a great discount to get in.. just for attending the munch. If you plan on attending, please contact me and let me know so I'll know how many to expect. Hope to see you there!! :) |
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I hope you all had a very happy and healthy whatever you celebrate holiday :) |
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Happy Gobble Gobble Bird Day!!! May you have health, happiness, love and peace in your life. Please remember to give thanks for what you DO have rather than dwell on what you DON'T have.
Remember our soldiers out there. God bless and thank them.
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Urgh..It's been 8 weeks now but I don't think I'll ever get used to waking up at 3:00 am to go to work.. WHOSE idea was it for people to wake up that early and NOT be having sex? hehehehe |
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Saturday September 26th is the next Paddles Munch. It is held at the Moonstruck Diner at 8:00pm..9th ave & 23rd street. Ask for Peggy ..that'd be me! Why dont you join us. After the munch, we will head over to Paddles around 10pm. Youll get a great discount to get into Paddles, just for attending the munch. Please let me know if you intend on joining us. Hope to see you there!! |
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heheheehheeh omg.. .its all too funny...way predictable ..but in the end.. its all good!!
Mean what you say and say what you mean.. cos in the end.. those that matter, dont mind.. those that mind.. DONT MATTER. |
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:) Had a blast at Floating World!! It sold out!! wow 1200 people .. woohooo !!!
Once again, saw old friends, made new ones.. I'm truly blessed and thankful. |
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Woooohooooo Floating World is tomorrow and I'm psyched!! This will be my first time attending Floating World. Its sold out at 1200 people..wow wow wow!! Holy Floggers Batman
I cant believe how many people I know that will be there!! Friends old and new, I cant wait!! Not bringing laptop with me...BUT..Iffn anyone here is going and wants to meet up.. leave a msg here for me and I will at some point check my msgs here. Or email me at lusciousbrat100@yahoo.com That will be easier for me to check than Collarme I would think. There will also be a huge bulletin board there ..so leave me a note!!! Lots of meet & greets going on !!
Have a great weekend everyone!! Play safe and have fun!!
Peggy |
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Altho my bday is July 19, myself and 14 others are going out Sat July 18 to celebrate it!! Going to Uno's and then a bar/karaokee. I'm so lucky to have wonderful friends to help me celebrate my birthday. What more could I wish for :) |
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TESfest was awesome as usual!! Met some wonderful people, saw old friends, made new ones!! had intense scenes, got stapled with purple ribbon ..i am truly blessed with wonderful friends.. new and old!! cant wait for Floating world !!! |
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Woohooo TESfest is coming this week!!! Thurs- Sun!! I cant wait. I just love TESfest! So many wonderful scenes.. so many wonderful people! Iffn anyone here is planning on attending..let me know and perhaps we can meet up there! |
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The next Paddles Munch is June 27th, at the Moonstruck Diner, located at 9th avenue and 23rd street at 8:00pm. Around 10pm, we head over to Paddles..where youll get a great discount to get in just for attending the munch. There will be the monthly Slave Auction .. and... starting this month, Paddles will have a Birthday cake for all the people celebrating their birthdays. So why dont you join us at the munch and then at Paddles. Please let me know! Hope to see you there! Feel free to contact me if you require any further information. |
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This Saturday nite, May 23 is the Paddles Munch. Moonstruck Diner 9th ave & 23rd st ..8:00pm.. Ask for Peggys group.
Afterwards around 10pm we will head over to Paddles. Youll get a discount to get into Paddles and you can attend the Slave auction which is held the same nite. For further info feel free to contact me at lusciousbrat100@yahoo.com :) hope to see you there!! |
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This Saturday, April 25, at 8:00 pm is the monthly Paddles Munch.
Moonstruck Diner.. 9th avenue and 23rd street in Manhattan. Ask for Peggy's group <that would be me>.
After the munch, we all head over to Paddles, around 10pm. Youll not only meet great people and have decent food, but youll also get a great discount to get into Paddles that nite, just for attending the munch!! This Saturday at Paddles, is the Slave Auction. It begins around midnite. Everyone gets sold and we all have a great time. Its lots of fun..so why dont you join us this Saturday nite!!! Please, iffn you can, rsvp to me by Sat 6pm so i can let the diner know how many to set up for. Iffn you cant rsvp but wanna come anyways, please feel free!!! Hope to see you there. Please email iffn you have any further questions. |
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This Thursday, April 9th at 7:30 pm is the Queens
BDSM Monthly Munch.
Georgia Diner
86-55 Queens Blvd
Elmhurst, NY 11373
Ask for Peggy |
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a quick joke for you all :)
Two doctors are laying next to each other after having sex. He says to her, You must be a GYN, cos you sure know how to work that pussy. She says to him.. You must be an anesthesiologist cos i didnt feel shit!!!
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Before anyone gets worried that im upset, please understand that i am not angry or upset. i am LAUGHING AT someone's actions.. not writing this out of anger, but more out of pity for the person. No, no one is stalking me ..this is aimed at one particular person :)
Have a great day! Why dont you just be happy with what you have and stop worrying about what I'm doing and WHO I'm doing it with!
I have a wonderful family and great friends. I dont really care what is going on in your life.. so why are you sooooooooooo interested in mine that you need to check on me so much? You call my cell and then hang up.. too chicken to talk heheheh you check on me here.. heres a small tip for you..iffn yer gonna get other female subs to read my profile for you.. at least make sure YOUR name isnt on their friends list. heheheeh
Get a life and stop worrying about what I'm up to! Perhaps iffn you worried more about your life rather than mine, you might actually one day be happy :) I'm happy with myself and my life.. why dont you try doing the same!! I hope you find happiness and peace within yourself. |
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MAY YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY, HEALTHY, PEACEFILLED, PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!!!!! |
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Whatever you celebrate, I wish you love, happiness, good health, and peace to you all. May this holiday season find nothing but what you wish for and deserve :) |
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Happy Spanksgiving to everyone!!! In these financially troubled times, where we are having difficulties making ends meet, let us try to remember those with hardships before this recession hit, THEY have it even worse than us. Let us remember to be thankful for what we DO have and not dwell on what we dont have. Love, good health, roof over our heads, food in our bellies. What more is really needed? Happy Bird day!!!!! Happy and healthy to you all !! |
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eheheh gotta love the wannabes and losers. THEY initiate chat...then when they dont like an answer you give them, they then insult you and then deactivate their profile. talk about a coward heheheheeh |
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Saturday November 1.. Paddles BDSM club.. Halloween party given by DomsubFriends. 10pm-4am. Why dont you join us :) have a great time .. meet great people :) email me iffn you want/need more info
or go to www.paddlesnyc.com or www.domsubfriends.com
Paddles
250 W 26 street
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This Saturday, October 25th, is the Paddles Munch and then our monthly outing to Paddles.We meet at the Moonstruck Diner, located at 9th avenue and 23rd street.. at 8pm. Ask for Peggy. At 10 pm, we head over to Paddles ..250 W. 26 street. Youll get a discount to get into Paddles just for attending the munch. Join us.. great people decent food and then off to play at Paddles. Lemme know iffn you will be joining us. Hope to see you there!!! Feel free to email me iffn you need more info on the munch.
lusciousbrat100@yahoo.com |
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Went to TesFest and had an awesome time! woohooo tried a few new things and loved them. Saw old friends and made new ones. Life is good. im loving my marks heeheheh yummmmmmmmmmmm |
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wooooohooooo my pics are back!!!!! yeah!!!! *does the happy subbie dance* |
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ok who stole my pictures? i tried to change the main picture on here and clicked on update. the pics all disappeared? its been 3 days now.. collarme says it takes 72 hrs to update!! call the photo police!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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i just LOVE reading all the different profiles on here!! Some are good, some of them i can see the wannabes written all over them heheheeh some are cute, some are downright hysterical :) i love the ones that are written with a sense of humor! |
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