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Submissive Couple, 24, batimore, Maryland
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Female Submissive, 29, Seattle, Washington
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Male Dominant, 50, Houston, Texas
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About jaenellebishop
i read other profiles and i see myself reflected in them ... my longings ... my desires ...
but trying to write about myself seems so much harder.
i have spent my whole life up to this point denying who i am and what i want.
i have always been told what is right and wrong ... as if the world is only black and white.
and myself ... my deeper, darker desires ... always fell into the wrong.
i have spent so much time trying to ignore myself ... to deny myself ... to fit the mold i was supposed to fill by everyone else's standards in my life ...
and when my nature would peek out ... i shunned it in disgust ... because that was what i was supposed to do.
But somewhere along my journey in life ... i got tired of hating myself ... tired of denying myself.
So, i chose to look at my nature ... at my desires ... for the first time without disgust ... but with curiosity.
At first it was in an attempt to understand it so that i could "fix" it.
But the miraculous part of it ... was that in the process of trying to "fix" it ... i have really started to understand it ... to understand myself.
And i no longer shun it ... i not only just accept it ... but i relish in it.
The emptiness ... the lack of belonging ... those holes are gone .... pleasantly filled if you will.
And so now ... i am continuing to learn about my nature ... about my desires ... i am learning to live my life.
And the best part of it all .... is that it is no longer mine.
my Master is my salvation.
And He goes by the name Aramock Nanuck.
my place will always be at His feet.
And fortunately, although my submissive side has never been in question, even to my denied self, my Master allows me to be a domme to another ... to give voice to my other, more unexplored side.
Although i am new ... i only wish to learn ... and in doing so ... to please my Master.
* This account is monitored by my Dominant * |
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