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	About LordofLightAZ I smoke, I drink, I don't lie and I don't cheat. I think Johnny Lang is cool. I like Metallica's version of "Turn the Page" I think "Darling Nikki" is better by the Foo Fighters. The directors cut of "Bladerunner" should have stayed at his house, now he has another one, maybe I will like it. Johnny Cash did "Hurt" so much better than Nine Inch Nails. I still seem to be lookiing for something. It is difficult to give up something you need. It is more difficult knowing I should not get involved in anything long term, but I do look for something than can last as long as it can. I was looking for a girl that craves to be owned, the one that looks at a man and just wishes she could satisfy him by sucking his cock; scrubbing his floors; sitting quietly while being watched kneeling spreading her legs the proper distance apart, that being the distance that he feel most accentuates her sex; one who absolutely knows that if he tells her something that it is true; one who know that a gift certificate to Home Depot will brighten a man's eyes more than money or sex and that in one way or another you will be happy with the results. I get a special thrill with a woman kneeling in front of me. Ready to do as I ask without question. Bound and blindfolded, you wonder what I am doing and why suddenly it smells like burning candles. I enjoy using ropes. I especially enjoy when the ropes are removed and I see those wonderful marks across a body. They fade so quick, I just want to start over again. I am no artist or craftsman, although I think I am. I do enjoy constructing things, a heck of a lot of them cause pain. I had hoped to find someone here that was made to serve. So far that has not come to fruition. I love to read, so I enjoy reading stuff that you post. I am very ritualistic in nature. I am quiet and can go long periods of time without speaking, not even to myself. I think Bruce Willis is the greatest actor to walk the earth, just kidding. Ever notice how "Last Man Standing" sure looks a lot like "A Fistful of Dollars" without the horses? I must be past middle aged cause I doubt I will make 98. If you are under 21, you must have a high school diploma or GED. Don't waste my time telling me I am a pig. If you are cleaning the house I won't be. Clean house clean mind, yeah right. Ifn u kant speil I wood be most unhapy. If you don't have a pic in your profile please include one with any mail to me, Hell send me a picture of Barbie Benton. I might believe you are her. If you are not computer literate, too bad, I don't feel like teaching you how to use yours. If you are computer literate do you do web design, I sure could use help.

Still alive.? I managed to get over 100 lbs.? Slowly gaining but still so far under what I should be it is disgusting.? It's like I have 2 cocks now.? In the old days the one would get hard and I would have to listen to it tell me that it needed to be sucked. ? Now this new one never gets hard but constantly needs attention.? I lay back in the chair and have to fulfill its ever demanding needs.? I have to tape it to my stomach to keep it from getting caught in pants or hanging out the bottom of my shirt. ?? Gaining weight? has made the old cock want attention as well.? If you think semen makes a mess you should see what happens when you drip isosource on stuff.

I still could use a slave that needs to scrub floors and pick up after me, simply for the joy of serving not to mention scrub my back while I keep cock #2 from getting wet.?

Lately a couple of folks here have been posting new journal entries that at least keep me entertained.? One even sounds like someone I left behind although I know she is not her.?? I hope they keep it up so I can at least live vicariously through their posts.

Still alive.? Still have no energy.? Still manage to check out who is here.

I am afraid to update my profile.? I would have to change the weight to under 100.? I am going in to get that rectified tomorrow.? I hope that? by pumping food into a tube in my stomach will get me up to 140 at least.? Try as I do I just can't swallow enough food.

I could use a slave that needs to scrub floors and pick up after me, simply for the joy of serving.? You sure as hell would not have to worry about me chasing you around the house as some days I get tired walking out to the mail box.

I managed to survive into a new year.? I hope that this year is a better year than the last one.? I still am pretty much sidelined by a lack of overall energy, but continue to make my mind work.? Now that is a dangerous thought.? Yes, even weak, my mind wanders into the dark side.? This year I hope to build some strange sadistic devices, just for fun.?

I am working on building my strength up, so that I can really swing the paddle again.?

I am also hoping to get more stories from subs and doms who need express themselves.? If you have something you would like to share with others please let me know.? I also hope to put my pen on the paper again and continue writing my own deranged thoughts.

Someone told me I look like Anthony Bourdain. ? This brought me to watching his show "No Reservations"? Last night I watched a rerun of his trip to Berlin.? If you get a chance you have got to check out the first few minutes.? The hotel he booked is really awesome.? The room with the cage looks kind of fun.

I added a new photo today.? This photo is for the ladys.? I know a lot of you like bathrooms.? So I have given you another bathroom to think about.

"if your online name says Master, Lord, Sir, or Daddy, guess what? You're none of the above. "

I've seen this or something like it in the past. Maybe I should start over. I never really gave it much thought. I had to come up with an nick handle on IRC. At the time is seemed pretty reasonable. I was/am a SciFi fan. I used to take care of a lot of Novell servers. I gave them names of places in the "Amber series", so I have computers named Avalon, Chaos, Rebma. I stretched out to use names from Piers Anthony characters as well, caught hell a few times with Thanatos, and I had trouble with spelling it right. I live in the "Valley of the Sun", you would think noone would take offense at "sungod", I love to lay out in the sun.

I think that anyone who has read the book that I take my nick from would know where I am coming from. Funny thing the characters real name is "Sam", which is what my brother picked for myspace, and is how I listed my "real name" "Sam I Am"

So I wonder should I change the nick to roselover, lasybastard, redbulldrunk. or tastyturgidmember?

What I really like about lordoflightaz is that I can abbreviate it down to LOLAZ. Which really comes in handy and makes me smile, LOL.

To the person I stole the quote from to start this: Don't judge a book by its cover. This old goat reads the pages.

If anyone has suggestions for a different nick please feel free to let me know what you think.

Never did find out what a gay guy is called.? Oh well, such is life. On to more serious thoughts.? Ladys when looking for someone within 10-15? years of your age be kind enough to specify? that they be 10-15 older.? I think that there are laws against chasing 8-13 year olds, just about everywhere in the world.?

If you live in Ghana we are not going to get along no matter how hot you are.

Now would some one please help me with the "Guy Gay thing"? I was reading a book and came across this "Woman lover. Why didn't she say to herself: lesbian? The English language was the greatest in the world but it had its faults. It was often too ambiguous. Woman lover could mean a man who loved women, a man or woman who loved women, or a woman who was a lover."

So it must stand to reason: Man lover could mean a man who loved men, a man or woman who loved men, or a man who was a lover.

And I am left without a singular word expression of a homosexual male.

Ah well, such is life.?

Just a silly question.

Is "Gay" sex specific? I never thought of it the way. I mean "lesbian" is female homesexual. What is a male homosexual called?

I'm not kidding here. It's like I know that there is a term for someone who "studies sadism" but is not a "sadist", can't remember what its. I guess once you start studying it you either become one or become a masochist, LOL.

I was going to say something but I realized it just wasn't worth it.?

I seem to still be alive. I guess I will continue to exist. As such I think it is about time that I actively start looking for someone to keep me occupied.? My profile says I weigh a lot more than I currently do.? I need someone to feed me grapes to get back up to that weight.

Just a comment on one of the newer features on CollarMe:? I love the limit search by distance.? Gas prices over $4.00 a gallon plus the time it takes to get anywhere in Phoenix make all the lovely slaves and subs in Mesa undesirable, truly a sad thing.? Maybe this is just 'cause I am lazy.? I hope you all put in the right zip code on your profile, so I will know that you are near me.

Well a milestone is reached.? Bad health made me doubt that I was going to make it, but somehow I managed to live longer than my dad!!!? He never saw his 50th birthday.? Although I really did make it more days on earth than he did, I just was not gonna count it unless I actually hit my 50th birthday.? As I was going home last night I was worried about dying before midnight.? I walked in the door at 11:58 and 2 minutes later I was alive at 50.? Whoopee!!! send in the dancing bears

I think it is Walmart and Sam's Club that has an aversion to R rated stuff.? Well to my surprise I picked up a copy of? "The Secretary" on DVD for $8.00.? Now if they would get some "good" anime I would be very happy.? Imagine that, only 1/2 mile to good DVDing could be possible

I love the part of Phoenix I live in, but for some reason it seems that all the interesting sounding subs in the metro area live in Mesa. Is there something in the water there that makes good sounding subs? Do they have better schools there that make you more articulate? Does the prevalence of Mormons in the area create a more submissive woman? I never get past Scottsdale or Glendale.

Mesa is like a foreign country even though I have lived here more than 30 years.

Happy New Year! I can safely say that 2007 was the worst year of my life, in some ways. In others ways I can say that it was great. I look ahead to this year with trepidation.

I hope that your new year is all that you expect and more. That your new collar is wore well. That the paddle doesn't break at the wrong time. The ropes leave pretty marks. The new batteries last longer. The clover clamps work to perfection. That all the pain is exquisite. Lastly, that master is pleased with his sub and sub is happy to serve well.

Enjoy!

I recently asked someone why they would want an old fuddy duddy.

"My definition of an "old fuddy duddy"is simple....a man who is intelligent,articulate and loves his family,an old fuddy duddy that will teach me what it takes to make his heart dance."

I guess I am or soon will be an old fuddy duddy.

Too bad she seems to have left CM

As a sadist at heart I am having a bit of difficulty slapping myself down on a bench and having a mask put on my face holding me in place for a 1/2 hour every morning. 3 weeks down and 5 more of this torture.

Does "Tide to Go" work well on blood stains?

It is impossible to lick your elbow.

Note: The jeans in my main photo were brand new in 1974. Today they are neither tight or loose they just fit

Man is school rough, I have to go to a college campus at the ungodly hour of 8 am. All I see are hot 18 years old. What do they do get up at 4 and start putting on their face and body?

My niece's friend was trying to get me to hook up with her ex-stepmother. Mostly I was thinking of spanking the friends nice wide 18 year old ass or tying up that lush body. I guess I will always be a letch.

Well we made it through the holiday, dog only got thrown in the pool once, he was not happy

about that.

I really think I need to lie about my age. Most people are surprised I am over 40 let alone almost 50. I guess I could go the other way and dye my hair grey and say I was over 50, and get some senior discounts.

I should be writing for real instead of sitting here typing a journal entry so I guess that is what I will do.

I think I should see Superman Returns tomorrow, but I need a nice foot rest at the theater and dont have one, if you feel like being one, I will pay for the matinee and a bowl of popcorn.

A beautiful day to float in the pool but I need more so I guess I will try to accomplish more than just reading a book today.

Fathers Day. Not exactly a favorite day for me. I will survive it I am sure, as I always do.

The pool is done, the landscape is in. Had all the local relative over to christen the the yard. The dog is home, he is confused after his spring vacation.

I no longer have to wonder what color dirt is as there is no visible dirt. My bad spanish is still bad but terra is dirt or it is rock.

No workers today. I can happily hang out and I do mean hang naked in the backyard. The dirt is still brown but it is improving, there are things that look like plants

I could use a blow job and I would love to find a nice ass to redden, but will just deal with an almost perfect day.

What color is dirt? I remember when it was black. In my back yard I have all these holes and all the dirt is a light brown

Please Insert Windows XP CD to recover. Damn I hate when that happens. Well I guess today will be build a new computer day.

Some days you just want a quiet slave kneeling in the corner to admire their ass and the welts you put on their back

What the heck was Keith Richards doing in a tree?

Stones are postponing tour so Keith can recover.

Finally, my pool is done, now another 2 weeks for a yard. I am wondering how to put a stock in that goes with the overall scenery

Not to bang on anyone in particular, but how would you feel if someone sent an unsolicited mail to you about your profile and then so you can't respond to it blocks mail from you.

Would a sub do that cause she is afraid of someone smacking her ass with words? Can you even imagine a dom doing it?

Live in Phoenix? Check out the Valley section of todays paper "Literary License" The lady says its the initials of her cats. Her name is Kathy. I think she put one over on ADOT.

Looking for an editor. I am writing a story. It's not done. I could use an opinion on my writing. I have only wrote procedures and work playscripts in the past.

I've been in training this week. At work the default is to block sites like this. But this week in the lab I spent my days going to web site that are blocked. Oh what fun, but I wonder what the folks I work with think about the site that I came up with to test against.

What is so damn hard about this? I see the same women on multiple sites. I know the ones that would look good next to me. I think I should lie about my age, either be 38 or 58 this almost 47 is not working.

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