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Female Switch, 46
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Female Submissive, 60, trotwood, Ohio
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Male Submissive, 53, rockford, Illinois
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About ladywicked1031
I have a little bit of an unusual background and past....
My last dom/sub relationship was with my soon to be ex -husband who ended up abusing me for the last 8 years. I’m ashamed to say I in a way "allowed" him to do it.... he broke me literally and mentally breaking my jaw severe head trauma that caused me to be Hard of hearing, and several hospital visits. Along with some serious fears of certain objects, words, and situations. I don’t know where my limits are anymore....That is something I need to figure out again. I believe my biggest issue is I was controlled in every single way for every single second for the past 8 years….. I’m here to explore the “outside” BDSM world I've been locked away from for so long. I’m not here to be broken again like I was. As of this moment I’m not here to become anyone’s sub. I have to trust again, re-built, re-learn my limits.... After recently leaving my situation I’m not jumping into anything right now. I think it is a wise choice for me to become a little more aquatinted with this world. This is going to be a very long process... but that is expected as well as necessary for me.
I do welcome, talking with others. Advice etc…
I feel I need to add The Reason for the “Lady” part in my name, after leaving a difficult situation, I believe my strength to leave proved I was a lady not, just a sub to an abusive man. It doesn't have any other meaning to me.
Thank you for reading.
LadyWicked |
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TO THE FUCKING PRICK YESTERDAY....
I would like to say a big thank you and fuck you to the jacknut who was a total prick to me yesterday, Because of you i ended up having a panic attack and complete melt down while i was at work. Thanks to you my co-worker called 911 to have some paramedics come. Which made the situation worse, the paramedic that showed up was one big guy. I was scared to death he was gonna touch me. making me back into a corner. every movement he made i panicked even more. Which of course made his job that much more difficult. He tried very hard to calm me down and convince me to go to the hospital to be checked out. They were finally able to get me outside for some fresh air where i completely lost it and ended up passing out. I dont know how i did not hit the concrete.
On a side note the paramedic was realllly hot! I think I really need to find out who that man was and give him my thank you in person. I also wonder if that he was involved in the scene... just from something he said, if thats the case maybe i can get his number too. |
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Just so you are aware....
I will not publicly devote myself to anyone at this time. if anything does occur it will stay private.
Until the time comes I feel comfortable (and able and have it available) only then will i allow ANY of my personal information be given out which includes photos of myself, contact info, such as my yahoo account, cam, etc.
I have my safety to worry about, with my past being so fresh im unable to feel comfortable meeting in person with anyone
what my ex did shook me to my complete core and has left me unable to trust anyone including my own family.
i reserve the right to deny any request i am uncomfortable with. what i post publicly is my choice. I will not be forced to anything in any public manor
Please understand, i have been severely and seriously broken. I request none of this is taken personally.
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This Subs Request...
I have but one request from you if you contact me,
Please be patient with me.
READ my profile before you assume anything.
Do not take my non-response as an insult.
This is all very overwhelming for me.
My Apologies in advice
Thank you again.
LadyWicked |
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