lilboimastubator on Collarspace

Unfortunately on this site I have to say this right up front so as to not waste our time. It's a shame I have to do this.

I'm not rich. OK. I do alright but I'm not wealthy and I'm not seeking a pro or someone who is driven only by money to become involved in this scene. That means I don't want a pro domme primarily unless it's in a relationship other than pro-client. I DON'T WANT TO JOIN A WEBSITE AND GIVE OUT MY CREDIT INFO JUST TO TALK TO YOU ON A CAM OR SEE PICS OF YOU. MISS THAT? I REPEAT. I DON'T WANT TO JOIN A WEBSITE AND GIVE OUT MY CREDIT INFO JUST TO TALK TO YOU ON A CAM OR SEE PICS OF YOU. MISS THAT? FORGET IT. That's a pro domme too.

I want someone who is in it because they love it and that is their primary motivation. I want a friend and relationship .

Now, if you're still here, on to my profile.

Hi everyone. I'm a beginner to the sub scene. I've come to realize that I need an understanding, caring Mistress to train me to be a sissy girl.

I'm not looking for abuse. I feel that's too easy to just abuse someone. No, I'm more interested in an intelligent, creative sensual Mistress that quietly controls my girlish transformation. I'm interested in being cross dressed like an old fashioned little girl much in the way of B J's Frilly Boys and Petticoat Punishment and as in Christeen's artwork.

One of my interests I realize will put many off and that is that I have a need to be made to masturbate for an audience as part of my sissy training. If you are opposed to that then it may be we're not a match. I desire a Dom who truly enjoys and if fact insists upon that often as it amuses her.

BTW I do know how to spell masturbator. Just that there are too many letters to allow that complete user name just by one letter.

Anyway....

I wish to be raised as a sissy girl in a loving but stern environment with a Mistress who has method to her madness and knows what she's doing and keeps it really kinky.

I wish to part of a truly kinky family. A permanent long-term relationship even leading to marriage is the ideal but not a necessity.

I do not seek or endeavor to push myself in where not invited and if it seems I do so, believe me, it's not intentional. I do not need to associate myself with man haters for I feel they're pretty much bigoted hypocrites. They would hate or stereotype me without ever even talking to or meeting me just because I'm a man yet would want me to not discriminate, stereotype or look down upon them. I try not to do that myself. I seek more balanced and open-minded people in my life. If that offends you perhaps you should step back and look at it objectively, if you can and consider that perhaps it's not me with the issue. Just a suggestion.

As you can tell, I do have a mind of my own and have some intellectual tendencies too. It's not all about sex. Although, I've heard it said before that the greater the intellect the greater the need for play. You know I think I may have heard that from an old Star Trek episode :)

I am a bit shy sometimes and you may need to be a little patient in some cases at first to draw me out but I believe in the end you'll find it was worth the effort. I do make a loyal, caring, conscientious and trustworthy friend and do seek the same.

I'm looking for a close group of caring, kinky and very open minded taboo oriented friends/family. I'm interested in making some good long term friends.

Here's hoping you are among them.