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| ***Here for forums and friends only***
Completely taken/owned, and very happy. I'm just here to alleviate random boredom by reading the forum posts and keeping in touch with people on here.
Definitely not looking for:
a master, a mistress, a sub, a slave, a switch, being part of a household, online romance, cam play.
Potentially looking for:
nerdy platonic friends to play video games with and chat about silly topics.
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It's no secret that I love reading journals on here from the mobile site. It's a constant source of entertainment. I've noticed that most journals fall into these categories:
Financial dommes: wheres my piggies? Goddess needs new shoes/makeup/clothes
Male subs/slaves: this makes my cock hard, I want a mistress to do this to me, oh I'm such a slut teehee, wanna see my webcam? Are there any real dommes on here that will have me? I'll be the best slave ever... I'll let you fulfill all my fantasies and let you see how hard I am.
"female" subs/slaves: looking for an online mistress, oh I spent all weekend having naughty lesbian fun with an ex girlfriend, these pics are of me, not of some porn star, I swear!
Actual female subs: my master is fantastic, my master left me, why does no one want me, is it because I'm fat?
Male doms: get on your knees, slut, political drama blah blah, why don't I have a slave?
Of course not everyone falls into these categories. I love reading journals of seemingly genuine, wonderful people. I often don't relate to their lifestyle choices, but I can certainly respect them. People from all persuasions, sub, slave, switch or Dom/me, of any orientation, as long as they aren't constantly whining or being obnoxious make for good reading material. Keep up the good job, folks. |
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I'm super excited....Sir and I are going camping tomorrow. He's never been, and I adore it, so it'll be fun showing him the ropes. I think he will enjoy it.
We've gathered up our ropes for some outdoor bondage, which I know he will like |
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Thursday was my birthday..I'm now 24! (Which reminds me, I need to update my profile age...off to do that as soon as I finish this blurb). I did family things the day off; went to dinner and saw Wicked....amazing play; if you like theater, you definitely should see it!
Friday was my day with the Man. Although I had a blast being a little brat and insisting I was "da princess", I still got my birthday spankings...go figure? He took me out to a wonderful restaurant on the river, where we sipped wine and had seafood, and he showered me with presents (I'm such a nerd....he had to go to 4 comic book shops to find me the ones I needed!).
Such a great birthday, although now I feel thoroughly old (grey hair, anyone?)
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Graduating college tomorrow... Holy crap, it still feels so unreal. Five years for two bachelors degrees, and now I feel like I have no idea what to do with my life.
I'm not gonna be around much the next few days. Tomorrow is graduation, then after that, Sir and I are going to Reno for a few days to gamble and just relax, in celebration of graduating. He's very proud of me, which makes me very happy.
Be good, kids. Don't get into any fights. |
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It cracks me up how many subs and slaves claim that their real owner or master has died, and it was their former master's wish that they come on here and find someone else.
Really? I mean, seriously people. Is it possible that it has happened? Sure I suppose. But withthis frequency? I'm calling bullshit. Girls are using this excuse to pretend they have so much experience and were obviously so desired that they had a master.
Be careful with these fakers. I think it's likely that they are drama llamas :) |
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Well, Sir is back from So Cal, and boy am i glad! I missed him so much..it was a truly awful week, and without him there it was even harder.
We spent the weekend relaxing. Watching movies, eating easter candy and lots of sex...vanilla, but great :) |
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Well, Sir is back from So Cal, and boy am i glad! I missed him so much..it was a truly awful week, and without him there it was even harder.
We spent the weekend relaxing. Watching movies, eating easter candy and lots of sex...vanilla, but great :) |
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Well, Sir is back from So Cal, and boy am i glad! I missed him so much..it was a truly awful week, and without him there it was even harder.
We spent the weekend relaxing. Watching movies, eating easter candy and lots of sex...vanilla, but great :) |
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Sir is in southern California this week on vacation. I was supposed to go with him, but one of our guys at work got hurt so I had to pick up his shifts. I know its only a week, but it's hard being without him. He texts me a lot but it's not quite the same. I don't sleep as well when I'm not curled up against him, and I miss his touch.
Please can it be Sunday already? |
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My last four days with Sir were amazing. We did a lot of normal coupley stuff... Trip to SF, snuggling up in bed to watch Game of Thrones, etc. We did, however, make an excursion to an adult store. I was surprised at how much fetish and kink oriented toys they had. Sir bought me: a new gag (it's purple suede... So soft on the straps but it keeps my noises to a minimum!), a bunch of purple rope for him to practice his shibari, and some lovely clamps. He also had a surprise for me... When we got home, he awarded me with a lovely leather collar. It looks like a kitty collar, but he had it made for me, so it has my name on it with a little bell. The inside is fur, so it's very soft against my skin. I loved wearing it, and he loved it on me. Needless to say, we played with the new toys a lot.
This next weekend we are going to the racetrack (Sir likes horse racing and has promised to teach me), then we are going to dinner with my parents so he can meet them (dun dun dun!). My mother will adore him, and I think even my dad will approve. If they only knew haha |
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I get a little disturbed by sub/slave profiles that detail what physical acts they want to do or want done to them. While preferences and kinks are good to have, is that really the place?
I'm not a domme, but if I was, I'd be more interested in knowing about them as a person. Their life interests, views on relationships, etc
"I want to lick lots of pussy and suck lots of cock for my owner."
Yeah, well. Lots of people, both subs and not like to perform oral. Sheesh. |
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Four and a half hours until I'll be with Sir for four whole days (we normally only get two days a week, so four is awesome!). I'm literally wiggling in my chair in delight.
It's my spring break, so we are going to get out of the area on some day trips. Friday we will be at Stanford, touring Rodan's Gardens. Ive been a fan of his sculptures for years. Saturday we will be going to SF to wander around Chinatown and enjoy the weather. We will be hitting an adult store or two over the weekend, I'm sure.
I planned at outfit for when I make dinner tomorrow. I stole one of his button up white shirts, and I'm going to wear it with my red bra and panties, garter belt and thigh highs with fuck-me pumps and a gag. Oh, and my glasses. I'm fully intending on being dessert ;P
My roommate tells me we fuck like rabbits. This entertains me, because I always feel like I can not get enough of him inside me. Everytime he touches me, I long for him to fill me... A desire which doesn't get satisfied as often as I'd like |
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Sir is giving me keys to his house tomorrow... I couldn't be more excited. I'm going to spend the rest of the week there, while we try to establish a live-in style situation (we are planning on moving in together once my lease is up, so these are great practice times).
I'm planning on attempting to cook some awesome dinners for when he gets home from work. I've also been trying to find some activities I can do for him that he may find pleasing. Because this is his first time with a submissive, we are having to create rituals as we go. I'm thinking of meeting him at the door dressed like the 50s housewife (his favorite look), and kneeling to undo his work boots for him. Serving dinner, of course. I could also use a few more suggestions of things men might like (this is what I get for being more used to serving women!)
In other news, my ass is still terribly bruised. His belt left big purple welts across my ass, and there's almost a perfect handprint. |
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A quick note on preferences:
Everyone has them. Do preferences sometimes get in the way of compatibility? Yes. Someone could have everything I'd ever want out of a person, personality and lifestyle-wise, but if I am not attracted to them it won't work. Sad but true.
Now it is possible for attraction to develop beyond it's original limit, due to compatbillity? Yes, it is. Someone can not be quite your type, but if you start to love them as a person, you may find yourself more attracted to them. However... If you really are not their type, or you find them physically unappealing, it won't work. You just have to chalk it up to not being meant to be, and move on. Theres no point in being mean about it.
I've been on both ends of this a number of times. I've been "that amazing girl, with the perfect personality" but because I wasn't thin enough, it never turned into anything. My best guy friend and I have a running joke.. We are soulmates, but we aren't attracted to each other sexually. I'm too tall and too thick for him, and he's too short and small for me. That's life.
So what's my preference? In men... I like tall guys with athletic bodies. I'm not into super muscular, body builder types, but I love definition. I love men's hip bones; that yummy v that makes me wonder what's below. In women, I like taller than me (I'm 5'5"), and curvy. Size 8-16 depending on height is what i tend to prefer. Would I date outside these preferences? To an extent. A lovely woman who is shorter than me, but is proportionately what i like? Fine. A woman who is 5'10" and 110 pounds? No way.
I'm lucky in my Sir. He's a runner, and has that long and lean muscular body. His hips are to die for. And I'm lucky that I'm pretty damn perfect in his eyes. I'm a bit shorter than his ideal, but not by much. He loves my curves, and the abundance of them. He likes the fact that I walk the line between average and plus sized, a target zone he calls "lush". I personally want to tone up by arms and tummy area, which he says is fine as long as I don't go overboard. However, he loves me as is, which is incredibly rewarding.
Final thought: don't get discouraged if you message someone who sounds perfect for you, but they aren't interested due to looks. Everyone had preferences, and you will be better off finding someone who adores you as is. |
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Living with my best friend (aka my vanilla sidekick), is a lot like a lesbian porno without the sex. Lots of nudity, lots of giggles, and sometimes... Panty pillow fight!
Muahaha. I totally won, too. Tempurpedic (I don't think that's the proper spelling) pillows work great. |
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I love, love, love reading the journals on here. Some are very well written, by people whom I think must really be someone to know in day to day life.
I don't mind the erotica (some is great, some is gross), nor the random ranting. What does crack me up, however, are the constant pleas for attention (financial dommes and do-me male subs), and the people who try to spin these huge elaborate fantasies and present them as reality.
Is it possible that someone, somewhere, lives the existence you claim? Always referring to oneself as "it" or "slave", and existing only to be abused and made into fuckmeat? I suppose it may be possible. I doubt it. And I'm sure that person is miserable if that's actually the case.
No problem with the fantasy... But come on, people. You have access to a computer. I'll bet you work, or have family obligations. I'll bet that sometimes you do mundane things like curl up with a book or a glass of wine.
When I read those journal entries written like this is actually their life I can't help but laugh and assume they are a lonely, single person who wishes for some kink in their lives.
Now, before I get inundated with hatemail... Yes, people live infinitely more kinky lives than me. Some go to play parties regularly, and are never without bruises or lash marks. Some dress in their latex several times a week.
I do not. My Sir and I are too casual for that. We can giggle at each other over card games, cuddle up and watch Spartacus together. Am I still his service and sex sub? Absolutely. I prepare his clothes, cook, clean, and do all the little things that make his life easier. I'm always prepared for when he wants me, however he wants.
That's what submission is to me. |
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Illiteracy, poor grammar and atrocious spelling frighten me. It's one thing if English is a second language, but if it's not... Damn, people! |
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Good morning!
It's not quite 5:30am, and I've been at work for an hour. Sir is sleeping in my bed...a fact that very much makes me want this morning to go by fast so I can go home to him. We are going to his place today, and I'm being introduced (as his girlfriend) to his family. Yay!
However, I did want to comment on something. So, yes, i am going to rant about financial dommes; I really don't understand the appeal.
/rant
Now, I get prodommes. They are providing a service--nonsexually dominating people--for a fee. They are fulfilling fantasies, and often introducing curious people to the world of kink within a safe and consensual environment tailored to the clients comfort and desires.
But these online financial dommes... What service are they providing? Most seem to be online only. You have to pay or offer "tribute" in order to speak with them. They pose as highly arrogant, rude, idiotic 19 year old cheerleader types (I have my doubts as to their pictures and age, but that's another story). While I am sure there are some who enjoy this type of situation--randomly buying things for a spoiled bitch who doesn't think about anyone but herself--I can't imagine there are many takers out there.
I understand things are harder for male submissives on this site.. There are so many of them, and not as many female dominants. I get it, I really do. But it seems to me youd be better off saving your money to pay a prodomme... At least you get something out of that.
When I view recent journals on the mobile site, and I see the same profile post 30 times a day about tribute and how she's needs money slaves, I can't help but laugh. You need money? Go get a job. Despite your nickname, you are not a goddess. You are just a woman (or a man pretending to he a woman on the Internet).
That said... Is there anything wrong with financial domination within a relationship context? I don't think so. It's not my kink, but when there is already trust and affection there, if that's what floats your boat, go for it.
/end mini rant
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For those of you who are owned, or own someone of your own...do you consider them your boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other?
From my experience, it varies a lot with D/s couples. I have served without the romantic attachment, but now that I have it, I don't think I could go back.
M is both my amazing boyfriend, whom I can tease and steal the covers from, and my Sir, who guides me and provides me with a strong foundation. |
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Rainy, rainy northern california day!
Even though I'm stuck at work, I'm kind of loving it. Sir is coming over tonight, which makes me very happy. Cuddles, cocoa and kinky fun... I can't wait!
I feel spoiled... I see him 4 days a week, and it still doesn't feel like enough. We are trying to be "responsible" and date for at least half a year before moving in together, but it's hard. We sleep so much better together.
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Having a grumbly day. No real reason.. Just one of those days where my skin doesn't seem to fit right and I get cranky. I told Sir about how i was feeling, and he sympathized, but reminded me he expects me to still behave like his lady. I am trying very hard to do this... To not snap at people, but rather to behave with the proper decorum he expects of me. He also asked me to journal in my home journal tonight so that when we see each other tomorrow, he can read my thoughts.
So... Blah. I love him, and I am grateful for his guidance, but blah.
Not so cheerfully,
Kitten |
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Waking up in his arms... Totally makes having to be at work at 5am on daylight savings time worth it. |
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A quick thought...
I was asked in an email this morning whether I believe that one gender is superior to another. The short answer is no. Taking into account my issues with the concept of gender, I can't wrap my head around the idea that one's biological sex or gender identity has anything to do with superiority. Dominance and submissiveness are personality traits, in my opinion. If there tend to be more male dominants than female, I'd chalk that up to cultural expectations. As someone who has been fortunate enough to have served under both male and female dominants, I can assure you... Both were deliciously dominant. Although highly different, they were equals.
Come to think of it, I do not consider myself any less equal because of my role as a submissive. I think it takes both parties to make something whole and beautiful, and both are reliant on the other. We just provide different things.
Anyway, sorry for the ramble. I'm fighting a cold and am stuck at work, wanting very much to go home and crawl back in bed with Sir. |
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