lonelyMNslave

Female Submissive, 28, nyc, New York

Male Submissive, 23, manistique, Michigan

Male Dominant, 41, toledo, Ohio

Hmmmm, maybe after 2 years it's time to add another journal entry.  After a really long hiatus from visiting the site, I've found myself returning quite a bit lately.  Looking for myself, I suppose. In November or December of last year, I began taking Adderall for adult ADHD.  While it's been a miracle for concentration and focus at work, it's also been a curse.  I now bruise far easier than I used to, and my pain tolerance is all but gone.  While those may sound like small things to some people, they were still a part of me.  They were parts of my interactions with the Dominants that I know.  I've withdrawn from the local community again, as it's too hard to have to only sit and watch at any parties (since even -I- don't know what I can tolerate any more). I had someone message me about my username, asking "How can you be lonely if you are married and collared?"  At the time that I created the account, we were living outside of the Twin Cities metro and didn't have any kinky friends.  I joined CollarMe to find other people in the area with similar interests.  Now I'm back, but this time I'm looking for myself - trying to figure out the new rules of engagement that my medication has left me with.  And also to figure out whether being "successful" at work is worth this much emotional pain.  Probably not.

Five more days until Dark Ages Faire - WOHOO!!  I'll be so happy when it's here - the last couple of weeks have been stuffed full with sewing and baking in preparation for Faire.  If you're interested in attending, there's still time!  Just shoot me a message and I can put you in touch with the ticket people.

Dark Ages Faire II - oh my, if you have not heard of this, it is a GREAT weekend party at the beginning of August with a heavy emphasis on D/s.  The feast is awesome (prepared over an open fire by the most wonderful submissive chef and her team of helpers), and the setting is that of a Dark Ages village.  I had the greatest time last year, and this year is sure to be a blast as well!  I also mention in my profile that I am a submissive of Athenor.  I have now been voted in as the Seneschal - a position held by a submissive to help coordinate and watch out for the other submissives.  I'm very excited to be able to serve the Lodge in this new capacity!

Hi!  Just a quick note - if I've added you to my favorites, it probably means that I know you or have been introduced to you.  I like to look for people I know in real life on here.  :)

Well, I finally got around to tweaking my profile a little bit, and also posting pics.

Wow, I haven't been on in quite some time.  Master and I have moved and are members of a WONDERFUL group here in the Twin Cities.  I've actually found some R/L friends, which has been an amazing experience.  I can't wait to go to more events in the Twin Cities kink community and meet many more people.  Please feel free to drop and note and say "Hi" - hopefully I'll meet more of you at various events in the coming weeks and months.

Thanks for stopping to take a look at my profile.  Please, if you are a Dominant seeking an uncollared submissive, respect my Master (Power2B) and do not contact me directly.  He would afford You the same respect.  Thanks!

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