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I am a recently released slave, now submissive, searching for her place in life. Although i am 49 years of age, I am still learning quite a bit about life in general. I am attempting to adjust to my recent release and new life, finding it somewhat confusing and curious to be on my own, but not yet understanding how i came to be where i now am. I suppose that i am now searching for answers an am not yet to the point of being able to offer total trust in anyone. I guess that might mean that this profile may not attract many responses but i will update as i understand more of myself and the lifestyle.
At this point, my understanding of what i need in a relationship is first a friend. I understand that the lifestyle isn't about friendship but i continue to feel that i am submissive and need a dominant personality to compliment me. I value honesty and integrity. I am very honest, sometimes to a fault and often have trouble filtering out my verbals. I recognise this fault in me and am working on it. I need someone who is patient and compassionate, who is willing to work to understand my needs and will truly consider these needs when making decisions involving me. At the same time, I need direction and do not do well without it. This causes me some concern since that degree of direction requires much contact and time and would seem to be a quality of a 24/7 type of service such as slavery. I understand that in a M/s relationship my needs arent the paramount consideration and found that to cause problems since when my needs are not met, i tend to act out if my words aren't understood. This has caused me much confusion as to my place in the lifestyle. I guess that what i am seeking is a Dom/Master who will rule through understanding. I feel that true control only happens when it is achieved through complete understanding of a submissive as well as Oneself, a task that is ongoing. After all, noone remains the same throughout life.
About me. I am divorced with adolescent children with whom i live. I am a professional stable in my job. I have red hair, blue eyes, freckles and am 5'4" and slightly above average in weight. |
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