I want to train at the new job today !! I got up at 3am  !!! The road where white and it was hard to see. I cant wait in till I start brining in in come again !!! I am turning in to a pack of Ramon noodles

I am going to use my profile as a journal of personal development

At the moment I really don't have interests in submissive men. Submissive men has always been fun toys, but I am not into them sexually.

Ok dominate men-- I am not going to fall for you just because your dominant !!!

I am also not currently sexually active and I don't plan to be for a very long while

Some of my CM friends that I have been going up and down with wild mood changes do to crap I am dealing with.

I was really panicked because I was not working and I have bills

My job lead called me back and I start training this weekend

Good for me!

I have a plan in my mind. After I get off of work, I am going to the gym that is right near work. I was really hoping for this job because It was near the gym.

It doesn't pay much at all and I am going to really struggle to get by !!!!

I am pretty scared because I have never lived on my own and I have always been taken care of and sheltered .

I never paid a real bill in my life. So Yes I am frightened.

I always let a dominate take care of me. Even when I was working, I would give him my money and I wouldn't worry about paying anything.

I wish I never fell into this way of life - but that's all I knew - even as a child. :/

I guess I have to learn the hard way now.

I love daddy bear gay masters !!! They are awesome !!!

Very manly goodness lol

I should of been a gay male I don't go for the sissy shit

lol omg someone just called me this:

callous feigning of being badass

Ignorant  

desensitized

and I am a miserable human being that I seek suffering onto anyone

I would torture people

lol haha

you know he wants me to fuck up the ass