littlehippy

Hello All

I have known my Master for almost a year, but its only been the past month that I can feel myself truly submitting to him.  I have always been submissive and in my vanilla relationships I have incorporated this somehow, through fantasy, through performing what I deem submissive acts.  I think psychologically I was with my daughters father as he came from an Indian culture that meant he was seen as master of the household.  Sadly this did not extend sexually.

My biggest interest is the psychological side.  What makes a strong woman in every other sense want to submit.  Yes it is mainly sexual, but by being on this journey of discovery i am realising that I like so much more.  I want to please my Master in everyway.  From how he wants me to dress, to act, to speak to do as he pleases.  I am relishing the hand over of power and I am surprised at how easy i allow him to have control.

I will be writing a weekly journey from now on.

This week I have been able to spend more time devoted to my Master.  I am still at a very early stage and he is truly a good master as he knows me, he understands me and he therefore knows how to get the true me.  I have a past constrained by convention as dictated by society norms and he is helping me come through this to truly be the sexual creature I am, to be natural, to be who i have always been, but kept deep within.

Yesterday he showed me how to bind my breasts and it was exhilirating.  I loved the feeling of constraint, I then placed clamps upon my nipples and the pain ran through my body, i felt close to passing out, but with his encouragement i kept them on and my orgasm was intense and pulstated throughout my whole body before i collapsed on the bed satiated.  I laid there with a sense of being owned.  I am also feeling complete trust and respect for my Master and will allow him to do as he pleases with me. I am happy, I am happy to have found my Master.