jessicajuan121

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Transgender Submissive, 43, Glasgow

You say you want more yet you can’t  abstain the truth the real truth Within Me. I heard writing my pain is all I know think you know me ,and life is but a dream .I say that to say this all this bottled-up anger and fear of saying something. I have lost myself and I missed of all of this pain I cannot abstain the truth is I have caused in this world of nothingness my pain is all I have I am a shell of what I used to be and no one can see not even my children know that they are causing me this way the show which I live in is merely a casing over my skin this skin that holds his body is frail body of mine is no longer in existence at all this merely reported which my voice is an echo That is nothing more than the presents of what used to be. I am merely a fraction of myself enumeration of what I could be.  then again I am merely   a fool in hopes that one day I will get it one day that everything will be alright the pain in which I can no longer obtain the pain that is overwhelming the pain that is so deep within me that I  bleed from within yet nothing comes out but words from merely immortal not a soul but a mortal speak so much truth it so much she can no longer feel present merely the words spoken from her lips that Can no longer be caught by a dreamcatcher . I speak my truth and yet no one can hear me I speak my truth yet no one can see me I speak my truth and everything in it. all I know how to do is speak my truth, I am merely a mortal and some ways a forgotten person I am  merely mortal filled with so much pain so much anger that I can no longer  abstain. in present and present   mind , all I can do is lay down my words and hope that someone or something and actually come from this. I lay down my words with an open heart  and soul because the pain and agony in which I feel is all I have the only time and or revealed in My writing like this. my hopes my dreams my Inspirations for my children, I hope to leave them more than what was left for me. I have lost so much, I have lost so many there is an infinite number of lives that have been lost end in this month in particular I can no longer take the pain of loss of memory and all the dreams and the people I have shared them with. I am laying all of these words paper because I have  nothingness inside of me. I don't know if I will ever really see start my true voice my true feelings but at least it's on paper for me to read I am hopeless I am weak and this I know for fact because I am merely a mortal with no soul an empty vessel of nothingness no hopes no dreams no inspiration.

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