i have wanted it for over 40 years; when i was age 4, i was molested and get my heart set on women's butts;

so i guess i am a toilet slave prodigy...

all i know the more one loves doing something
the more intense the desire
doing that which is in one's heart
instead of trying to make it into one's heart
for it to be natural
to eat, drink, sleep, every waking moment is on the desire of wanting a woman to shit into my mouth; so when i do get that rare privilege; i am so psyched; that it comes easy for me
plus the experiences i had ; has prepared me for it as well.. actually serving in that way; and wanting it, dying each day for it; looking at butt pictures every day, videos of butt, facesitting videos

am in agony because it has been too long since a woman shit into my mouth. it is my life's purpose for a woman to shit into my mouth on a regular basis... last time was close to 4 years ago...

each day is a living hell for me; i only keep alive in hopes the nightmare will end by me being owned... if i could look into a crystal ball, and know for a fact, that 30 years from now, i still am not enslaved or basically, not ever being a toilet slave again; no hope and it never happening; if i know that to be fact; i wish to god that i would die this very second.

that is how i am a natural
it is how i can do it with ease

toilet slavery is my life
right now, i have no life!!!