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******************************************************************** (i'd like to say that i'm not your average sub, and not what most doms on this site can handle.) i'm not here to please you, nor to be what you want me to be. i'm not here to be walked across, for in spirit i am free. i am not your slut, who does just what you say. i am not your slave, and i dont blindly obey. i am not an object, i am just like you. i have thoughts and feelings, and they can be hurt too. i have dreams and aspirations, and a passion that burns hot. i may give you admiration, but worship i will not. i have thoughts and interests, just like normal peeps. i have lots of free will, and i am not a sheep. i would like to find love, with one who fits with me- to live in symbiosis, for all the world to see. like pieces in a puzzle, harmonized in tune. to paint a special picture, on which our passion's strewn. i'd like for you to love me, in all the ways i am. and if you try to change me, from my life you will be damned. for this is my existance, to define it as i wish. through bondage and submission, or something artsy-ish. or possibly through gaming, or hanging out with friends. with freedom of expression, until the bitter end. and if you want to join me, as friend or something more, then you should send a message, and see just what's in store. though fate's a fickle creature, and you really cannot know just what it will throw at you, or what it has in tow. but life's to short to pass up, the opportunities, that oft present themselves, in the abnormalities of any situation, no matter how unique. for passing them in fear, leaves the future oh so bleak. want to know more? just message me. and thanks for reading the poem, i wrote it myself. not my best work but i figured it would be a fun way to post a profile... obviously, the poem only scratches the surface of who i am or what i feel but it gives you enough of a taste to decide if i may be worth messaging or not.

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8/5/2012 2:41:12 PM

it's curious how things work out in the world sometimes, how just when your soul is crushed, SOMETIMES, someone or something can show up in your life to help begin the mending of your wounds, though you won't recognize it as such until later... and sometimes, just sometimes, you get back on your feet with a new hope for the world, despite your bitterness and aching scars. it's funny how things that you thought you lost for good can show up at your doorstep once again and enter your life without any warning... and it's strange how sometimes when you need to be saved from something beyond your control, you're saved by someone you didn't expect.

 

life has been one hell of a strange rollercoaster over the past year or so, just when i had taken some of the biggest plunges i've had in years, i was lifted back up into the sky only to be plunged down to the earth again, and eventually levelling out to a bumpy yet not overly dippy ride. now things are changing again, and going into a dark tunnel where i can't see if i'm going to go up or down.

 

and i'm scared

 

but there is hope and i will cling to that hope until it's good and gone, or until it grows so big i can't even wrap around it. the future will be interesting to see...


4/26/2012 2:14:24 PM

deleted a few of my older photos due to how blurry they were. gonna try to take some new ones, already uploaded 1 new one. enjoy.


3/16/2012 3:35:56 PM

remeniscing on times past and thinking of the future: what does it hold for me? love? lust? danger? adventure? peace? crazy?

 

one can never know what the future will hold for certain but we must always face it and move forward with as much grace and dignity as we can muster. never give up, and never give in. your life is your own and you only get one, make the best of it and help others do the same. 


2/24/2012 12:23:27 AM

well, i finally updated my profile (in case you didnt see). hope it brings people a smile, because writing it took awhile. <3


2/3/2012 12:18:02 AM

'it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all' is one of my least-favorite quotes. i think i was happier before i started having feelings for people, back when i had decided i would be better off alone, and that no one would ever love me anyways. at least back then i was ok with being alone. it was good to not feel this need to be loved. 

 

but having let myself love, i've grown needy, scared and lonely. and now i'm faced with the loneliness again, the feelings of guilt, regret and loss overpowering me on a daily basis. i've never been able to love without loving deeply, and when i lose it the wounds i suffer run just as deep. I am weak, pathetic. this time i just happened to give my heart out more than ever, without realizing. and doubletime at that...

 

How do you stop missing someone? How do you just move on as if life is normal and all is okay, when it is not okay? how do you go back through all the daily motions, as if nothing ever happened?

 

all that i can do is make myself a better person. try to be stronger, wiser, and more careful. but to what avail i have no idea. the future is shrouded in a mist, and nothing can be known. i guess it's one step at a time, through the fog, alone, with no light to help me penetrate the smokescreen. maybe one day i'll find a way through. till then, i'll wander this mist aimlessly, searching for any sign of an exit.

 

i feel so lost.


5/21/2011 6:27:54 PM

IZ U RAPTUR'D YET


5/16/2011 10:25:43 PM

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever find someone.


3/27/2011 10:19:25 PM

well it seems i may be making my own pet play gear... if it turns out i might open shop for selling to others ^^;


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MistyKittySub
 
 Age: 33
 Novi, Michigan