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i have been invited to be a model at a local club for a fetish party. This is going to be a blast..email for details. Either Master or i will answer.

i have been accused of being a little too direct so if i offend anyone with this next statement, well im sorry.This isnt myspace folks...im not going to add you to my "circle of friends" unless i know you, like in real life, and yes i do have to have some respect for you in order to add you...so all of you that are sending me these requests when i havent conversed with you and dont know you...its going to be deleted every single time...How can i call you a friend when i dont know you?
Also update on Ike evacuation...still evacuated and it is looking like i may end up just having to find somewhere else to live for about a year and a half...thinking about renting out my townhome..at least that is fixed.
Sometimes i think that what i am wanting or looking for is a figment of my imagination..,that it doesnt really exist and i am fooling myself...my old life as a sub in the bedroom is starting to become more and more of a faded memory and seems more like a naughty dream i had one night than something that really happend. Its the proverbial carrot dangling before the horse....just far enough out of reach to where you cant grasp it but can still see it which makes you want it even more.

i thought it might be a good idea to define in my words what a dominat man is and isnt in my eyes.

A Dominat man DOESNT..
have to have a certain job or make a certain amount of money, he doesnt have to be as in shape as i am BUT dont be fat either, he doesnt lose his temper.there is more on this list but i think You get the idea.
A Dominat man DOES...
have His shit together, Does carry himself with confidence, IS able to look me in the eye, doesnt take shit from me.

Being a natural Dom in my eyes...its the way You carry Yourself, its not a title just because you want to tell someone what to do, its not something like a hat that you put on and take off...it is just something in your personality and your presence....

It doesnt mean that a naturally dominat man never fails at something...because all though He controls me it doesnt mean that he controls the world.

i dont expect perfection from anyone...ever...because we are all human and we are failable...all i am looking for is perfect for me....and that entails being man enough to look me in the eye when i am talking to you. That means not treating me as if you already own me when we are just learning about each other, that means that you take the time to know what it is that you wish to own, rather than looking at the pretty wrapping paper and saying "kneel bitch".....
I am not in this for kinky sex, i am in this because all though i am a strong woman i do want to submit 24/7 to a Dominat man...and yes i have to care about him in order to do it...this isnt a business arrangment so that we can both get what we need sexually, this is a commitment that goes deeper than even marriage in my eyes...i will never get married again...but i will submit to a truly dominate man for a 24/7 TPE relationship ....one day.