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About Kittytoy13
LETS MAKE THISE CLEAR I AM OWNED AND I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A NEW MISTRESS ORE MASTER JUST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Living in Spain as an arquitect this one is a possesion of my Lady Mistress Werisha.
Have always though pain enhaces the pleasure and finds it difficult to separate those. Being used and loosing control completly is the best way this one knows to offer oneself which fullfills this one completly. Break my mind, twist it at your choise and turn this one into what you wish.
Will do anything that he is ordered to as he was born to obey and satisfy. This extends to anything my Lady will wish for.
WARNING: Any Institution/persons using this site or any of its asociated sites for studies, proyects or any other purpose - You do not have my permision touse any of my profile, pictures or web cam transmitions in any form or forum current or future. If you have or do it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
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May 16 2010
?????????????? This one has had serious computer problems latelly and has neglected his journals. This one apologises and is determined to recover the lost time. At least this one has come to a new reflection.
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????? What kind of punishment does a slave who hasn?t been able to fullfill their duties deserbe? There are limits to what a sub can do even for his beloved doms. Adding to that life is unexpected in times and can give nasty surprises. even though the subs need to work hard to fullfill their doms desires no matter what circumstances may occur and have to be able to adapt to circumstances.
?????? Nothing remains but to work hard for our doms sake no matter what the circumstances never thinking about rewards nor punishment. After all being living and capable of addapting is what diferences us subs from other doms. This one apologises for his mistake and will work hard to keep the journal on going.
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May 08 2010
?????????? Yesterday this one had a pretty interesting e-mail conversation with a fellow sub called kimara. She sugested something quite interesting. There are Doms who would not hesitate in breaking their subs completly creating a dangerous situation to the sub. Therefore the subs generally prefer to keep a low profile, hopping not to draw the attention of those dangerous people.
????? However, this one cannot fully understand that situation. This one understands that after choosing who they serve a sub takes a big risk but a Dom takes a big rsponsibilty. After all which good will it make to break your possesions. One can drive fast with his car but when they stamp the car, thats it, no more car. Why would someone choose to reap appart their possesions instead of molding them and addapting them to their preferences?
????? This one definitly beliebes he is something to be used and enjoyed by my Lady but is also completly aware that is a fragile possesion and knows he can break if pushed too far too sudden far from his limits. Can?t be easy to supress your survival instincts as to let yourself be destroyed completly without running away from what caused that harm. Another think to think about and slowly learning.
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May 07 2010
? ? ???? One week now since my Lady ordered this one to create this account. Still quite interested in this site. However it is surprising how secretive this life is, even in a site created to follow the lifestile.
???? Is the taboo created in society still so strong as to want to hide it even in a community dedicated exclusibly to it? Is the sense of property between sub and dom so strong that it is secluded to privacy? Does it simply mean that the lifestile is not that widespread as one would think?
???? Definitly a way of life full of misteries for this one. Hopefully in time this one will be wise enought to answer more than ask. Can just wish to solve all this question or find someone with the answers.
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May 06 2010
???????? One day late this one resumes his journal duties. This time I though of fellow slaves. What kind of relationship should there be between several subs? What if they serve the same Dominant?
???? This one Really thinks one should respect other subs as the Doms possesion. However, does that mean that you can?t touch them as they are not yours? Do the subs really? have the right to interact with a Doms possesion at all without the Dominator being present? After all this one would never ever touch the whip of my Lady unless it is in her hands or my Lady ordered it.
??? Of course a sub is not the same as a whip but to the slaves view it is quite similar so still have to think about it. Gosh I have sooo many things to think about.
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May 04 2010
???? Replying to this ones messages something came to the mind which rather puzzled this one.
??? This one is owned by my Lady completly as a free choise and as so belongs to my Lady completly. Therefore this one could be traded if my Lady wished so and would be controlled by a new owner.
??? So this one will belong to the new Dom. His complete faithfullness, trust and loyalty would switch to the new owner? What would happen if the previous Dom wishes to take this one back? Could it be done directly or would the new Dom have all the power?
??? Still many doubts about it and will have to ponder them carefully but this one sure hopes he never is brought to this situation.
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May 3 2010
?????? Preparing my Ladies breakfast this one though of how refreshing it is. One cannot imagine how something so daily can become a main even in your every day life.
??? Doing something for just a stare of aproval or a smile if you are extremely lucky. Can there be something better than pleasing the one that is abobe you? If there is certainly this one has still to discover it.
??? Serving is something that fullfills more than one could have dreamt. That sensation is what this one wants to feel every morning.
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May 2 2010
???? This ones second day in this journal as in this site. Seems like somewere interesting showing this one how big this comunitty has grown.
??? Surprisingly enough many out there share this ones desire of pleasing and being used. This world will never cease surprising this one.
??? This one has enjoyed greatly giving a foot massage to my Lady as the satisfaction given to my Lady is far greater reward than satisfying any fetish this one has or will develope.
???? Sure hope to continue exploring this world as this one discovers his own true nature.
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May 1 2010
????? This will be my first entry to a daily blog created for the entertainment of my Lady miss Werisha and anyone who wishes to read it.
? Will try from here on to enter my daily experience and thoughts all focused on BDSM.
? As for today will say i hope to fit into this new community about which I am curious and were my lady ordered this one? to enter. Hope everything goes well.
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