kitty82551

Hi - I'm quite new to this, and have only had a few experiences - so I consider myself still a trainee and still looking for my master/mistress, or both! I have wanted this for a long time and it's now or never so have decided to start looking for what I want I am in a vanilla relationship which is important to me - so this is my "playtime" and will never be a 24/7 . Of necessity, my ability to play is limited, but would be made a lot easier if I could find someone close to home. The partner is aware of my search, but I have no intention of "rubbing his nose in it!"as he does not participate. To this end - I am unable to accomodate.

A bit about me - I am a control freak in vanilla life - probably why I am looking for someone to control me. A bit plump(size 18) I am polite, a bit insecure and quite shy till I get to know you - I dont swear normally and there are words I would never use, but I do have a wicked sense of humour.


I have to be honest and say that I do see a Dom. We have been together for 4 years now and Provider is very special to me. With him, I am no longer a submissive, but a slave. He has taken me to this place and I thank him for that.
However - due to his circumstances - we can meet only occasionally - maybe 4 or 5 times a year at most - so he is happy for me to seek to fullfil my needs elsewhere, as is he - with the understanding that if someone special comes along - well......................