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| I have always naturally had the need of being in control, particularly sexually. I am still a work in progress, but I am more secure in who I am, where I am heading and where I want to be. I truly love the dominance I posses, and my respect for it grows as my skill level does. It's much more to me than just beating someone for the fun of it. I was beginning to get to discouraged and thought there was no place for a misfit like me in this world. I have hope again after pushing out of my comfort zone, getting out, and meeting fellow kinksters.
I consider Myself a Sensual Sadist, in that while inflicting the pain that often goes with BDSM, I am prone to interject moments of loving tenderness and sweet, soft caresses & kisses. I do so love to think that one day I will be able to lick/kiss the tears away from a slave/sub's face, knowing I am the cause of those tears! Do NOT mistake my innately sweet, considerate and nurturing nature as a sign of weakness! You will also have a love of women's curves because I am by no means a stick insect.
My exposure and experience so far just makes me more curious and interested in so many different things and actually makes it more difficult to describe what I want. It is interesting, really. Things I would have claimed to have no interest in or desire to experience have become exciting.
While I ultimately hope there is a submissive man or woman out there for me, I have that soft spot for the strong alpha man to the rest of the world but submissive to me. We will explore and push boundaries together, but there will be an understanding that despite your behavior in public, I am the dominant partner and in private you will be sexually tormented by me and love nothing more than to serve me in the best way you think.
I am looking for a relationship now that includes meeting a male or female sub, but would eventually like a more committed long-term relationship. I would also like to meet a domme/mistress mentor and make new friends. I am thrilled to be meeting people, making new friends and being exposed to so much. So if what you have read about me seems appealing, send me a email and let's get to know one another.
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