kityn

Switch Couple, 27

absolutely amused. got an email today from a shameless boy, who competely plagiarised his introductory email to me from the profile of a dominant. at least he had the sense to change references of 'girl' to 'guy' and to substitute his own email. whom does he think he's kidding. hahaha. my toes are laffing, and they are in need of a massage...

today there was a big blackout. apparently affecting most of the island. was it fun? for a little bit, yes. i dont think we've had a blackout for aaaaaaages. but in the process, i found out a few things. i didnt have the electricity supply emergency number on hand, and even if i did i wouldnt have been able to get through. i didnt have a torch handy, i had to use my phone as a torch and find batteries for the torch. i didnt have candles. i didnt turn on the battery operated radio... but i had fun. even if it were only 20 mins... some people called me up and said how come they could allow these things to happen, yadah yadah. and how come it took so long for them to give them back their power. to be conservative i said it would come back in maybe a few hours. but i thought they'd really be restored in mabe half an hour really.. some people should realy move to other countries, before they appreciate what they have here.

it's been another hot day, but one cooked dinner for father's day for the family. tired of all the food outside, much rather prefer staying at home. and that's whati 've been doing all day. cooked half the day away cause i'm not good in the kitchen. hopefully everyone liked it. and then now, 1am in the morning, i'm sitting on my bed, almost nekkie, soaking in the airconditioning. and dreaming about what it feels like, being almost naked, lying on a bed with a Secret, half tied up. half being a toy. with my luck, it's probably going to be the first and last time? perhaps i shouldnt need to think too much. whatever for. days will be how they will be. and life will be how it is. still, having memories are good things.

february was my last entry. it's now may. 3 months. pretty quick? kind of. but only in retrospect. last month i did a last minute unplanned return Home. spring is beautiful in england. such colours. yellow, gold, red, green, purple, everything you could ever imagine. and the cherry blossoms were everywhere, on every street! without a doubt, it takes the cake as my favourite english season now. :) went to visit E as well. she's moved to exmouth, near exeter. lovely place, first time i see the atlantic ocean. everyone's moving, aren't they? they're all leaving me behind.. it's that time of the month again today. last month? it was the day of a party. time flies. fly quick, so xmas will be here again soon. how will it be this year? when will it end? if ever it does? or dont i want it to end. it's called freedom. wham knows.

right now, i'm going crazy. have been feeling almost there these past few days. only thing saving me, is that i'm being left alone and i can stay quiet. but such turmoil inside. or maybe it's just the hormones. that time of the month.

and so the winter visit has come and gone. now it's another 6 long mths to wait for the summer one.... how will i hold up. in the meantime, one wonders. how to find the one to play with. or how to find the one to be played with. because sometimes i just need to maybe. how to find the right playmates, cause there are just so many assholes around. too many and they waste my time when i have to read their mails... such is life.

one month before i visit. it's one month too long. the wait is an eternal torture.

so what changes over time? once again, She says She is going on holiday. this time to amsterdam, to visit friends. now what sort of friends would She be having in amsterdam? i wish She wouldnt say that we'd all go on a holiday together one day...

sitting here in the hall at midnight, dad and mum resting on the couch. they don't know what their little girl is up to, do they. they could never know though. they must never know. even though i know that if my fairy tale ever comes true, i would be so happy. a life that money couldnt buy, an inexplicable happiness and fulfilment, leaving nothing wanting...

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