Hello All - What do I say here, well I am very very curious about the lifestyle, poly, and BDSM. I know only one thing, I am submissive. I get excited when i am with an aggressive and assertive man. I get wet when I am told what to do but I dont understand it, so I am hoping to find some help. I am probably bisexual because I love kissing titties and nipples, lol, and I love to lick pussy. Mostly I am interested in maybe a Dom, poly or Fem Dom I am not sure yet but would like to talk to anyone about that. Some of the things i checked off i want to try some I have done and some i am scared to do but want to be forced to do.
5/20/2005 10:06:51 AM
Wish me luck I am going to meet one of you guys tonight, I hope he is the right one. I am sorry to all those I have been speaking to but he has forbidden me to speak to anyone on this site except him
5/16/2005 10:37:15 PM
I am sure now I am definitely going to have to learn alot more about this lifestyle before I think about trying anything out. I am getting all sorts of strange advice most of it coming from online Doms that are calling me stupid or bitch before they even learn who I am. I will serve the right Master but I am not sure this is the right place to find him?
5/15/2005 11:18:31 AM
Ok now I am not sure whether I am a sub or a slave. I like the idea of being told how to think what to say and when to think it as long as it was by someone that curled my toes someone that made my head spin when in his presence and one that could dominate me for the rest of my life, then I think I could jump off a clff for him, maybe, lol
5/11/2005 11:40:43 PM
Are subs just kept until better ones come along? Does anyone keep their subs or are they tossed away when the Master becomes bored or distintersed in them? I want to become a sub but I dont want to be thrown away like yesterday's news lol
5/11/2005 11:19:54 PM
So many of the emails are asking me to relocate to be trained. Can training be a temporary thing I wonder then I go and find a Dom that likes what I have become or do you always stay with the one that trained you? Is there any love between subs and Doms or vice versa?
5/11/2005 1:41:59 PM
thank you again to all I am so surprised how many people want to talk to me
5/11/2005 1:31:38 PM
Wait a minute, is this a trick or something. I just logged on today and had like 50 some email and now I have like 45 more. Is it spam email or is it all real people? I wonder? I am going to start reading now, I hope its not spam
5/11/2005 1:16:42 PM
wowee kazowee!!! Thank you to all who sent me an email, I have over 48 email so it will take me away to read all of them but I promise I will. Thank you for welcoming me so nicely. I am very interested in moving from California so even if you are not in California dont be shy. I hope I can make some new friends and learn about this lifestyle I think I am really going to like. I mean I have experiemented as much as I can with vanilla men and women but you can only go so far with them. I just came back from a wedding in Hawaii and wow was that totally awesome, I love the ocean, the water, actually I wouldnt mind trying underwater breath play lol, oops TMI
5/10/2005 11:24:51 PM
I am submissive but I dont know why?
5/10/2005 11:12:46 PM
I am just trying this to see if I can get some help from anybody on what it is like to be in a poly family. I love the idea about how it works but I dont know anyone in a successful one. Is there always just one Dom and many subs? I dont know why or when it happened but it is something I want to learn about. I thought this would be an interesting place to find out more and talk to some people. I have always been submissive since I was a little girl but I didnt know what it was called until now. Most of my relationships have been vanilla but I have met a few Doms online but not in the flesh. Hope to meet some well informed people to help me learn more about this lifestyle.
