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ATTENTION: Universities and all other institutions and/or businesses using this profile/site or its associated sites for projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or any forum posts both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal action.
( I suggest the rest of you post this notice)
Oct. 15, 2010*****OOOPs.
Forgot to change my location when I got here. Soooo sorry. Done, and here for a couple weeks. Yeh! I'm home. Loved the sunny, not liking the rainy today. But done with a bunch of appointments, and just finishing downloads and scans on laptop...(my home page went missing when I started up my puter the other day, so a wee worried) and will be back online a wee later tonight..
Hugs
Back south of the border
Though my location states where I am at this moment in time.... I actually live in Vancouver BC Canada. I am down south dealing with family business, and back here for a couple of months and probably back and forth after for a while.
I have friends on both sides of the border in a couple of states... so looking forward to getting together with those down here again, and maybe even meet some new people while here.
Miss my friends/family back north.... hugs.
On a sweeter note.
I have gone on a path that has taken me to a place that I know where I want to walk. Life is a journey, and I am living it the best way I can. I may not know it all, but I look to what is ahead. I have been a perfectly perv for most of my life (practicing MY kinks 30 yrs+, yes I did type that correctly) (with others depending on the kink and/or sexual preference, 20-25 yrs), so I do know what I want and don't want. Yes I will beat your ass if you beg, no I will not if you think you can get beat and just walk away for free. Yes I love needle play (especially receiving, and willing to admit a bit of a needle slut at best), and still on rare occasions ( with those few I have a repore with ) do like to be played with/whipped/andor Domminated. That would be a blue moon special in my books. No I am not your slave and never will be. I will sub for only one, and They know who They are and always will be someone special in my life. But I am willing to barter.
If you do not have a "please" with requests, and you are a bottom/sub/slave and asking for something from me, the answer will not be what you want if any at all.
"I could tell you about my adventures, beginning from this morning," said Alice, a little timidly. "But it's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then."
Me.
Perfectly Pervy in every way. Leather Dom Queer, with a Fem side. But love to get down and dirty with the bikes on occasion still, and roll in the mud with a football. I tend to go out of my way to help others and give them the shirt off my back. I think and believe that we all should help out our fellow community peeps, whom ever they may be. If you can't find me tearing up a wonderful ass or just maybe tied to a cross myself..., you may just find me trying to get a rather redundant law changed that hurts the lil guy. I like to laugh as much as possible and enjoy life to the fullest.
I may show this soft side of me for the better portion when living, but I am a hard-ass and demand respect for whom I am. I am a gentle and understanding Dom, and have respect for those I play with as well as those around me. Yes I do have a mean streak with a cane and the pretty reactions and marks they can leave, but love how the feather against one's skin not only makes the skin move... but gets a lil sigh out sometimes as well. I live for the energy in play, not just the action. What feelings and energy I receive from people, and how that can tell a story or song..... I am always up for new things to try, and new people in my life.
If you are looking to have intercourse with me, please go to another profile. I only get intimate with those near and dear, and people I feel "that" comfortable with. A very select few.
NO: Dead, Kids/Underage, Scatt, Watersports, "Purposeful" Blood Play, Peeps playin w/o partner's knowledge!!, No Bareback - unless your my partner,
I am a very busy person these days. I do spend it with other BDSm things and people in my life. Though I do what feels like I am running on a train (literally)from one thing to the next, and having several projects on the go... I do my best to make time with all those I care about and friends in my life. If I do not get back back to an email or message right away, it just means I am busy and actually have not had time to turn the puter on (sometimes only for 10 mins). Life does get in the way, and sometimes I have to live it.
I was also without a properly working computer for several months, so I am just catching up with everything and everyone.
Happy Fall!
Namaste
Cheers
BB
Miss D
aka
Lil D
"Every story has an end. But in life; Every ending, has a new beginning."
Lil D
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Another year has gone down for me. As I have been sitting here thinking through the last few weeks wondering what it is that I am wanting out of life, and what it is I am needing…. there is a few things that are truly missing now. Not that I am unhappy with what I have, as I have found a place in my life to keep me grounded and on my way to a more improved situation for myself. Realizing that I can not be placatory to everyone around me, that I actually have to pay more attention to myself and what is happening in my own lil world and how it actually affects me. It is not that I mind helping all those I care for, and then some. It is that I have put so much aside in my own life, I have fallen behind in putting my health and life back together in the last few years. My shirt is going to have to stay on from time to time, and I am going to have to request a shirt be put on my bare back every now and again. Something that I find extremely impossible to do most days, let alone on a bad day when it is needed.
Though as I sit here now, writing this all out, I do comprehend to the fact that there are a few things still missing in my lil life that can and will make me content. That also includes that special person that makes me whole, and it can not be just anyone either. I am missing my beloved pooch, but he is irreplaceable. I have many close friends and people in my life that put many a smile on my face, and even having me laughing til my gut hurts. But it is at the end of the day when I am thinking of whom I have to say goodnight to, and whom I have to look forward to seeing at our next meeting…. the excitement that it all entails.
I, in my life at this time, am not seeking someone who wants to put welts on me everyday. Yes I am a masochist, but I also cherish my body. I am always still needing that endorphin rush, and always will. There are numerous ways to achieve this, not just by blackening my ass.
Over the last couple of months I have truly enjoyed the needle play that has been blessed upon me once again fully in my life. I do look forward to more. The signal tail will always be a part of me, as will a select few impact implements. I’ve realized how much I miss rope play and bondage, and just plain being Domed in all the right ways. Having someone have that control over me, and yes that someone does have to be able to control me.
Leading into that particular thought I did have a moment approximately a month back. Someone had just grabbed the back of my hair, and off I went. It certainly didn’t take much, and it took me back to where I always loved to be – erotocomatoselucidity. Under someone else’s control, space and out there. Within someone’s head and world, and them within mine.
I need having that girlfriend in my life. Not just the one that I can have that intimacy with, as yes that is something that is important to me. A lady that is the one who is my friend as well; someone I can hang with, and as well interact with. I just need that “girl time,” whether just a friend or a girl friend.
I am going to surround myself with a positive atmosphere. Negative people be ware, I am going to be spending less time with you. It’s not that I like you any less, I am trying to heal and get my body in a more preferable state is all. My health is going to become one of the number one things at the top of my list, and a few of the obstacles getting in part of the way is part negativity surrounding me. If something frustrates me, I am going to deal with it then walk away…. and go on with life from there. If there is a fare amount of drama coming from anywhere and it isn’t a play or television show, I’m hanging up and walking away.
For those friends out there that are ever so close to me you are always a part of me. I will accept you in my life no matter what, even in the rough times. That is what we are there for, no holds barred.
There are some wonderful men out there that make excellent Doms/Masters. I know this, as not only have I met them I have been with a couple of them. There will be the day when one will knock on my door, and hopefully Wwe both will be in the right time and space in our lives that just maybe a relationship is what Wwe both are seeking out. Not only will I accept this person with all their lil faults, but it will go both ways. There will be understanding on how Wwe live our lives, and how some times life can get away from us and Wwe get just a mite busy. I wouldn’t expect His hand to be at the back of my hair 24/7, as I do believe He wouldn’t presume that I could be at His feet all day long as well. Though for Him to have thought of me at least once a day is always a delightful introspect. It’s not that we lil ones think about our Doms “all” day long, but They certainly are on our minds for a good portion of it.
This might seem as if I am in a dreamscape. That just maybe I may never find the one who enjoys a fare amount of the pervs as I do, or at least let’s me explore a few of them as I would bend a few edges for them. I don’t assume that this is a tall order to ask of anyone out there, it is only a request and not a demand. I want to serve for some one, this is my true desire of all. And along side that I have a few kinks that make me tick, and I only have aspirations that some Master out there will be more than willing to allow me to do what I not only do best…. but desire.
So I sit here pondering my precepts wondering what all exactly I am wanting out of life…. especially for the what I have time for. I still am getting ready to finish re-certifying, and then going for the other big “ticket” when I am done my dissertation. That I am sure will take another couple of years, but I am fully prepared for that. I’ve actually stuck my head in a philosophy book to take a break from it, as nutrients and biology is running my life in more ways than I care at this point enough I need to take a step back from the pages and exams. I should actually pick up a joke book, it might give me a different perspective on things floating around me. lol. Though I did sit and read part of a truly good one of a friend of mine’s that had me in stitches the other day on bed time stories, Politically Correct Ones at that. Now that is something I recommend to anyone who needs to look at life from a different angle, and trust me it will put you there. I suggest all politicians should actually read it, it might get some of our world wide problems solved just a tad faster then what we are facing today down the scope of a rifle or on the ticker tape floor.
Tomorrow I think I am going to make confetti out of all my bills. The best solution I heard to anything, and if they want payment they have to put together the pages first. Puzzles, yes that is what everything should be for those big-wigs when they demand things form the lil guy. I might even try to make an oath of note to throw any more creamers for a whole year, but not sure what I would sweat upon…… BDsm 101? And since I dusted and did all my laundry today, and the dishes are all done, and I am not going to get into any other type of house work, I will not make my bed for a change when I wake in the morning just to be slightly rebellious and just to show the world that I know I am not perfect… thought I might have to be tied down to keep me from doing that last one. I am going to eat something different this week, as long as I can get in some suzzi. And I am going to go and listen to some blues on Thursday, that is my only request for that day. Tomorrow is so friggen busy I won’t know which end is up til approximately 4pm in the afternoon, and after that I will probably rest for the rest of the week and Rascals. I might even steal someone’s tub for a couple of hours, though I will probably ask them first…. I am so not that type of person. And when Sunday rolls around, I will breath. Do my best not to throw that creamer, and have as many laughs as I can. woo hoo.
To the next coming year! OMG, life seems to slip between our fingers without us even knowing it. One day I will catch it, and tell it a story. Tell life what all I have done, and what I really want to do….. my bucket list.
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