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Female Dominant, 58, Fairfax, County, Virginia
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Female Dominant, 58, close Sacramento, California
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About LadyhawkeKW
She stands atop the lonely hill looking down on him as he moves by. Her first thought is to go to him, but she shies away from this thought. For she is as wild as the rocky mountians and grassy plains that fly beneath her skimming hooves. She is shy and cautious, yet lonely and seeking the one to be
her master and partner. A firm and gentle soul who would tame her and train her without breaking her.
In return she offers love and loyality, even though she might be hard to handle at times. Finally with
a snort and a toss of her mane she takes off down the hill to the man below. Maybe, just maybe, he is what she seeks.
WARNING-- Please read entire profile carefully before sending me a message. Submissive does not equal doormat. I will not respond nicely to those who are rude, vulger, or those who have clearly either not read my profile or choose to ignore what is written here. I do not tolerate internet dom wannabe's!!! Please do not try to tell me what to do right away. Chances are I dont know you and I havent submitted to you.
I am a sub and currently have a boyfriend who is a Dom. No casual relationships or sex or play. I am currently only looking for friends within the Lifestyle.
On the vanilla side. I am an over the road truck driver and I own my truck. In my off time I enjoy horseback ridin, campin, hikin, fishin, and goin to the beach. When inside, I enjoy playin on the computer, watchin TV, bowlin, goin to movies, or just curling up with a good book.
I am fairly new to the Lifestyle and I'm lookin for friends and/or mentors. Ideally someone I can enjoy a vanilla relationship as well, ie movies, dinner, etc if possible or just causel chat on line if we are not able to meet in person. I do have a myspace page that is strictly for the Lifestyle. My myspace URL is subKestral.
FAQs
Before you ask, please check here.
1) Do you ever get to or drive to (your city&state)???
I might, but that doesn't mean I would be willing to meet you. Friends first on here before meeting anyway.
2) Are you willing to relocate??
Sorry, not at this time.
3) Will you (a sexual act) me???
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
Clear enough.
4) Would you consider a younger man, older man, black man, hispanic man, etc ???
If you feel you have to ask, then why bother sending me a message. Sounds like you need to be secure in yourself before talking to me. I talked to people not ages, races, etc.
5) Are you sure your a submissive??
Yes, I am sure. But I am not a doormat. I also am a small business owner in a mostly male industry so I do have to be a little more dominant on my vanilla side. If you dont like that in a sub, dont bother sending me a message.
6) Do you have or want to talk on yahoo, msn, aol, etc??
Well that depends on how long we have been talking on here and how much you have peaked my interest. I do not give out my messenger ID's or email address until I am ready to.
This is the end of the FAQs but I am sure I will end up adding more in the future. Thanks for reading.
Well, if you have made it this far without thinking what a bitch, then please send me a message. I try my best to always answer even if it's just with a no thank you, not interested and I ask you do the same.
Best of luck in you search and travels.
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Well I have once again returned after a long disappearing act. There have been many hurdles and a major loss in my life over the last 8 months or so. Many things that I enjoyed in my life had to take a back burner to current problems and situations. It has taken me longer than I thought to get back on top of things and I am still healing from the loss. Hopefully things are straighten out enough now for me to be on here a bit more often. I really miss interacting with the BDSM community. |
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Greetings Everyone,
Long time,no chat with many of you. I do apologize for that. Since the end of July, life has thrown me several rather severe curve balls. I am starting to get back on my feet with life in general and emotionally. I look forward to getting back in touch with those I was chatting with in the past. Again I do very sincerely apologize for the disappearing act.
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Well here we go. Time to pull out the soapbox. Today I received a message and a friend request from a Dom couple. Before I responded to either I went to their profile. Good golly!!! The number of people in their friends list was ridiculously long. It reminded me of the friend collectors on myspace. I have no wish to be a part of that, so I rejected the request. Then I politely sent them a message letting them know I was not interested in joining a poly household, but I could offer friendship. And guess what?!?!?! I had been blocked!!!! BLOCKED!!!! Before I even had a chance to accept or decline their offer. Before I had a chance to be polite. Now dont get me wrong, I have used the block feature myself, but only on those who are rude, crude, nasty, or mean. But I at least give everyone a fair chance. So, if you are going to block me before I have a chance to respond to your initial message, then dont bother sending me a message. I hope this Dom couple finds what they are looking for, even though I honestly believe all they are looking for is a stable of online subs. Ok, done with the soapbox. |
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Once again life is throwing me curve balls.? I am currently looking to subcontract with a different company so that has had most of my attention.? Then to top it all off, I come down with the flu.? Oh boy!!? Well, it seems I have quite a bit of catching up to do on here. ?
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I would like to send out my apologies to anyone and everyone I havent responded to.? Life has been very busy.? Sometimes I get messages that I am not sure how to respond to so I tend to save them for later.? Then later gets later and later and mostly never comes.? I am trying really hard to send anyone who messages me atleast a short response. ?
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She awakes, hooded in darkness and bound. She moves and shifts testing her bonds. In a flight of fear,
?she attempts to leap skyward, yet her bonds leave her earth bound. Once again she settles to wait.
Then she hears him. Coming slowly towards her, his soft foot steps, as he draws near. Once again,
she attempts to reach the sky. This time both her bonds and his soft gentle voice brings her back down.
Slowly with soft touches and gentle movements, he leads her, guides her, protects her, until, finally in
a glorious moment, she flings open her wings and leaps.........Kestral flies!!!
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Recently I was contacted by a Dom, who after the initial contact sent this following....."I wish to know your limits and experience for starters please". Now this was only the second message from this Dom.
Now hear is my reply....."Well, for me that is not starters, but the finishers. While this site is dedicated to BDSM that doesnt mean that is all this site is for. Also you cannot use just one side of a two sided coin. The vanilla side is just as important as the BDSM side, actually more so, since if you cannot get along on the vanilla side what would make anyone think they could get along on the BDSM side which requires so much more trust and bonding. I am lookin just for friends, no play, no casual relationships, and no sex. Part of me gets the impression that you have not read my entire profile or if you did that you dont respect what I have written. Either way, thank you for your message, I am not interested at this time."
I was then told by this Dom, that I have hangups. Why is it that I have "hangups" just because I dont wish to jump right into the Lifestyle side of things when I first start chatting with someone. My profile and journel clearly state what I have went through recently and my profile clearly states what I am looking for.
Why I am on here if not to play then, might be what some of you are thinking. That's easy. I am a sub. While mostly a bedroom sub due to the nature of my career, I still have the urge to serve and the desire to be punished. So what is wrong with me wanting to have friendships amoung those who understand this side of me???
If you have a comment to this, polite messages are welcome, rude ones will be duely dealt with and blocked. |
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Well sometimes in life you realize that no matter how much you love a person it is just not meant to be. My engagement has been called off. We decided that there are things we just cant come to a compromise on. While I know in the long run we will be better off for it, it still hurts. Luckily our friendship is enduring so I did not lose him completely. And so the healing process begins. |
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Well, I wish to share the good news with all.............on Sept 25 my long time friend, boyfriend and Dom proposed and of course I said yes. No date set as of yet but I will keep everyone posted. |
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That's it!! Life as I know it is over. I have reached that dreaded milestone. Over the hill!!!! The terrible age of..............................................................ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh 30!!!! LMAO No, it really isnt that bad. hehehe Had a wonderful party this past Sunday. Got hammered(one of the rare occasions I get to do so). Took all day Monday to recover. hehehe Good party!!! |
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Well its been a bit since I have updated so here we go. First off I am in the process of moving to Prior Lake, MN. It is a suburb of the Twin cities. But I will still be spending time in VA since that is were my family is. I am also fixin to start my own business so everyone cross their fingers and wish me luck. On the Lifestyle side, well there hasnt been much of that goin on. It's kinda hard to play in a space the size of a bathroom for very long. Bein a truck driver does have a few draw backs. Well that all for now. I look forward to hearing from all my friends new and old. |
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Well, it was brought to my attention that the 'tone' in my journal entry on 4/12 wasnt clear. Just so you know, I was bein very sarcastic and just a bit cynical. hehehe |
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Isnt it funny how once you have made it very clear to people that you are seein someone seriously, including havin to say it several times in your profile, that the number of messages you receive seems to drop drastically?? Ahhhh well such as life. Just so some of you guys know, friendship is not out of the question. I enjoy very much talkin with others in the Lifestyle. Just as long as everyone understands that it is just friends. My Dom reads anything and everything that I write or is written to me on these websites, so be respectful. |
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To all respectable Doms and subs, please be advised there is a posted dom out of Indy, In that my Dom and I have had some problems with. For more details, please contact either myself or my Dom(blackangel4180). |
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