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New form of torture: having your boy get off on Glee. |
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Only 11 more days until I can finally see The Lucky One. I love most of Nicholas Sparks books although I've yet to be impressed by any of the movies based on his works except Last Song. I'm hoping this one lives up to hype. I love mushy love stories. Too bad my pet lives too far away to force to go as with me. Perhaps I will make him go see it anyway. |
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Damn it people! If you send me a message simply stating 'hi how are you?' I AM going to ignore it. Put a little more thought into your first communication. I don't mind short messages but I expect more than 'how are you?' damn it. |
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Yup proved my theory. Rest assured I have no interest in ever becoming a 'FinDomme' |
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So I've decided to test a theory. If I decided to practice FinDomme how many of you boys would be interested? |
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I may not be a FinDomme but I'm also not a SugarDomme either. If you want to be one of mine you will pay your own way. I don't expect for anybody to support me. I work for what I have. But I also won't support anybody else just because they don't want to work. Been there and done that and shockingly it didn't work out. |
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Why is it so hard to find a good sub/slave? Is it because I prefer to talk and get to know somebody before playing? I am a Domme not a slut. I am seeking a LTR not a quickie hookup. That means I need to get to know you and feel a click. If we can't even communicate back and forth here why bother? I don't spend all of my time in bed. I don't want a sexed up mindless drone. Or is it because I come across as abrasive in my postings? I spent too many years being miserable while trying to please others during childhood. A fat lot of good it did. I have learned to speak my mind and have the philosophy that if you don't want to hear then don't listen. I'm a bitch but not always. I'm also one of the nicest people you can meet in a vanilla setting. I also don't have a tolerance for bullshit or those who feel that everybody owes them something. Guess what? Nobody owes you shit. Life is what YOU make of it. I'm living proof. So yeah if I sense you're not serious like the boy who sent me a message about my attractive photo I'm not going to give you the time of day. If you're sincere shoot me a message and who knows what may happen. Just remember, I'm not a slut. I don't play until I feel I know you or feel we may connect. So be ready to volley messages back and forth. |
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My previous journal is also targeted toward the men as well. It just seems that the women are targeted more than the men. Yet another negative double standard of our modern society. |
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What is up with all of these postings calling people fat? I have seen people who are actually considered average posting messages they have received calling them fat. It's rude and doesn't really say much about your character as a person. It's especially funny considering this lifestyle is based upon acceptance of our and others' differences. It's totally acceptable that you like to piss yourself or drink others' piss but a mortal sin for somebody to be overweight? I have also seen posts regarding forcing people to eat enough that they double or triple their weight. How is that safe? You're basically wanting to force them to be unhealthy yet you're a good Dom/me? Yes I am overweight. Go ahead and call me a pig or fat ass if that makes you feel better. It doesn't and won't hurt my feelings. In fact I'll just laugh at you. Surprisingly I eat pretty healthy to todays standard. I only eat fast food once or twice in a two week period and when I do it's usually subway. In a week I probably eat the same amount of food that you eat in 2-3 days. And it's stuff like oven baked chicken and veggies. As I said, I tend to eat healthy. I also exercise. My weight doesn't bother me because I know I live a healthy, active lifestyle. I also have a very high self-esteem. So nothing you say will hurt my feelings. I hope you realize how shallow you truly are and what a nincompoop ass you show yourself to be when you belittle others because of their weight. Especially AVERAGE sized people. Seriously what is attractive about bones sticking out and looking starved? I'm not condoning obesity either. But belittling somebody isn't going to get somebody to want to lose weight. And to all of you gals regardless of which side of the leash you prefer, be proud of who you are. Change yourself only for you. Don't let some nincompoop ass make you feel like you're less than anything. And seriously if you can't make yourself happy and accept yourself for who and what you are how can you expect others to accept you? Don't empower the asses. Embrace and love yourself. Whenever somebody falls in love with you, they're going to love you for YOU and accept your imperfections. The same as you will for the one you love. If they don't, they're not worth it or you. In the words of Pink, you're fucking perfect. |
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Such a beautiful day out today. Who would have thought I'd ever say that about 40+ degrees? |
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I can't wait to take my vacation. It has been over a year since my last one. While I am grateful to be employed I get bored too easily with my job. Add in the fact that it is beneath me and you can figure out why I hate it. I'm a tad disappointed that I won't be able to travel this year for my vacation. Instead I will be spending time with my adorable nephew and my niece. I would rather be travelling though lol. |
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Two years ago a sub I've been talking to for quite a few years had flowers delivered to my work. It was the most thoughtful thing he could have ever done. I had mentioned only once in the passing years that I would love to have flowers delivered to me sometime as nobody has ever done that for me. I found myself thinking about my surprise when I arrived at work that day. It kept a smile on my face today since none of the boys I've been talking to have even bothered to wish me a happy V-day. |
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No offense guys but if you're over 40 I have no interest. My parents are 51 and 53. I thought it was creepy when my mom married somebody the same age as my brother so yes I will find it creepy to be involved with somebody my parents' age. Add in the fact that I look barely legal and it's a double ick factor. Age is wonderful. Especially when you have gained wisdom with that age but I can't be involved beyond friendship. |
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Favorite color: Yellow, orange, pink. Anything bright
Favorite movie: Rent. It's the only movie I can watch over and over without tiring of.
Favorite book: Joey Hill's Rough Canvas and Natural Law
Favorite music: Right now I'm obsessed with Glee. I have a very eclectic music taste and listen to just about anything.
Favorite tv show: I don't really watch much tv.
Random bits: I don't really eat red meat often. I prefer chicken dishes. I have a huge family. I am a non-conformist. I embrace my individuality and uniqueness. I am a smartass and sometimes a bitch. I am a sadist. I am very outgoing and very much a people person if I like the people around me. I prefer to be shown that I am loved by little acts rather than hear 'I love you'. I have overcome a lot in my life and feel I am a better person for it. I hate when others use their personal problems as an excuse not to seek out to better themselves.
Felt like posting a few random tidbits about myself so there you go.
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I'm fortunate to work for a company that allows me an opportunity to relocate if I choose. I love to explore new areas so I tend to move frequently. Speaking with somebody earlier I realized I have moved 21 times since graduating high school. Some of the moves was to different housing in the same area but still counts as a move. I have now lived in 4 different states. I will probably continue to move around until I find a reason to settle. Anyway, if the right sub/slave comes along I am open to relocating to them rather than they relocate. I will not make the decision lightly however and I will have to trust them 100%. |
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I hate when I take the time to send some encouraging words to a sub and they don't even take the time to read. I like to read the journals here and will sometimes send a message to the person regarding their journal. It doesn't mean I have an interest in you. I'm just the type of person that likes to be kind on occasion. You don't have to reply but the least you can do is read it. I've even sent a few messages to owned subs/slaves(their profile didn't state they weren't allowed to receive messages from other Dom/mes) and they at least took the time to read. Everybody feels lost, alone, or down at times and sometimes just a quick little note can make a small difference. Just because I'm a Domme doesn't mean I can't reach out to a sub/slave without an ulterior motive. Rant over. |
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I just thought of a fun new game. I could become a keyholder. But instead of keeping track of which key belongs to who, once a week I could send out random keys to each of the boys. If the key fits they get to have some fun before sending the key back. If not they have to wait at least another week. I absolutely love it! |
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Any gay or mostly-gay-bi boys or couples out there looking for an owner? Preferably slaves. Yes you would serve me but we of course will never have sex. I have a male Switch at my disposal for that. If I find two boys I will be pairing you up as a couple. |
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I think it would be so hot to own either a gay submissive couple(note I said gay, not lesbian) or just 2 gay sub/slave boys that I could turn into a couple. I guess I'm more twisted than I thought but I've been thinking of it a lot lately and it never fails to get the juices flowing. |
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I've had a few boys contact me about my past journal post pertaining to locking a boy in chastity and essentially disappearing with the keys. I love how fast they run when they realize I am serious. |
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I'm thinking of moving to the southeast. Somewhere in Georgia or the Carolinas. Tired of the cold and snow. Now to just figure out which state and town/city to relocate to. |
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I find it a little frustrating when I see a post along the lines of 'looking for some play'. When did this lifestyle become a game? Aren't there others looking for something more meaningful than a temporary hookup to get their rocks off? |
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I am thinking of a challenge for the boys involving the upcoming football games. This is for unowned of any age with access to a chastity device and plastic numbered lock. Owned boys can play too with their owner's permission sent to me from the owner. Patriots, Giants, 49ers, and Ravens are still in the playoffs. You choose any of the 4 teams and guess at their score and if they win. The difference between actual score and your guess will be spent locked in chastity. If you guess the team wins you will gain a reprieve and be allowed to unlock after the Super Bowl game. If you guess correctly you only get locked until the Super Bowl. I will compile a list of all participants with a hall of shame for those who guess correctly. You will have to send me a photo of your locked cock with the numbered lock showing and a copy of the daily newspaper with the date showing. Anybody that cheats will be outted publically in my journal for all to see. Anybody up for the challenge? Message me if you need it explained better or want to participate. Remember, if you are owned it has to be your owner who messages me for you to be allowed to play. |
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If you're going to read this and pass judgement read the entire thing. You'll understand my reasoning at the end.
Ok all of you worthless money pig slaves. Here is my amazon wishlist. http://amzn.com/w/1ASIBU8LC9SW6 What are you going to buy for me? Hopefully you'll buy me lots of goodies starting with the expensive ones first. I deserve it all because I'm a Domme. Doesn't being a sub mean that you have to do what I say and make me happy?
Now for the truth. No I don't actually want anybody to buy anything from my wishlist. It exists only to serve as a reference point for my own shopping list of wants. No I don't feel subs are worthless. How can somebody who's worthless be able to spend money on somebody else since they have nothing of worth(no worth=no money). Why do the financial Dom/mes expect the subs to buy them stuff for nothing? Especially the higher end items I've seen wanted. What joy does it bring to you other than the satisfaction of swindling somebody out of their possibly hard earned money? To me plain old submission is gift enough. Does that mean I'm not appreciative of gifts? No. But I want anybody, vanilla or kink, to buy me something because they wish to not because I feel they owe it to me simply because of my status. The whole financial domination thing has gotten out of hand. When did the lifestyle start taking such a negative turn? Before you send me messages bitching me out know that this isn't in reference to Pro-Dom/mes. You receive monetary gifts for services rendered. I'm not even sure this rant is directed toward the true financial Dom/mes who actually give something in return to the 'money slaves'. I think it's mostly directed to those who expect the money with nothing in return. For you slaves/subs who enjoy giving your money away for nothing, please get to know the person before you go throwing away the money. If they are deserving of your money, they will be willing to get to know you. Otherwise your submission should be gift enough for any Dom/me worth their salt. If you message me bitching I will read and then it will go in the trash. Remember opinions are like assholes. Everybody has one and everybody knows one. I'm not afraid to voice mine when I feel it's warranted.
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I hate single digit temps. Where's my sub to keep me warm? |
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This really really bothers me. I have reported both the user and the message and the account is still active so I will post here to protect others.
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Well to be honest im 16. I feel that once i find a right owner her/him can mold me into how they feel and have me real time when im 18.. So in essince ive had this account since 15. |
He admits he knows it's illegal for him to be here. Apparently he doesn't care about the trouble he can cause others who comes in contact with him. Sorry kid but I have to do what I feel is right and that means outting your age to everybody. |
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I have never had a manicure or a pedicure. I am thinking about treating myself. I tend to let my own nails grow out because I love scratching. My question is: Does it hurt when the fake nails break? Do they break off easily? |
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No I won't watch you perform on cam. No I won't chat with you on yahoo messenger. I will talk to you on gtalk however but ONLY if I invite you there. If you send me a message asking either one you will be blocked. |
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My profile is finally updated for those who constantly perv it. |
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Teamviewer interests me so I've decided to play around with it. Any boys out there who will let me in their pc to explore the possibilites and learn my way around the program a little more? |
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R is due home tomorrow. I'm so excited. I've missed him but I know he needs to spend time with his family too. |
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So proud of my Lucy. She did so good today. I think she just might be where she needs to be now. If she does just as well tomorrow we will move on to the next lesson. |
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I have a fantasy I want to make come true. I have always wanted to lock away a poor boy's cock from his use and take the only keys. He would go on with his life as normal after being locked away. We may or may not meet occasionally to allow for it to be removed. I may or may not mail him the key temporarily for some free time. Essentially I would own his cock without any commitments on my part. Any boys willing to help make my fantasy come true? Miss M |
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Poor Lucy isn't having a very good day. Two corrections for repeating the same mistake. I feel a little mean but I know it will help her be the best girl I know she can be. A spoiled slave does not a good slave make. |
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I have a wickless candle that unfortunately didn't burn in R's menorah. Anyone up for waxing? |
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Why is it that there are some who message you and then stop corresponding after just a few messages? Our profile clearly states that we are seeking something deeper than a sexual relationship so why even bother sending a message if that's all you're looking for? Do we do online play? Yes. But only after getting to know the person really well and making sure there's a connection first. Also after making sure that person wants more than just online play. If we were seeking online only there are way too many avenues to take to seek it out. If you are looking for a sexual relationship right away, look elsewhere. If you are looking for online play, look elsewhere. Don't waste our time by even messaging us. We're not looking for a 'dirty little slut that needs abused, degraded, and humiliated'. That's not our style. Slaves/subs are meant to be cherished and there are way too many people who lose sight of that. Does that mean we're pushovers? Hell no! I can dole punishment out with the best of them. Does that mean I won't put my boys in humiliating situations? Hell no! But I won't do it unless it's what I want. Why does it seem so hard to find a slave/sub who wants some gentleness? Do you all think so little of yourselves that you feel you don't deserve it? Have the 'wannabe' Dom/mes really taken over the lifestyle so much that this is the new norm? Submitting deserves a lot of respect. Don't let anybody tell you any differently. Just my $0.02 for the day. |
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Had a pretty crappy day. Days like this I wish we had our 3rd so I could get a little stress relief. My sadistic side is craving to come out. Yes I have R and could be sadistic to him if I wished but I simply don't wish to. Damn little spoiled slave. |
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