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  You take me into your domain......
And you know that a novice little subbie boy like me needs to be put in my place from the very start.... and that the very thought of defying or bargaining with my Mistress is never even an option for me........
 The very first thing i hope you will do to me is to get clear images of me while i degrade and humiliate myself. Along with the pics and video evidence of my shame and disgrace, i will willingly give you all the contact information needed to insure that there will be no one in my life that doesn't whisper behind my back, snicker and ridicule me for years to come....
i am ready to make such a consequence filled decision and give to my Mistress total power over my very reputation and self -respect.
 i feel that as a beginner, i should be given no opportunity to back out of my servitude once a Dominating Woman has expressed Her desire to have me for Her use and abuse...
i may regret giving such power and leverage to a Woman who i do not know, but that is the first twist of fear that a new subbie should feel before the realization that there is no viable way to refuse Her humiliating and degrading treatment. When i am so desperate for relief and i despair over every shameful and demeaning deed i must do for the cruel and merciless Woman i gave my life to, then i will know true fear. i will be imprisoned by a Woman who truly enjoys seeing me squirm and beg. A Woman who will laugh when i plead for mercy and then laugh even harder as i am given even more to beg and cry about.......
 I will keep my body shaved and smooth and regularly go shopping with you as you pick out the panties and bra you want me to wear.
  i will come to your door and strip down to my Panties and bra and then begin to do the work nessecary to keep your home clean and comfortable. i will take care of any need or desire you may want from me, and i will remember what happens if i do not give you my all....
Because you will punish me severely for even the smallest of oversights.... the pain and fear will make me desperate to be perfect for you.....
 I will ask that you allow me an orgasm at least every 7-10 days so that i will not develop prostrate problems. And i will fully expect that every orgasm i am allowed will be dispensed with the most humiliation and in the most unfullfilling way possible.... of course it will be licked up in any fashion you choose.
 The only other sex that i get will hopefully be as your cum cleaning sissy. i will kneel before your semen filled pussy and suck and swallow the stuff that i will never put inside you myself........ i will suck out the man sauce and make sure you are clean and fresh before stopping...
 That will be the life i deserve and need to suffer. i will not want to do much of the duties you command of me...... but i want to put myself in that situation, i want to have no good option but to serve you and let you totally abuse me, mind, body, and soul.  ( and oh yea.... don't forget my bruised and tender pee-pee locked up tight !!! so abused and raw.... waaaaa!!!)

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7/25/2009 8:34:37 PM
  I walked in to the motel room with my Girlfriend and when the door was closed, Cathy asked me if there was anything that i needed to tell her.
 " Yes, Catherine..... i need to tell you that i am a Panty boy." i told her with my head down.
  " You are a Panty Boy? " Cathy said in a mocking tone of suprise. " What makes you a Panty boy, keith fitzgerald?" Cathy goaded me as she put her hands on her hips in an angry gesture. " Are you wearing Girls little pretties under your clothes again, keith?" She accused...
  " Yes Mistress Catherine." i said.
  i immediately start to remove my sweatpants and shirt, knowing that Cathy would demand that i not hide my panties from view.... " i know that i should never try to hide my panties with my man clothes, Mistress. But i could not have gone up to the front desk to get the room if i was in my lingerie, they would have rufused it to me.." i stand in my panties and bra with my shoes and clothes at my feet.
 " I think they should still refuse you a room....... You are pathetic !!!!! Now pick up those clothes of yours and come with me ...." Mistress says with genuine anger.
 When i have the clothes and shoes in my arms, Catherine opens the door to our room and tells me to take my clothes out to the back of the hotel and throw them onto the top of the trash compactor. She says that she can see it from the side of our window and she will be watching to make sure that i toss them up where i will not be able to get them back.
 i want to protest that i got that far outside in my panties, but i know that Mistress can make things much worse for me if i try to get out of her orders, so i just walk out of the room and into the hallway without hesitation.
 I stealthily sneak to the stairs and run the three flights to the ground floor. There, i have to use a pop can to hold the door open , so i can get back in the same door again. i quickly throw away my shoes and clothing, and run in my bare feet back up to our room.
 I am just stepping into the hallway on the third floor when i see some people coming out of the room next to ours. A man and woman come walking towards the elevators arms around one another in a lovers walk. i did not raise any notice as i slipped into the stairwell to wait for them to get into the elevator. But almost as soon as i got out of our next door nieghbors view, i heard the fire door to the stairs slam from below. i looked down the stiarwell and could make out a couple of figures and could hear female voices. And they were already at the second floor!! Soon, i had no choice but to walk out into the hallway and stand no more than a couple of feet from the shocked couple waiting for the elevator.
 " i'm so sorry..... i got locked out of my room and..........    Oh god !! i am so sorry you had to see this....." i quickly ran to my room and knocked on the door.
 The man called out to me......" Hey keep that crap in your room if your gonna be a girl for the night!!! We don't appreciate
the show,  FREAK !!!"
 " Oh god !!!" i cried and turned to face the wall beside the door trying to hide as best i could... " i really am sorry, sir... i have money in my room. i could put a couple of twentys under your door later"
 i knocked again and whispered into the door.... " Come on !! open the door !! There are people out here and they are mad at me for dressing like this !!!" I cried.
 At that time the ladies from the stairs came into the hallway... they were from housekeeping, and they were bringing a set of glasses to our room.... They looked at me in disbelief as i stepped away from the door in complete terror......
 " It's not my fault.... i was locked out as a joke....... it's only for fun....." She did not think that i would be seen..... i'm sorry for offending you.... i really am..." i was stammering my words, and shaking...
 The door finally swung open and Catherine looked at me and then looked at the two ladies.......
 "You little pervert!!! Are you out here with these lovely ladies in a BRA and PANTIES? How dare you disrespect these Women like that !!!! DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE SOMEONE DISRESPECT YOU LIKE THAT?
Here let me disrespect your fucking ass, Mr. keith fitzgerald. " Catherine grabbed the waistband of my panties and yanked on them hard enough to knock me over. She the pulled me back from falling and in doing so, the thin fabric of my panties ripped and the panties were torn from my body.
 i put my hands in front of my exposed penis only to have Mistress Catherine  slap my arms and Hands furiously.
  " Don't you dare try to hide yourself, Keith...... You put those hands behind your back and you leave them there until i say you can move them......... You Nasty little pervert !!!!!"  Catherine looked at the two ladies and asked them if they would be wiling to watch my punishment for being so disgusting and gross...
 when they both began to decline watching, Catherine pinched my nipples and leaned to my ear ..." Offer to Pay them $40 each if they will stay for 10 minutes, keith" SHe twisted my nipples as i began to speak...
 " I'll pay you each $40 if you watch me get punished for 10 minutes........ will you watch??? Please?" i begged as best as i could....
  The girls took my money, but then they left as soon as i gave it over......
 Finally i was in our room and out of sight.
Then Catherine pulled a chair over to the window and pulled an end table from one of the beds over in front of me. She removed the lamp shade and turned it on.  " Get up and stand on that chair, keith." She said sternly.
 " You aren't done exposing yourself to people yet...."
 i went and stepped up onto the chair. i was brightly lit up from the lamp and the chair was high enough to clearly show my nudity to the outside world. i still had my hands behind me. Catherine went and got a pair of hand cuffs from my bag and locked them onto my wrists. She used two more pair to lock my ankles to the arms of the chair i stood on. i was then centered close to the window and Catherine stepped back to look at me.
 She looked out the window and noticed that the freeway offramp was not too far off. there was a group of cars waiting for the light to change.......
 " They are able to see everything from down there....... How fucking pathetic, Keith... I wonder when a cop's gonna be turning into the hotel to come see you?
 i stood there and did not answer her...
 But my fear began to excite me too.... and as the cars would line up at the stoplight, i could see the people in thier cars and i was pretty sure that some of them saw me naked in my room......   my little pee-pee stood straight out...... i wanted to come so badly....... I was so turned on at the terror of seeing a police car pull in and go to the front of the hotel that my little dick was oozing cum from its tip. Catherine left me there and then pretended to arrive after the hotel manager had let the police into my room...
 She walked into the room and yelled at me.......
 " I told you not to expose yourself, keith.
She then turned to one of the police women and stated... " I have seen him masturbate in view of the public several times, you need to publicly disgrace him if he wants to keep doing it....... That is why i left him alone here and went and called you guys to arrest him...... I want to press charges and i will testify against him".
She walked over to me where the police had put a towel around my waist. Cathy pulled out a pair of pink lace panties and helped pull them onto me...." you don't need a towel now....."She said as she yanked the white terry cloth away, leaving me cuffed and in my bra and panties. i stood before two female cops. They grabbed my arms and walked me out to a patrol car in the pull up at the front desk. Just as they were about to load me in, one of the women discretely held her pepper spray behind the cruisers door. As i was placed on the back, a female officer, beautiful and tough, reached in and let a long burst of mace soak into the panties where they hugged my penis...
 " Fuck you, pervert". She whispered in my ear as the most intense burning hit my cock and balls. " You gonna be sittin on the intake bench all night....... And the ladies there just love to keep the pepper spray on fucks like you.......... Your cock is gonna be to tender to use for a LONG TIME after it soaks in pepper spray for 15 hours........."
 She gave my crotch another spray...
  " Oh GOD !! That fucking burns like a mother fucker !!!! Stop!!! No More!!! That's plenty..... i get the message!!!"
 i cried loudly....
  " No ,PERVERT.... You do not get the message....... No amount of pain is plenty for Deviant sex freaks like you...So the message is, you are going to be in agony for the foreseeable future....
 She pulled the waist of my panties out from my front, exposing my pee-pee to a direct blast from her mace canister....
 She let it go for about ten seconds and i was literally sitting in a puddle of the agonizing liquid........
 i saw Catherine walking away towards my car and i yelled out to her.....
 "Catherine !!! Help !! they are hurting me!!!! Please tell somebody.... Make them stop !!!""" i cried in desperation.
 Cathy just looked at me and said in a teasingly sarcastic way....
 " Ohhhh....DOES THE SISSY BOY HAVE A BURNING ON HIS PEE-PEE? Poor baby...
maybe you will forget about it when you get left alone with some of the deputies down at the jail............... You have no idea what they have planned for you........
You have fun now !!!!!!!!" she laughed and turned away.
 My pee-pee was in more agony than i could take.... i sobbed and cried for them to let me wash it off.
  It was left there to soak for the entire night. They had me cuffed to the wall near the womens area....... the ladies spit on me constantly and i apologized for jacking off in public............ but i was not forgiven the entire time i was there.
 i don't jack off in public very often anymore..... only when Catherine calls me.


7/25/2009 1:05:29 PM
 More dreams ............
The woman i had met with twice called me up to arrange a meeting with me to discuss the terms of my slavery to her.
 i met her at the same restaurant i had met with he before, only this time, i was made to get under a blanket in the back seat of Ms. J's car and to strip naked. She took my clothing and locked them into my car. She then told me to keep my head covered at all times while She drove me to her home.
 " You are not to know where I live" She stated.
 After a few minutes the car stopped and the engine was shut off. It  was a couple of minutes before the back door opened and Ms. J pointed to an open gate leading around a garage.
   "Leave the blanket and go through that gate. " She said flatly. " And if any of my neighbors see you, you will be turned outside and must find your own way home. So do not be seen ..... DO you understand?"
Ms. J asked me.
 "Yes Mistress, i do.." i hopped  out of the car naked and shoeless and ran behind the house.
 In the backyard was a lighted patio with a sliding door. I heard Ms. J talking and then i saw her leading a man by a cock leash. Ms. J yanked up on the leash as She approached the glass door, making the man stand on his tip toes. She pulled the door open and pulled the man out onto the cement patio, still on his toes. She then began to pull the man from one edge of the patio to the other in a hurried fashion. The man was forced to trot quickly on his tip toes before me for several laps across the patio. i stood and watched, confused by what i was seeing.
i did not expect Ms. J to be having more subs than me for my first session. i was a bit shocked to say the least.
 Ms. J let the leash down a bit and stopped yanking the man around before me. She handed the man a length of rawhide strap and looked at first him and then me.
 " My slave has been given the task of preparing you and teaching you the basic rules" Ms.J looked in my eyes. " You will do as he says as if you were being ordered by me.. Is that clear?" She glared at me as i wondered what to say.......  "IS THAT CLEAR?" She repeated loudly..
 "Yes Ms. J " i said nervously.
 Ms. J sat down on a Folding chair and said only one word...... " BEGIN ! "


7/25/2009 5:11:47 AM
  I call my Mistress on my phone when i reach the park She instructed me to ride the bus to. I was told to go to a certain picnic table and wait for her to come get me.
  After two hours, a woman walks up to the table i am at and sits down. The evening had faded to a dark twilight. I can see that she is the Woman from that internet ad, and she looks at me silently.
  " Pay !! " is all she says as She places her palm out on the table.
  I put $200 in her hand and i watch as She counts it and tucks it into her bra.
 " Now stand up and take of your shorts and your shirt. I want you to be naked except for your sandals." She said in an uncaring tone.
 i did as She told me, and She reached out to feel my pubic area when i was finished.
 " I see you shaved off your pubic hair as i told you to..... very good... i wouldn't want you to be exposing yourself in public with a hairy cock..... a little pee-pee like yours should be bald and smooth so everyone will be able to see that you are not a real man........" She laughed and pulled her hand away.... and reached into a small sports bag that She had brought.
 She pulled out some hand cuffes and told me told lock my hands behind my head. She then took out a small chain and put it between the cuff chain and around my neck, where She used the lock to secure the chain in place. Both my hands were now locked to my neck and i was unable to reach out with my arms.
 " I don't want you trying to cover up that pathetic little shaved wee-wee when you are walking through the park." She says as She reaches into her bag once more.
 My Mistress pulls out several clothes pins and proceeds to put one on each nipple.
they are brand new and pinch with tremendous pain. Mistress then puts three more clips on the ring of my foreskin, taking just small bites of skin and hurting me more than i can bear....
  "  NOOO........ Thats too much!!!" i cry to Her... " You're gonna have to loosen the springs.... That pinches way to hard..." i tell her.....
  Mistress says nothing as She gets up and walks down the asphalt pathway the way She came... My clothes in her hand. i am forced to go after her... i hurry to get close to her so that i can hide behind her.
 She passes an area where some homes have fenced backyards butting up to the park. i watch as my shorts and shirt are tossed into someones yard.
 " What the hell are you doing?" i said in complete shock... " i need those to wear !! This has gone too far...... Now take these clothespins off me now !!! And get me something to cover up with before i get the cops called on me and hauled off to jail.... This isn't funny, and you can't do this !!! Now uncuff me and get these things off my cock !!!" i told her in a serious and commanding tone.
 " Are you telling me what to do, slut?" She stopped and spun around to face me.
Mistress looked at me in a total expression of rage......
  " I will decide how  far this will go. And I will call the cops myself and have you arrested if I hear one more word out of you...... and if you don't like the clothespins on your tiny prick and pretty nipples, you keep it to yourself......... cause I don't care and I don't want to hear it!!!" 
  Mistress slapped my nipple clips several times and brought her knee up to mash the biting pins into my crotch. i began to sob with her cruelty so harshly put against me. Mistress growled through clenched teeth and hissed, " I got you bad, huh, bitch? "
 i nodded yes while my tears flowed uncontrollably down my face. i nodded with complete fear and desperation as vigorously as i could, my eyes pleading for mercy.
 She pushed me away from the fence that She threw my clothes over and down the grass to where the paved path was. i looked out to see that there was a trio of people walking the same direction as my Mistress had been walking.They were only a few hundred feet behind us when Mistress had shoved me back on the trail.
  " I want to see you humiliate yourself in front of the people behind us....... will you do what I tell you if I take off the clothespins, you stupid freak? Will you humiliate your pathetic ass for me?"
 Mistress was looking at me as i stood with my back towards the oncoming pedestrians. i was in such pain that i did not care what i had to do, i immediately agreed to do whatever She wanted.

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SexySadie
 
 Age: 25
 Anderson, Indiana