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So We're remodeling the new house....who knew it could take so long to lay tile....I have high hopes that it would be wonderful when it's done.....but right now, I'm overwhelmed with all that is left to do. I've painted until I need shoulder replacements...and My knees are raw.....and still the toilet and sink are sitting in the backyard....*sigh*....I keep telling Myself...one day at a time...one room at a time...but it was so much to do....but we've made progress.....once the tile is done and the staircase in the basement is moved about 13 inches.....I'll have a livable house...complete with dungeon space. So here's to small miracles....and big dreams.... |
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Seeking bottoms for casual play, the possibility exists for more than cannon fodder duties. I prefer experienced bottoms that are gender neutral, meaning they are interested in play by all genders. I hold play parties on a regular basis and would like more bottoms to participate in Our games. I'm not interested in drama. You'll be expected to abide by simple rules of conduct. Be willing to sweat for My pleasure. I spent years learning My craft, don't mistake grace with weakness. Dominance is an Art of molding another's will toward service.
Seeking new experiences in a controlled, safe environment? Want to live out your fantasies? Are you ready to take that first step? Drop an email and I'll see what we can do. |
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Attention G/gurls:
I'm planning a gurl's beauty day in Feburary. Manicures, pedicures, facials...help with makeup and clothing. And other amendities available. Please drop Me a note if you're interested.
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Currently interviewing for the position of White Rabbit for upcoming local event. If interested, feel free to contact Me by the 16th.
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Last night:
So I hate the words "I forgot". A bottom shows up last night to play of course and forgot the 3 items it was supposed to bring for the night's session. I took it upon Myself to help them remember. A bit of bondage, so it couldn't get away....and an introduction to My switches. From nipples to junk, I reminded it of its duty until I became bored. (It took a little bit.) But it will remember from now on.
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Note: I've been away. I'm here now. Feel free to contact Me.?
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Went Kinky Kamping this past weekend....so much fun...even it was hot enough to melt. God I love to camp. I played in the river for the first time in My life....gotta love new experiences.....
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Greetings A/all:
I've been absent for oh so long. Life is what it is...and I have things to do....just like all of you. So if you sent some wonderful email that I didn't respond to...try again. I'm checking it more often...really I am. Honest.
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Update:
I've lost My damn cell phone. I have lost ALL My numbers. And some of Y/you only contact Me here...so if you have it...call...leave a message.....or Text....but do Me the kindness of telling Me who you are
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SOOOOO....things are going...as they always do. Having an interesting life...apparently that's the biggest curse O/one can have....ya think?
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I'm home from Domcon, My lovelies.....a wonderful adventure. Atlanta does indeed hold a fond place in My heart.
And then...planning for My own local event...juggling life as Mistress and Mommy....one within My leather family has major issue arise. So life has taken a turn and I am focusing once again within the Family to support My own.
I will get back to you My pretties. But a Good Mistress takes care of those already within the inner circle before dallying with cannon fodder seeking to be servents.
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I'm planning on visiting Richmond for thoese that have asked in the past. So here....I'll be up a weekend in Nov and seeking distractions. Apply within
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For those that have wondered....I've been away due to death....fucking Stalker....bane of My existence. No help to be had....so don't worry about Me....just know why I've been away.
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Sometimes, no matter how hard W/we try...W/we can't put the pieces back together again. There are shards missing....moments lost and thoughts shattered. This is part of life, I suppose. It makes the it no easier to deal with. One wakes each morning and takes a breath.....and smiles, to begin the day. After all Mr. Sunshine isn't at fault for the fact that I haven't slept soundly...or haven't been to bed for that matter.
I am seeking to find My peace again...to find a place where that rage is vented safely...and no one suffers too greatly...but that isn't always possible.
I keep losing things....My keys, My pocketpurse, My friends. My life slips away like sand...and no matter how tightly I close My fingers, there is still only sand left...and lose knocking at My window like a long lost friend.
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I flat-out copied this from a movie I watched today.....it seemed...well...striking....so I thought I'd add it here. The question is, can A/anyone tell Me what the movie was?
In the ordinary world, we trust in where things belong. Everything has a place. And believeing in that makes us innocent. And through the days under the same sky, we hope, dream, and laugh. We find and lose our way. Endings are beginnings, and moments, like pieces, fit together again.
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Greetings G/guys and D/dolls:
I thought it necessary to define two new terms.
1:Protect-to guard or defend against harm or danger; to shield
2:Serve-to do services for; aid, help, to worship, to offer or pass food and or drinkds; to be useful; to be suitable enough for; to treat
Does this help?
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At this point in My life....I'm due some awe. Impressive....cultured....funny.....know something...be interesting...
I value the unique. The rare. A grace of service that will speak to Me. Tempered steel...doesn't anyone get it?
Value that which you offer...or why should I?
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Life finds Me no matter where I run.....Note to Self: extra reps....smaller toybags
I'm slowing working My way back into My Life...its a process....so Give Me a break and know the meaning(or ask) of the following phrases or ideas:
1)Honor
2)Truth
3)In Service vs playing
4)slave heart
5)willing spirit
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Life has a way of bring the truth to you...especially when you're avoiding it. I believe the first place to start anything is with honesty. If you can't be honest...if as a slave, you think you'll lie to Me, rather than say something that may or may not displease Me....then don't talk to Me.
I've had enough half-truths to last Me a lifetime. I've had enough lies to choke on....
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Greetings A/all:
I don't mind talking to A/anyone....but I do not do online training. I don't want to relocate some slave to Me....I have a nilla life that needs careful handling.
I thank you for the compliment of offering service..but if you're not close to have a real, honest, hands-on relationship...I'm not the One...keep looking
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As of late, there has been an interest in My mention of gorean training. I have carried "some" of the ideals and positioning over into My real Life...it's not about the books for Me. It's about the fluid movement that the slaves aquire from learning grace in their serve, the new way in which they view the world. I have My own ideas about many things, but I uphold certain values: honor, truth, integrity, loyality, to name a few. I am My word, especially here in this forum. I know Myself. I expect any slave that comes to Me to know themselves also. A slave can not yield and give themselves over to a Mistress to mold while running from their past....or hiding from their future. The intent with which a slave presents themselves for training is key. A desire to please is essential. A willingness to allow themselves to be more than they currently are is necessary for either P/party to gain knowledge and understanding. For those that are interested...I prefer to be addressed as Lady Zara....Mistress is a title I reserve for those who have an understanding of the work required to meet My expectations.
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I found this quote today...I don't know where it came from....do Y/you?
"Love. This requires strenght from us; this requires endurance; this requires an acceptance of all that is unknown."
It seemed to speak to Me.
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So life is going along at a rapid pace and I'm still playing catch up. Yes, I'm fine. I've been distracted and haven't answered emails. I'm working on it.
I hope all is well in your world. And the sunsets are as pretty from your porch.
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So life is going along at a rapid pace and I'm still playing catch up. Yes, I'm fine. I've been distracted and haven't answered emails. I'm working on it.
I hope all is well in your world. And the sunsets are as pretty from your porch.
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Lovely party over the weekend....I was suspended for the first time. (I'm one of those People who feel it necessary to experience things before I do them.) And beyond that...I just like the feeling of weightlessness. No matter what anyone says....when you're not a toothpick...rope bites....there are pressure points even when the doer is working hard to see that the rope is comfortable. Its not bad...its not painful exactly...but it can get uncomfortable. But One must be willing to suffer for Pretty. I adored the rope corset and its so much less expensive. I do adore talented slaves.
ohh yeah....favorite things....do you have a favorite thing? I spent the better part of yesterday sewing up holes in My favorite pillow. I realized it was held together with saftey pins and hope. All its stuffing was filling the pillowcase so I had to sew it because together. Did you have a favorite something growing up? A something you have kept even years later? What is/was your keepsake?
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Service means many things, and it includes domestic service in My World. Domestic service means you clean. your knees will ache; your ass will be raw. your patience will wear thin. I will test your endurance in simple ways that do not always include the bite of the lash. Endurance in play is an entirely different aspect of testing. No matter how well you perform your tasks, I will find fault. I will encourage you with scoldings, correction and pain. And when the day is done, you will find a sense of pride in a task well completed. you will find pleasure in the sore muscles and tender spots because you will have pleased Me. Service is about making My life easier and bringing Me pleasure. Be it time for a cup of tea or a leisurely soak in the tub. Restore My balance and I, in turn, will restore your faith in your nature.
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So I'm sick...and it sucks and not in a good way. I've coughed so much and so hard that My whole stomach to groin aches...and not in that good tender ache that makes One remember the merriments of the previous evening way. Oh well, such is life.
Listening the seger and thinking of past lives, I guess. Past lives and lost experiences. Some I've regreted not having....few I regret sharing. My life is a testament to the belief that all things are cycles...and balance is attainable...given enough time.
Heads up Daddy, I have faith in You.
I need a pedicure....anyone have a buzzsaw? lol
Serve well....
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So Life is moving along as always. I didn't make it to Richmond...seems live got in the way. I will have to plan another trip later in the summer.
Playing as usual...missing those that are lost...
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So I poured cememt....and dug up the yard for a flowerbed. Amazing the things I can do.
I will be in Richmond the week of the 12th. So drop a line....
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So I've started a new project, I'm staining My decks. Can you believe it, a Domme that does things for Herself? So now, I have a sunburn and sore shoulders. I don't quite know how I manged it, but I've burnt the soles of My feet. Oh well.....this is what happens. Amazing how many wanna serve...but don't wanna sweat unless they are getting attention.
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I'm ranting tonight...as I've been sorely disappointed in the last few days.
Life isn't Fair.....Things don't always work out to suit Me...or you for that matter. I've learned to deal with My life...like it or not. So why is it so many of you can't seem to deal with yours? I'm not Some Dirty Little Secret....I'm not a Toy to be put on a shelf and ignored. I'm not into do-me slaves...nor do I deal well with bullshit.
I don't play with married or commited subs. I do not have sex with the slaves. I do not want a submissive of no value or worth. I do not do serious verbal humilation.
Why for god's sake are all these newbies contacting ME? I'm a heavy-handed Sadist...meaning I like to inflict pain. I enjoy tears....I enjoy aggression. I expect you to have a clue about how to treat a Lady.
*end of rant*
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Greetings G/guys and D/dolls:
Looks like May is NC month...grinning....It's possible I'll be making an appearance near you. There are a couple of Clubs I'll be attending...in addition to a few discussion groups...yes, I know, May....why? Well, My Aprils is devoted to the formal dinner for My B/bunch...takes more planning than I orginally thoughts, but it should be great fun.
In addition, foot fetish slaves: I will be conducting a couple of pedicure parties in the near furture. If you think you would enjoy giving a pedicure, and being ignored...feel free to drop Me a line. Ladies: If You'd like to attend or would like to send Yours to learn how....let Me know. I'm always willing to help out My Sisters.
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Greetings A/all:
So its My birthday now...I waited up for the clock to change. What a life I lead.
Interesting turn of events....such things as one wouldn't imagine. But such is life.
Ever been fully encased with the exception of mouth or mouth? Touched by hands you didn't recongize? Find yourself giving out secrets that will come back to bite you in the ass?
If so....you may be ready....then again...maybe not.
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Thanks to A/all who have helped with My lyrically problems. Nothing like knowing a P/person is both kinky and has odd triva stuffed in T/their heads.
I've had a wonderful few days....though work sucks, as usual. My Life is moving along at a fast pace, as always.
Still smiling from the weekend. There is just something comforting about snuggles and movies. Laughing My way through the bullshit that is, at times, My life.
The month is filling up fast with appointments. And My Birthday is fast approaching....yes I know, I should be upset, but doesn't seem to bother Me this year. I intend to make it an EVENT.....I have plans to ensure that it goes well. *wicked grin* And there is still a little room on My dance card.
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Greetings from the village....what was the name of that song: They're coming to take Me away, oh My there coming to take Me away...something about men in white coats.
I'd be interested in knowing...so how talented are you....
It's suprising what you folks know....after all someone gave Me who sang "brandy", making Me supremely happy. I'm easily amused what can I say.
May the road rise up to meet you...and the wind be always at your back....yes there's more to it than that, but I don't remember that either.
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Greetings all:
For the boy who ran...and you know who you are....I thought I made My point clear...evidently not.
For T/those just joining the broadcast....yes, I'm a Mistress. Yes, I can break you, should I choose to. No, I'm not seeking a full toliet slave. No, I'm not your Mama. No, I can't be any easier on your ass. And No, I'm not ever gonna give you a blowjob, even if you are a good little slave. I don't play with married men who lie to their wives....why? Simple....I can't promise no marks. I am not here at your beck and call unless of course you're seeking a Pro...if you are...I can give you numbers to contact. I'm here because I ENJOY a certain amount of suffering....I am Cruel...I am relentless.....I am the sum of all the pieces that make the Whole. Notice I said Whole not hole....disrespect will get you hunted.
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So it's been awhile since I last posted here...I have a blog somewhere else that I vent to the world.
I've scheduled a playdate for tomorrow morning...let's see if he shows up. Generally, a rather puntucal boy....I can hardly wait to see how he deals with waking Me up. I'm not a morning Person...by a long shot. But I get breakfast in bed...grinning...and a victim for My newest rope. Let's see how well he can make breakfast all trussed up. Nothing like setting an impossible task, so I have the justification to punish one for failing. And yes, I really do.
March is moving toward U/us at a sickening pace. My birth month...the bane of My existance. So should you seek to make My life plesant...March is a wonderful month to start. grinning
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I had a wonderful time last night....thank Y/you to all those involved. I attended a new Place and met some great P/people. And just so Y/you know.....I deserve a massage after all that struggling, btw. LOL
I have new an twisted tricks I'm working on....all I need is willing "victims".
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IS THERE NO HONESTY AMONG US???????????????? |
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I had a wonderful weekend. A special acknowledgement the the Host and Hostess. As for the boy, who was in attendence. he did well....so rough and tumble. LOL...atleast there was a reason that My makeup was ruined. I had forgotten what is was like to rough house with a boy. For some reason, some find Me, intimidating. Not that this play meant that by the end of evening he was a brat. A gentleman, if somewhat frisky....still, lol, he's the one that's still a bit sore I'm sure. How I do like the focus for a few days to turn to Me...at every movement.
Thanks be for distraction.
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" It's not Revenge [She's] after it's the Reckoning"~~Tombstone
We all make choices. Some good, some bad. Some without thought...some pre-planned. But it stands to reason that what you put out into the Universe will come home to roost. Three-fold. I wish I had the Grace to sit back and wait for that to happen. Each day is a struggle to keep Myself distant and without Pain. But I fail miserablely. Death comes to U/us all....pain is a fact of life...and a Reckoning will happen....I'll never involved My heart again. The romantic dies....and gives way to a bitter shell of the Person I once was.
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Well boys and girl: The Queen's life has taken a nose dive....but I refuse to dwell on those with NO HONOR!
A compassionate person is one who understands what you are going through and rather than joining with you in your suffering and fear, sees for you the lessons, the blessings, and the victory at the end.~Iyanla Vanzant
I'll be attending NC Edge this weekend and will be unavailable. If Y/you too are attending...smile...come speak...I'll be in the purple corset...LOL |
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Perspective is the essence of Life...this or any other. What One person sees as a wonderful adventure...another views as a disaster.
W/we are all trapped within O/our own Point of View. It is difficult, near impossible, to feel total empathy for A/another. We are all shaped by split second choices and missed chanes.
Still at the end of My life...I would rather regret the things I did...than regret the things I didn't do. Life is about the fullness of Existance...no experience is meaningless..even the bad ones. Actually, I've probely been changed more profoundly by the bad ones. But as I always preach, communication is the key to unlocking many doors.
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Basic TRUTHS about Life:
1) Given enough time and attention E/everyone breaks.
2) I can always make it worse.
3) Y/you do not want My undivided attention.
4) I am an adventure, you must keep an open mind and heart.
5) Resistance is futile.
6) Silence is golden within a scene. Open Communication is necessary outside of it.
7) Learn to become "Still" within your submission...soften to the prospect of intensity.
8) Sincerity is essential to Life. As is compassion and cruelity.
9)I'll inform you when I'm wrong.
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For him that deleted his account: Most boys have the balls to call if I'm waiting on them. To send a message 10 min after the appointed arrival time, is inexcusable when I spoke with you just this morning.....
so Sisters....feel free to ask...it seems this particular boy has approached 2 others I know personally to be trained. And this common for him. Beware Sisters the pretender and the scared.
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Greetings A/all:
I will be attending NC Edge in Fayetteville in October. I'm currently seeking slaves to fill My dance card. In other words, for thoses that have petitioned from NC, this is your chance to meet Me and go through a bit of "testing". I am looking forward to the event and am interesting in meeting those who are attending. If you wish to be "in attendence" contact Me early to reserve your position.
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For those that care:
I've founded a yahoo group called DominatrixSpeaks...I'm hoping to create a resource library for T/those with an interest in the Lifestyle. Questions and input are welcome.
BTW, I'm seeking a web-slave at the moment. anyone offering?
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Greetings G/guys and D/dolls:
I've been away for a week or two. If you've written and I haven't responded in awhile, drop a note. I'll be happy to revist the conversation in progress.
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Greetings G/guys and D/dolls:
I'm back home. Tired, but grateful for yet another experience to polish My shine.
The event was wonderful, as all kinky events are. I was impressed with the presenters as well as the low hum of the dungeon. As I have a fondness for rough play and interrigation scenes, ask Me about My favorite class.
These events always renew My energy and My faith in the community as a whole. For all I know, there is still S/someone to learn from and S/someone to teach.
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Greetings G/guys and D/dolls: I'm leaving for CO tomorrow morning...I'll be back around sometime late Monday night. I'll have so much to tell Y/you, then.
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The house is quiet for the first time in what seems a century. The nagging pressure behind My eyes has indeed developed into a full-blown headache. Too many cigarette, too little caffine, the tension of another day. But, it's friday...the unversal payday...hell, I even shaved My legs. *bowing gracefully* Still, the mind wanders and memories crowd closer, but offer no relief from this bone weary heat. I need a swamp cooler....*note to Self*
Here's wishing for someone to brush My hair....wash My car and take a thrasing like a "man". *smiling* have a glorious day..and remember..it could always be worse.
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Greetings G/guys and D/dolls.....so I'm getting geared up for Thunder in July. I'll be getting on a plane (the 2nd ride in My life) and heading to CO for the weekend. I can't wait to attend the event....I'm hoping to fill My time with worthwile endeavers while I'm out there. So they're expecting 90s weather....I can't see being decked out in leathers in that kind of heat. I guess I'll have to consider My clothing choices carefully. *smiling* And I'm limited to 50lbs of checked baggage....lol...I bet the toy bag weights that much...still I'm excited about the trip...and I'm hoping to meet new and interesting P/people while I'm out there....3/4 way across the country...should be lovely |
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Note to prospective slaves......if you're contacting all Dommes in this area....be assured that many of Us know each other....We discuss you....We talk about the common ground...We also know when you're playing...and propositing All of Us....I for One....find it common and underhanded. If you're seeking to be considered for a position with Me...I take it in a bad light when you've offered the same to a Sister without My knowledge..... |
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greetings guys and dolls.....life is back to normal...atleast normal for Me. I'm all healed up, though the scars haven't faded one little bit.
My search continues for slaves of quality and worth. I was told by a prospective slave recently that I'm "sweet". If I hadn't enjoyed his company so much, I would have been offeneded. Not everything one sees in porn, whether bdsm related or not, is possible...or enjoyable for the average human.
Generally, testing sessions are just that, testing. That is not the same as training for Me. I am looking for reaction...both physical and emotional to My touch. The voice commands....restrictions come with time and attention, and not every slaves gets that kind of attention right off the bat. Questions? Ask...I may even deem them worthy of an answer.
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greetings guys and dolls.....I've been away for a bit....at the moment I'm recovering from surgery....thanks be for modern painkillers....All is well...though I'm sore and a bit out of sorts....rethinking My professional life....too much time on My hands...and too many thoughts crowding My mind.......so I'll get to answering My mail....who knows...you may yet hear from Me....yes, I know...be still your beating heart....lol... |
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I've just returned from BR....I can't tell you how pleased I was with the Event. I'm still walking three feet off the ground.....This weekend (12/9) I will be available to meet and greet ....plan on mild testing before Myself and those in My circle..those of you that have contacted Me seeking consideration....this is the perfect time for you to make yourself available for a screening. Of course, that means you have to work up the courage to walk in the light, so to speak. Contact Me soon for further details...
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Morning guys and dolls....BR is 3 weeks away and I'm stoked.....if I'm this excited now...I can't imagine how flipped I'll be then....I tried to tell the boy driving Me that I better drive so I could have something to do with My hands....well, he wants to chauffer...so...I'll have to think of something else to occupy My time.....one should know better than to leave a Mistress free time....
no one took Me up on My house cleaning...I was disappointed acutally
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well boys and girls.....here's a treat for those who actually read these things. I have 3 days open in the next week....what I truely want at this point is My bathroom and floors scrubbed...all the well phrased requested I've been recieving lately...it boils down to this....what do I want at the moment....what would make Me happy....a kneelinng slave tidying up My house....let's see what happens now that you know you'll have to sweat in order to play.... |
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I only have a few minutes....so I'll make it quick.....W/we all have WANTS and W/we all have Needs....the simple truth is...that as a Mistress...My wants and needs come first...always and forever.....If that isn't acceptable to you...move on....I will not be rushed...I will not work within your timeframe..and I will not be pushed to make decisions about play partners that will be involved within My life and household....I'm not lookin for the kind of slave that is here today and gone tomorrow....I've never been fond of vanishing acts.....so don't make demands of Me...not matter how nicely you dress it up....its disrespectful and common. I'm seeking one that is not common...that lives beyond his/her base needs....
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Morning..life is so short, fleeting. W/we can lose O/ourselves in the moments of O/our life and forget to take stock in those things W/we find important.
Wanting companionship W/we can find O/ourselves settling for less then W/we need or deserve. W/we all put on O/our public facade and face the rigors of O/our lives. We all must feed O/our hearts along with O/our souls. I wonder what W/we give up in order to live well...to live complete....
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Greetings agains A/all.......its been some time since I left words here...seems so much has been going on...and so little at the same time.....
recently it occured to Me that service is about the hearts desire much more than the body....how does your heart speak to you? do you find yourself in the mists of dreams that you can't whisper to your closest lover? |
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Wonderful....he stood there, in the mists of a nilla party (they all know about Me) of My friends, holding his own in conversation, serving discreetly. And then, as W/we were trying to explain what the lifestyle was about and what service meant, he stood, walked to the middle of the persian rug and simply stood for inspection. he didn't speak, closed his eyes, hands clasped behind his head, and stood. The crowd didn't notice, but I did. I ran My fingers over him, aching to rips his clothes off and have him right there. Later, in the night, he knelt on that same rug, surrounded by antiques in tower. Without the benfit of orders, he illustrated what I had tried for hours to tell. And though My nilla friends didn't realize the cost....it was a thirll for Me.
Submission is about more than following orders with a glad heart. It is about the need to illustrate the desire within to please. he knew it pleased Me for him to show out for Me. he could see it in My face, feel it in My touch.
At this time, I wish simply to thank him for putting himself "out" to unknown people, on My word of their charcter, alone. his trust in Me is growing.....as My delight in him blooms...*wicked grin* Maybe one day he'll earn a kolar...
serve well, little ones...with peace in your heart and gladness in your soul, and you too can find what you seek... |
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GROWLING.......if your profile is empty you are saying to a prospective Mistress there is nothing interesting about you...there is nothing worth taking notice of....that you are a blank page...a nothing...well by all the Gods I WANT a slave that knows their own minds, that serves out of a need to please....not a need to get laid....
so don't talk to Me unless you have a clue about who you are. I'm too strong....too tempermental...and too demanding to deal with a nothing....offer something real, it will be considered.....to own a blank page is no fun, to own a slave of worth brings honor to the Owner.... |
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If you fit into the following do NOT waste My time:
married, unless your partner is willing to submit to Me.
vanilla
Role-playing only-novice bottoms will be considered, if you PROVE you have a willing heart, a desire for humility, and a flair for submission
interested in a Mistress to be the starring role in your wet dreams.....this is about My pleasure and fulfilling your fantasies, not a way to get laid
Do not know the meaning of "complete sentences"
currently owned
unsure of your sexuality |
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Service is the duty of a slave/submissive. It may be easy. It may be taxing. The degree of difficulity is in the hands of the Mistress, My pretties.
Do you know what it is like to dress a Mistress? To rummage through Her clothing, find the outfit of your fantasies, and beg Her to wear it for you. Do you crave correction from the Temptress or the Teacher? Are you looking for a Goddess or a Lady? Believe Me when I say, the clothes a Girl has on can create the mood of a scene.
Have you ever served a Lady, non sexually? Bathed Her pale soft skin, running your hands lightly over Her body. Shaved Her legs, careful with each long stroke, knowing that if you cut Her, She'll make you pay in blood. Brushed Her long hair, wrapping the sweet smelling strands around your fingers, rubbing it against your cheek. And finally been allowed to dress Her body like your own living Doll. Allowed to lace Her corset tightly, pushing up the more delectiable parts of Her body.
And finally after all the preparation, the attention to Her body, feel Her hands and nails on your skin. To feel the small intense cruelities on your flesh, and know you want more. you want to bury yourself in Her softness and lay there forever. Maybe, She may let you, but changes are you must be made worthy first. you have to prove you care about Her. you must earn the privelidge of tasting Her flesh, feeling Her skin.
The challange is worth it. Are you ready to serve, beyond your own petty superfical needs? |
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Well B/boys and G/girls.....isnt life just wonderful....the lastest update in My life...I am offically unemployed...atleast for the next 2 days when I'll be starting a new job....Y/ya know I'd really like to retire now and work later....where do I sign up for that I wonder....
I have spoken with some Extremely lovely F/folks and looking forward to time spent wisely. Be patient My D/dears...One never knows when I'll be on or off....My line of work keeps Me out and about....hell I may be showing up in a neighborhood near Y/you.. |
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