lilbearsub

its been a while since i updated so i gave that considerable thought and decided i just better sit right donw here and do just that.
Going on 2 yrs since i discovered the world of bdsm and the lifestyle connected with that.
i have yet to live in real (now that dosent mean i want everyone emailing me asking
me to come do a scene with them or move
in with them. i am stating the obvious.) and
though at times it seems a long road it really
is a learning field that i find quite exciting and
full of great promise at the end of the journey.


where i begain and where i am at in my head
today are two extremes which i prefer the
latter much more than the former.

i have come a long way baby!!! a long way
that was filled with many dangers and
many pleasures too.

thanks to those who have showed me
kindness and consideration in my journey and thanks too to those who abused my kindness.
i know that you didnt stop and think how
you would affect me and i bear no grudges.

so, up up and away we go.....lol
take heart all that search, it isnt in vain.

a new day a new beginning. always searching for that elusive item whether you find it or not is another question. life is to be lived not mourned. so get on with it i say..smiles.