so this thing is not going well. Sort of thought this site would help.  I was out of town for a work thing, and i so i got fucked a bunch - thank you craigslist..... which was nice .... but i didnt get dominated, which I was kinda hopeing for.

one guy even brought his wife / girlfriend to watch,   which was very nice .... butstill not the whole thing i am looking for.

Why on earth do I want this ? This is nuts.

A ball gag.... cuffs, panties slowly be pulled down.... I know whats coming, I probably deservie it .... but do I want it ? Why ?

I do. 

I don't know why. Please show me why. It's eating at me from the inside.