LadiShadowShai

***sadness is a pain we bare***

Sadness is a cup full of tear that no one hear.That why i play in the rain because they cant see me crying , with tears running down my face . to see another day .why do i even fight. wake up each day know what i do tare me a part but i do it for the love of other ..never having it return . i can heal them . maybe i should make my self as cold as ice once again ..with the fire of flame to burn away what is not need to be here .words plays in my head ..tears fall upon my face ,..with a broken heart if feel like your going to die.. in the night i seek the light .. but in the day come .. you not hear so what am i here doing waiting on a word and call to see if everything is alright .. no stay in the night with the shadow and the lights that i know best ,my life was a mess when u were not here and now its a mess because u not here so in the reckless of night is where i be with my light so bright . in time of need all u have to do is call me .. i will be call out to no one because they don't hear me .. tore between and lover is no place to be so seek what feel right in the time of night . day and night is new ..yet the feeling of what has been lost i no where in time .. the time is to fight .. do i feel like i can .. that is inside of me .will you die for love on this very night ?? ask that to yourself .. then the answer is inside .. who will stand to fight , who will die this night .. i will if it showed what i met or what i stand for ..maybe one day some one will see but i will weep in till that night

~*~ when you lost ~*~

In the dark sitting on your bunk . Crying to yourself asking for help. daydream of what was lost . self made prison is where you are. making away home is what you want. tears falling .. want to be home with you baby. she due anytime now .. keep saying im not coming back here . yet another crime and set of time . praying she dont  find another to take my place. i keep swearing i wont be here .. then time out there is hard life has became so fucked up .. tear on her face today when the judge said life .. tore me in two now what can i do i will be an old man when .. i get out and my son will be grown .. damn my life .. where were you when i need you where did your shinning face go .. just another time in space where i want to be gone away from here .. where no one cares .. where life means so much more ..  a tear hit my face and i wake ... oh damn it was just a dream .. there my baby .. why dose she love me so .. because  i am nothing more then a thug.. she wakes up .... are you ok  love? as she ask and running her finger throw my hair. yes .. i am .. another  bad dream ?  why do you love me so ... because your the man of my dreams ... that why i love you so.. i fell in love with a thug and you are that man .. tears and broking heart i will be there till then end .. grab my hand and we will make it throw anything .,. as long as we stand together and never fall for any thing

~ A woman plea~

A woman cries into her pillow screaming into the night praying that her tears n fears praying they reach ur ears n weight on your heart to come back into her life. Now that prayers are being answered. What to do. Hearing the hurt n pain. Can it be fixed? A man cries into the darkness asking for his familia be there in morning

Life in prison man made or self made. Just grab my hand n we will make it throw this 2gether