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Farewell to cm.
This is likely my last journal entry.
I'm no longer finding this website fun.
I'm not going to find what i'm looking for here.
Good luck to all, in finding your fantasy. Because the reality most of you think you're looking for is never gonna happen. |
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It's sleeping naked weather tonight. Too bad I'll be doing it alone. |
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44 hours (roughly) on his leash...my nipples bear the proof. it was an extraordinary weekend! and i still have a day to relax ;D |
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can't wait until next weekend!!! |
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Super horny. Need fucked. |
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today was sweet...i cried a tiny bit. he knew...and cried a tiny bit too. |
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the thought of all the people that get to walk through life with someone at their side makes me sad today. |
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Today, number 70, was absolute perfection! Deep subspace. Writhing orgasms. Super hard cock down my throat. That look on his face. Satiated in every way <3 |
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happy Valentine's day deviants! ;D
<3 |
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we were going to have a new adventure today, but i chickened out. he was very sweet with me about it, punishment not too harsh at all ;) i feel bad about being shy and backing out. but the rest of the afternoon was so fabulous, loved it! maybe i will try again... |
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it's New Year's Eve. the first one in fifteen years that i am spending alone. i think i will be okay though. lonely, probably, but ok.
and now i'm watching EL James (the 50 shades of grey author) on Katie Couric (who is wearing a black leather dress for the occasion)...oy vey. i think the book is drivel, personally. but the one thing they did talk about that i agree with...keep it safe and sane and bdsm should NOT equal a domestic abuse situation. women should beware of all the "dominant" men that are really just misogynists and try to wield their power over women out of hate rather than true bdsm interest.
happy New Year, if anyone reads this |
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today was feverish! fervent? mmmm anyway it was fabulous! and the final session for 2012, i think...number 67 or is it 68?
my breath matched his |
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he said i'm perfect ;D and he brought me beautiful new black leather locking ankle cuffs and bells for my nipples, for Christmas...he's so sweet and generous <3 |
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nipples. very. tender.
he can make me cum with just one finger ;D
another session, so awesome...awesomer and awesomer! |
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Today was superb! A whole afternoon together...a bit of furious and fast...a bit of languid and lovely. Bound and inspected. and a spanking to cry for! nipples are so tender <3 |
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sixty. super. spectacular. smashing. sensational. sated.
i love an alliteration! |
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Today was very close to the second anniversary of when we met...and the first time we did all those (kinky) things. That were so new to me. And so fun and wonderful! Now, two years later...it's as Awesome as ever. Even more so!
Today was longer than i expected and i was thrilled! It was intense and fabulous! My nipples are incredibly tender, still. And even though my breasts are not my favorite part of myself, he loves them and tells me how beautiful i and they are. <3 him for that
He left it up to me what to wear, "wear what you think will please me"...i think i did. and he bought me a new 'outfit'. it really was a stellar day!! |
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Yesterday was mind blowing (again). I'm still warm this evening.
Fall is almost here, my favorite season. Time to walk in the crunchy leaves, breathe the brisk air. Collect pumpkins and apples, stroll around the fairs and bazaars.
snuggle up with someone, if you're lucky enough to have someone to snuggle with
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Today was AWESOME! Hot, sweet, tender training! I believe it was number 54...and it is the day after my 40th birthday. I don't feel 40 :) my Master says I'm georgeous...so that's awesome too :D |
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Last night was perfectly intense!! It was a super hot Wednesday night...and, he took pics. Maybe he will post one! <3 |
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50!!!!!
Exhilarating! it was fantastic. OH so hot. i was given a challenge...i think i prevailed! i struck a pose...that he loved!
and i learned something. which i always love!
Yummy :D |
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Amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today was exactly what i needed. SO hot. so VERY hot! oh yeah, it's really hot outside too, lol ;D |
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Happy Independence Day pervs!
i'm reading Fifty Shades of Grey...this book is ridiculous. i keep waiting for it to get hot as they say. 100 pages in, it's finally getting interesting. but it's so outrageous...such a fantasy. sure, i'm still waiting for my tall, handsome, thin, incredibly well hung, millionaire bachelor with a mansion and a perfectly outfitted "playroom" dungeon with red leather everything and every toy imaginable to come and sweep me away in his helicopter. yeah. i'm holding my breath. because he exists. really. and this is how bdsm works. really. yeah.
i'm not at all cynical or sarcastic either. |
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this has been the best weekend i have had in a long time.
tried something new, not sure how i liked it. but, it was a learning experience and i like to try new things. stay tuned for further updates. ha ha.
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i think my Master is the only man that has ever successfully surprised me. i am not easy to surprise. i am intuitive...i won't say psychic...but i get feelings...they're often right. and he has surprised me several times. in good ways, good surprises!
<3 |
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i am zen. it carried over to today...
hope everyone is enjoying a fabulous day! |
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amazing.
could it be more amazing? i don't see how. |
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The time has come, the Walrus said, To talk of many things...of shoes and ships and sealing wax...of cabbages and kings |
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intense and fervent, with a lesson, makes me exhausted and zen |
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it's a beautiful day, I wish I had someone to spend it with |
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forty fabulous fun fantastic
(sorry everyone, it's not my birthday) |
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i'm exhausted, satiated...zen. will sleep good tonight. |
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Today...short but super session! Every session is so fantastic! I've never had a better lover & Master. I'm a lucky subbie. Today, I am zen. |
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i think i'm going to leave this site... |
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Today was simple and lovely. Like something out of a dream. |
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this weekend was SO fantastic...two back to back wonderful sessions. i couldn't ask for a better Dom and lover. satiated... |
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Today was short but sweet...love his touch, caress, pinch and spanking. |
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today was number thirty two...and a fantastic day it was. intense...WAY intense...totally satisfying in every way. i even got a valentine's present (or four)...so sweet! <3 |
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waiting (im)patiently for number thirty-two...hope it's soon!! |
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phenomenal, again. when isn't it? |
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It's christmas morning, I'm awake early. Lying here in my bed alone, as usual. I'm sure santa didn't bring me a man, again. Will that ever change? Will I ever find someone or will someone find me? I hope so.
Merry Christmas, perverts!
An ever hopeful sub. |
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I got kissed under the mistletoe! ;) stellar day |
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today...phenomenal AGAIN!! Intense, wonderful, tender, beyond words <3 |
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omg...intense, incredible, phenomenal |
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Today marks the one year anniversary of the day I met my former Dom and Master in person. I am surprised to realize how emotional I am about this day. Since we are no longer M/s but still friends I didn't think I would be this emotional. |
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i know we're all looking for sex here, it is what this site is for...but is anyone looking for more than JUST sex???????????????????????????????????????????????? why, oh why, is that SO impossible to find!?!?!?!?!?!?!? |
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Tonight was an amazing, awesome, adventure!!! Tried my hand as Domme...he told me i was a natural. Maybe i am a bit of a switch after all! That was so hot! Can't wait to do it again sometime :D |
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today...sumptuous, intense, maybe a bit languid, and i loved every second |
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if you lie about your height (or weight, or eye color, or other physical attribute) then you meet someone, they will know you are a liar! hello!! it's not rocket science! |
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today was intense and fabulous |
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ok some people on here are just creepy |
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