I am not looking for sympathy or apologies. This is something I wrote and it made me feel alot better..Sometimes just getting things out helps........ 04/15/09 YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO BE MY DOM ..... YOU told me there was no other YOU said YOU wanted to train me
YOU Said YOU would!
YOU told me that we should find a collar So YOU could collar me when I was ready. YOU told me YOU wanted to collar me YOU had me read up on all of it.....
Because, YOU wanted me to be Sure
I WAS and I still want to
I wanted to completely Submit to YOU
When YOU realized it, YOU left me there....
All alone, scared and not knowing what to do...
So, Where is this Dom that I fell in love with?
The one I wanted to give my everything too.... and still do
The Dom that stole my heart when I didnt want it to be stolen
The one I trusted with all my heart ....
I really miss him...........
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