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Out of curiosity, being new here and all to this area what kind of organizations are available and organized events? Are there any local dungeons and such? Anyone know of Kink Aware Doctors at all I looked on the KAP website and did not find any |
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So much has happened....I have finally arrived in Spokane WA and am moving into my new house that I just bought. It is a nice house 2500 sf and on a third of an acre. I am looking forward to a new beginning. That is not quite as easy as it sounds. I realize that while I love deeply Monique and GMan and I do and would never ever ever do any thingn to jeopardize that relationship, I am still holding onto the past where I am in love with Him. I realize that true love never ends but it is easier to deal with as each day goes by. When I left LA I realized the grip He had on me still because for the 28 hours it took to get here each mile ached more and more as distance was put between us.
Choices were made tho and so it is what it is as He always likes to say and we are friendly toward each other.
In just 6 more weeks Monique and GMan are going to be here and promised me a shopping spree. I am thinking that I want to splurge on myself and get a new flatscreen tv that hangs on the wall in my bedroom. I also want to get new bedding for the entire family and new towels for the house. I would replace the toys and such that got lost and stolen over time but I want something really selfish and practical so I am going for the tv. I just bought myself a house and a laptop some furniture though I need bookshelves and a dining room set but other than that I have everything including a new microwave and kitchen sink grins....Monique and GMan make sure I have everything a girl can possibly want and then some...I guess GMan gets to make up for how much Monique hates to shop lol I do pleanty enough for us both grins...well it is late and I am tired....
I am happy to be in Spokane where there are seasons and no guns or violence...it is nice to not worry about sleeping near a window that a stray bullet will kill you in your sleep...okies night night |
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Some people think time had jaded me or that I lost my slave heart because I no longer subscribe to a "protocol". The fact is I am happy in the relationship I now have. Wwe are a long distance triad that just seems to work. Love has no bounds.
There is no "ownership" involved. Wwe are with each other because we want to be with each other. We are friends lovers confidents buddies first and foremost then whatever "play" there is ...is just that play and fun.
There was a time when I was very different than I am now. Many would have loved to either serve me or be served by me because as both a domme or a slave my heart was committed to the protocol. I learned to care less for the protocol and more towards the people involved and when I did that I discovered something that really works for me.
I still understand the mindset of protocol but find that my slave heart is driven in different ways now not to be owned but to give back to humanity and I have a personal journey to find altruism without being used as a doormat.
Monique and G-Man are wonderful people who are loving generous and kind who give more than they take...in fact the only thing they take is love in return. I am grateful to have them in my life. They are awesome friends and while distance is there in miles no three hearts can be closer.
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collared carved claimed....life is awesome |
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i will be going in for surgery soon and am not in a position to take on anyone new until i am well. Thank you to those that are interested right now i have room to talk only and nothing more
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it never ceases to amaze me how low some people are willing to go to get what they want from others for their own selfish purposes...fortunately that is why we have a legal system |
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