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Male Dominant, 28, Manhattan, New York
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Male Dominant, 43, Ontario
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About lizardchick2
i am not looking for a new Master.
i am also not looking for help with training. i belong to someone who is molding me into what He wants and desires. isn't that what a good slave is? someone to fill the needs of his/her Master/Mistress?
i have been with Master since Feburary of 2006 and agreed to be his in April of that year. i have given Him my body, mind, spirit, emotions, hopes, dreams and desires. i have only held back my heart. recently we have talked about this. i finally admitted to Him then myself that my heart belongs to Him. He has gladly accpeted it. i thank you Master for your words, knowledge, punishments, teachings, desires, pleasures, and the acceptance of who i am.
i am on collarme to make friends only.
i would like to meet new and interesting people. i am an outgoing outspoken person when i am passionate about things in my life. so feel free to drop me a line. maybe we can get to know each other hang out and have some great fun and laughs.
thank you
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I feel like something is coming
Something new and different for me
A since of a fresh beginning
A since or renewal and wonderment
The territory is unfamiliar to me
the ground I tread on is frightening
yet I feel safe
and where I belong
I haven't felt like this in a while
Yet the tingle of a good change is near
The demons I struggle with are starting to clear
Thank you Sir |
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Why do i believe?
The thing people tell me
Why do i not believe?
The things i see them do
i hear the words that come out of
their mouths
and my heart races to believe them
i have my disbeliefs
but they assure me things are okay
to find out again that something was not true
time and time again i ask to be told the truth
no matter the cost, no matter the pain
for the lie cuts me so deeply
and i feel i bleed only in vain
so why do i continue to hold on
to the ones i want to believe?
when i know they have deceived me
why do they think they have to shelter me?
protect me from their motives
i don?t need to be coddled like a child growing up
i have walked a hard mile
and lived parts of my life rough
i have self-doubt and sometimes no trust
so my heart can be cold and hard
yet tender to the touch
but when someone is not forthright
when i say the truth
they tell me oh no no no it really isn?t that way
believe your own feelings,
trust what they tell you
for there are those out there who
will try to convince you what you see and hear is not real
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i'm not a perfect girl
my hair doesn't always stay in place &
I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy &
sometimes I have a broken heart.
my friends & I sometimes fight &
maybe some days nothing goes right.
but when I think about it & take a step back
I remember how amazing life truly is
& that maybe, just maybe, I like being
unperfect?
I did not write this. but once i read it i thought it was very fitting....(i really do spill things a lot)
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control is such a twisted event
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i am what HE creates
i am HIS dark desires
i am what HE wants
i am HIS straight
i am HIS waking need
i am HIS to build
i am HIS fragile peddle
i am HIS passion
i am HIS fear
i am HIS weakness
i am what HE makes
i am HIS lust
i am HIS toy
i am HIS to break
i am but HIS thought
i am HIS |
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the problem with some poeple is they just need to look in the mirror a bit longer. Don't understand it when someone calls you a "player" and you have posted your true profile. who you are and what you are really about. then the person who calls you a "player" has mulitpul profiles, with mulitpul ages, locations and says stuff like "i'm new to this site" when you know damn good and well they have been on this site for well over two years...funny.....who's the "player"? |
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Ever get that feeling that ?something just isn?t right?
You think, is there something i said or didn?t say?
Is there something i should have done or didn?t do?
The feeling of not knowing what is wrong
But you know deep down in your gut
That something is just about to blow.
Like a pressure cooker that has been cooking too long.
I don?t know what, who, how or why?
But I have that feeling right this VERY minute.
All i want to do is run for cover, my safe spot.
To get that comfort of everything is going to be okay
Even if it is only going to be for that moment
Or possibly this night.
I?m scared and don?t know why.
I feel like a timid child waiting for the fear to pass.
What is the feeling gnawing at me...?
Pulling at my gut.
My heart
My mind
The fear that drives me and keeps me suspended to take action.
The aching anticipation for what ever this is to pass quickly
And with little involvement, bumps and burses
The fear that makes me long to be safe. |
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The feeling i can not stop
The surrender that i feel when he wraps His fingers in my hair and tightly holds on.
It pulls me deeper into Him.
Even as others have pulled i fall deeper into Him.
Letting go falling deeper into His will, His thoughts, and His wants.
A rush comes over me, waiting for His next touch, His next breath His next desire.
i feel myself slipping further and further away letting go, giving up being set free.
i feel my body surrendering to Him what belongs to Him as he pulls my hair tighter and my head back exposing my neck for His pleasure.
i see the look in His eyes, the fire, passion, pleasure, evil.
i feel the man He is coming out, the cruel desire to cause fear mixed with pain and pleasure.
the feeling i long for hope for desire to feel.
the fear that releases me from my demons.
the pain and pleasure that brings sweet release.
i fall deeper into the desire to be His.
i tremble with fear of failing of letting go.
of being what i have strived to become.
His true submissive.
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i understand how and why we are not suppose to post stuff about others that can beconsidered bad. but the questions i have is how to we help and protect each other if MUMMMM is always the word? |
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i found this someplace but thought it was nice and wanted to share
The power if submission
Lies not in the ability
To kneel for another,
To give over one?s body
Or in the wearing of a collar?
The power of submission
Can be found only in the heart
Of the one who gives her love
To another freely
Knowing what joy and pain
Will come of it |
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feeling the sorrow deep within
something I can not explain to a friend
for I don?t feel I can let one in
the darkness that lies deep within
sometimes at night I know it is there
the lonely feeling of despair
there are times it takes my breath away
I wish I didn?t have to live though it another day
there are times I embrace it as an old familiar friend
and tell it how my day has been
but to know that it is lurking just outside makes me think why do I try?
these past few days there is no drought
that the closest thing I have to me
is the feeling of emptiness
and not being free
for the darkness keeps me trapped right here
the feel of the burning light keeps me in fear
the empty place I have inside
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How can I put into words what I don?t understand
The things I long to have and feel
How can I explain to someone who does not know
The things of desire that might being shame to them
How can I express the dark that lies within
The things I want to feel the things I keep so hidden
How can I tell those who love me so
The things I ask him to do the things I beg him for
How can I tell the person who worries about me
The bruise I have across my back the lacerated skin
How can I assure the person holding me close
That the pain I had that night is what I was hunting for
How can I define to the one who loves me so
The secrets I keep inside that scare me to the bone
How can I narrate to He who holds me close
The passion I feel with His stronge hands as he strikes a blow
How can I demonstrate to the one I call my own
The fear He puts inside of me make my heart over flow
How can I recount the days I have lived
Without all the desires I have lying deep within |
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from time time i may post a poem. i don't claim they will rhyme or make sence to anyone but me. but thanks for reading them.
HE who is my Master
The One who keeps me safe
HE who is my Master
The One who keeps me from harm
HE who is my Master
The One that shows me my place
HE who is my Master
HE who is my Master
Strikes my flesh with care
HE who is my Master
Sees my soul left bare
HE who is my Master
Hears my breath start to race
He who is my Master
HE who is my Master
The One who wipes the tear
HE who is my Master
The One who keeps my fears
HE who is my Master
The One who holds my heart
HE who is my Master
HE who is my Master
The One i long to kneel
HE who is my Master
The One i long to feel
HE who is my Master
The One i have dreamed about
HE who is my Master
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IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOMEONE IS USING MY PICTURES FOR THEIR PROFILE. IN SOME WAYS I FIND THIS FLATTERING AND IN OTHER WAYS I FIND IT DOWN RIGHT RUDE. THE HANDLE THEY ARE USING IS MISS FLAME OUT OF NORTH CAROLINA. JUST BE WARNED THAT THE IMAGES YOU SEE FOR HER ARE NOT OF HER BUT OF ME. THIS NEW HANDLE MUST NOT HAVE BEEN UP FOR TOO LONG THE PICTURE OF MY RED TOP ARE NEW. SORRY FOR YOUR TROUBLES |
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I never realized how hard completing the task my Master has set forth for me would be. In the past when I had not been interested in being with a female I met a few who wanted to explore my curiosity. Now I have had only couples answer my profile. We talk once or twice then nothing. Hell one couple set up a time a place to meet my Master and me for a first meeting and didn?t even show up. I had tried contacting them a few days before but nothing. Even contact after I got no reply. I understand that people change their minds but I would think they would at least have the common courtesy to say so. We wasted our times just sitting there and ended up having dinner at a place we both don?t care for too much.
Well at least I have another month to work this out. Let?s hope something happens sooner then later??.
lizardchick
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hello it's me again. well i am still here in AZ. i am healthy, well and found a job. i haven't been on the computer much but please leave me a message and i will get back to you as soon as i can. thanks
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hello, well yes we are in the Phoenix area now. just trying to settle in. it may take me a few to get bad to you because i am using a friends computer. so just leave a message and try to be patient with me. thank you liz
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Hello all,
Today is Thanksgiving Day. Yet it is also time for me to shut off the computer because i am moving. i don't know when i'll be setting it back up or the access i will have until them. But feel free to leave a message and i will get back to you ass soon as possible. have a great holiday. talk to you soon.
liz |
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