Looking for a Decent, Mature, Gentleman Daddy Dom!


I am going to be completely honest and mention that as of right now I have no intention of relocating at all, perhaps in the long term future meaning years but as of now no. I am currently living with my family and taking care of the house and my father. I have no plans on moving due to this fact, so if you are looking for someone to relocate to you please move along :D I have been a submissive/slave etc. in the BDSM lifestyle for 11 years now and I have had my share of abusive and decent Dominants along the way and due to this know that I will be very leery and cautious towards anyone seeking my attention. I am tired of games, I am tired of the chase and to be honest abit of a introvert, however if you show me you are honest, up front, and trustworthy perhaps in time something could develop. I know i may not be the "prettiest" or "model" looking woman in the world, i am short, big, small breasted and i have a big butt, so if you desire a model looking submissive/slave move along because i am happy with who i am, and while there are things i wish to work on i will NOT tolerate a Dominant trying to put me on a exercise routine or strict diet because He doesn't like my looks. Well how do you know i will be satisfied with your looks? To me it isn't about looks or even "personality" it's about passion, kindness, concern, confidence, honesty and communication and if you don't have any of those qualities then please move along because those are MUST have qualities for me. I am sick of Dominants wanting "sluts" and yet they don't give a fig about making sure their sub's needs are met and then wonder why their sub/slave left them. Well hello wake up call to all Dominants even in a vanilla relationship if the woman is not given the same affection, time, importance, pleasure and passion that you would want then why should she/he stay? Same with a BDSM relationship. I am VERY passionate, sensual, creative and imaginitive and VERY into sex, however if i see that it is all about "YOU" i will ignore you or if in IRL i will not have anything to do with you. I seek a Confident, Compassionate, Passionate, Sensual, Affectionate, yet Daddy type Dominant, that wishes to be with me at all times and misses me when we are apart. I want a Dominant that will watch "Girly" romantic movies, Disney, Cartoons, etc. with me and not be bisexual or gay. I want a Dominant man to understand that every relationship is about give and take not just take, take, take. I dream of a man like lestat from queen of the damned, or the phantom, or Michael from underworld, or alan rickmans char on sense and sensibility. I will not accept anything less anymore, if you find that what i seek is not you or is asking too much then look elsewhere or move along because i will not accept less. P.S. I AM NOT interested in getting YOU off!! Don't expect me to help or even have a want or need to get you off when i don't even know you!! i do not work that way, nor should you if you are NORMAL, however if you are one of those that thinks within three messages i should have a automatic lust response to you GET A FRICKING GRIP! i have been abuses numerous times, i have been forgotten, hurt, ridiculed, left behind and due to that i am ONLY interested in getting to know you which includes COMMUNICATION, not lust or any such idiotic thing! So if you are interested in anything BUT communication then GO AWAY!