kitttten

1/16/13

Of course I knew our sex life had gotten pretty non existent over the last couple years, except, of course *bj's*, something I still do, and assume I will ALWAYS love doing with 

my Master!  

1/28/13 

I had meant to write more sooner, but things got a little bit crazier around here than they already were.  

I have needed to spend almost every evening with my mother who is ill, our dog had surgery on his leg and we take him to the vet twice a week at 7:00am and that really throws me off on those days.  

i have arthritis in my spine, hands, and toes, a nerve pain that  has never been diagnosed (though not due to a lack of trying), and several blown disks, so i have to spend at least an hour in the morning doing an assortment of exercises just to function at a tolerable pain level. I take tramidol and one lortab (fear of addiction keeps me from taking more) a day, and I also drink a couple glasses of wine at night to relax at the end of the day.

 First.. things i am going to work on....

I am going to try and cut back on the wine because I do get a little silly, although I never get "mean" from my wine i am assuming I DO get too sloppy sometimes, (although I don't see it)...because Michael has  told me things like.. "Just don't get to messed up"  when I request my second glass often enough to make me think I am getting to silly...

i am a BIG computer game player.  One of the things that caught my attention in Michael's profile was that he had played WOW in the past.  That was my game of choice for the last 4 years or so then.  Since i have continued to play, and have been getting up at 5 or 6:00am (Michael gets up at 7) to play.  That was how i started my day.  The problem is i am not getting enough things done and if i add that hour or 2 and the hour after our after breakfast walk, and the hour before dinner some times... 

you get the picture.  i do need to get up first and wake up before Michael sees me, but there is a lot of other stuff i could/need to be doing.

So... I closed my account and uninstalled WOW.

Getting a couch back in the house!:  When i moved in Michael had a ratty old couch and i was thrilled to get rid of it when we acquired a set of beautiful leather chairs.  i had not given any thought to the chair separating us until a couple days later.  It may sound like a little thing, but i think it is very important to get another couch!!  To cuddle up while watching tv (and have room for Jake, the dog).

When i met Michael i weighed 200lb's and smoked a pack of cig's a day.  i quit smoking the day i moved into Michael's house, and in less than a year i lost the extra 45-50 lb's 

eating only what i was given permission by Michael to eat.  Although i had tried to stop smoking over and over during the last 30 years, the thought of my breath offending Michael was enough to get me to stop, cold turkey.  The weight just dropped off and i loved weighing in every morning!  i was and still am very proud of these to accomplishments and feel that they show the level of commitment i brought to the table *smile*.