my dear friends are comming to stay with me from Ny on there way to South Carolina,,im so excited i finally get to meet them,,so real is better than online..and more than one  do care,,smiless

still not staying online for a time but i will be ok,,i have good lifestyle friends and family...better with out Him than with Him,,luucky meee..He will never find another slave like me and he will never have again what i offered Him all is well and so am I..Moving on

i wish to thank everyone for there comfort and suppot thrugh my heart felt pain.i will be leaving online for awhile,,and the lifestyle..i know all mean well and all that now know me have been told in ims and emails..i will miss my friends,and wish them the best life has to offer..and even more i pray that all slaves and subs,,do not let heart pain do to You what it has done to me.nothing in life is easy and when you love with all you are it can bite,do not go into a new relationship taking the past pain with you it will only hurt you.not all will hurt Your trust,and not all will rip you up and kick you to the curb,,just some are like that,,give a new beginning a chance,,God speed...

had such a good time last night,even in the nella world life is fun,,rode into the mountains.enjoyed the stars,and the sweet smell of cool air in my face..i will not look back i will not hurt for someone who was heartless time to go forward with my life,,stopping along the way to smell the roses,,smile now bring on the thorns lol ,,,,

going out to have fun with the girls,,ya

Moving forward is the only way to heal a broken heart, hard and still not grasping what has happened, but a strong slave and woman has to do what it necessary to grow. Trust when damaged only effects though who seek to be real. Honor is a gift and trust is the same. when a gift is returned it is an insult especially when it was an Ms relationship that was to last forever, time heals all wounds...