LaRoseNoire


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	About LaRoseNoire Het is vooral het bondage-aspect dat mij doet thuis voelen in de BDSM-wereld. Zowel de mentale als de fysieke bondage. Ik ben op zoek naar een langdurige liefdesrelatie met een dominant, waarin romantiek en hoffelijkheid centraal staan. Het gaat mij niet zozeer om pijn, maar ik heb intussen ontdekt dat ik wel in bepaalde mate masochistisch ben, waar het gaat om grenzen aangeven, vernedering en een spanking om de lucht te klaren als ik stout ben geweest. In de regel geef ik mijzelf sneller over na streling, knuffelen en zoenen. Via mijn profiel hoop ik gevonden te worden door een dominant met wie ik de intensiteit kan vinden, die ik heb ondervonden en waar ik van heb kunnen genieten in mijn allereerste D/s-relatie. De relatie waarin ik voor het eerst ontdekte dat ik submissive ben. Ik zoek geborgenheid in gebondenheid. Verder kom ik graag in contact met gelijkgestemden, omdat ik nog elke dag verbaasd ben dat ik submissive ben. Ik merk dat ik er behoefte aan heb om regelmatig van gedachten te wisselen over de BDSM-lifestyle. Vanilla-interesses: muziek, dans, films, wandelen, koken, stedentrips BDSM-interesses: blindfolds, hairpulling, bondage, spanking.

It was Hekaron, who told me, that i am a submissive for the first time in my life. That was 5 years ago. Now, that D\s relationship is over. But i must admit that i am not suitable for a vanilla-relationship anymore.I don't know what my next step should be.

"The Rose"

Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower, and you it's only seed.

It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin', that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes The Rose.

[Composed by Amanda McBroom; sung by Bette Midler]

Since i subscribed to CM and read other people's profiles, i'm thinking a lot of the meaning of BDSM in my life. More than i already did in the last couple of years.

The first time i was told i am submissive by nature, i thought:"Yeah! Right!". i had to learn how to hand over a glass of lemonade the right way and i said:"Why should i? i am not a geisha!" But along the way, i felt a kind of excitement.

Then there was this time when Master spanked me? for the first time and i thought, oh, no! I don't like pain. It's the bondage-part that makes me feel good. And the rituals, nothing else. One day however, Master and i were in an auctionhouse and there was this little kneel chair. Master said: how would you like that,? you can use it to sit by me, and may be it's suitable? for a spanking bench?? How i felt it in my body.

i know now, that i am no longer a vanilla girl.

Oh, how i hate housecleaning. But Master will be so disappointed if He sees the mess here. i also have to work on an assignment for my studies, i should be going outside for a walk to stay in physical health, ... But all i do right now is exploring Collarme, because it's all so exciting and new.

Well, let's get on with it, i will clean the house now, in the spirit of Master, just to please Him, knowing i am a good girl, when i imagine His happy face. This is D/s 24/7 to me. Pleasing Master, even when He is not around.

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